Chapter 17: Final Selection, Parting
As a parent, who will give their children to others unless they have to? This is a matter of heaven and humanity, and it cannot be done.
Although I don't have this relationship with Duoduo, but I also feel like a father and daughter, to be honest, my mood is the same as the words expressed by Duoduo in a childish tone. We are irreplaceable to each other, and to each other.
Sometimes I think that maybe it's not that I'm taking care of Duoduo, but this little girl, like the purest angel, deeply affects me with her kindness and loveliness, like a clear spring, washing my soul, so that I have goals and responsibilities, and can come step by step, without losing my mind because of the sudden strength of the force, being blinded by **, and completely becoming a slave of the strength of the force.
I've heard a lot of the same remarks, and most of the society generally despises the nouveau riche, believing that their state of mind is not strong enough to match the wealth they have, so they do a lot of puzzling bastard things. When a villain is successful, he is rampant, and this principle applies to cultivators, and it must also be applied.
Many people suddenly get the strength of the power, and taste the sweetness, the original inherent moral system collapsed, without the awe of this world, arrogant, arrogant, evil, the strongest of the strong, will inevitably be planted in the hands of others.
This is fate, and it is also a universal law of nature. However, I didn't, I still follow the inherent morality in my heart, and even revered the ordinary law, this is because of so many years of social experience, and secondly, because I have concerns and responsibilities in my heart, I want to be a good example for the elders for the flowers who are not deeply involved in the world.
Poor me, because of this, I don't dare to fall in love, go to find flowers and ask willows, I have been a wood for several years?
However, the current situation, I can't help but restrain this thought, when the real crisis is coming, I can no longer take Duoduo with me, and at this time, she also has a better home, if this ghost old woman is taken in the pagoda, because of the same kind of sake, she will definitely get the best teaching, and in the future, she will definitely be able to become the kind of person I expect.
This is an opportunity, and I can't delay the future of Duoduo because of my own thoughts.
After dividing Duoduo, I had a long communication with the ghost mother-in-law, and I made everything about Duoduo clear to her.
I don't warn that this ghost mother-in-law will have different intentions, one is because she has a very magical connection with the little lama Jiang Bai, Jiang Bai is our friend, and her temperament is like a Buddha; Second, she is lonely, and it is a miracle that she can meet another ghost in the world, and the ghost mother-in-law treats Duoduo's feelings without faculty, sincerity, expectation, and cherishment, but there is no intention of harm.
Cultivators are the most sensitive, and once their feelings are strong, they will naturally be able to distinguish clearly.
I don't know what Lu Dao is for, but I am full of trust in the ghost demon mother-in-law - maybe this is fate, right?
After learning what happened to Duoduo since she was a child, this ghost mother-in-law who has practiced for hundreds of years couldn't help but shed tears.
Pathetic, so pathetic!
Everyone who learns what happened to Duoduo will feel sad for this ignorant and cute little Lori: when life was just beginning to bloom, she was killed by her, and then she was viciously refined into an evil ghost. Even so, it is a miracle that she can still maintain the most primitive and innocent kindness.
And this tragic encounter, compared with her cuteness at this time, is even more intense and distressing.
It's not enough for this ghost and demon mother-in-law to practice for a hundred years, and she has seen a lot of things in the world, and most of the reason why she shed tears is because Duoduo is the same kind as her. Otherwise, she just listened.
People have reached the twilight of their years, and the vicissitudes of time will naturally not be as emotional as our young people, but they will be much more delicate.
Of course, this also highlights her intentions for Duoduo.
After talking about Duoduo's encounters and opportunities over the years, I told my wish to the ghost mother-in-law.
After listening to it, she nodded, and said Your idea is very simple, and I don't want her to achieve much, but just want to make up for the shortcomings of her childhood, like an ordinary child, grow up happily, and grow up slowly. In this way, it is actually very simple, just learn a method of astringent breath that she inherited from her previous master, and add three years of practice, she can be like a normal person, and there will be no difference.
It's no wonder that she has refined this method so much that I am so experienced with Miscellaneous Xiaodao that I can't see her details.
That night, I discussed the details of how to adopt Duoduo with the ghost mother-in-law, as well as the appointment date after three years.
After the ghost mother-in-law left, Miscellaneous Xiaodao asked me worriedly, "Have you thought about it carefully?"
I nodded, and said yes. I carefully analyzed my worries and the opportunities at this moment to the miscellaneous Xiaodao, saying that I learned about this ghost from my uncle, and at that time, if it wasn't for the busy work, I had to ask for it in advance. Such a good opportunity is rare in a lifetime, so it is naturally good to leave her here. Besides, the child will grow up, and she must always be allowed to break through in order to achieve something, otherwise, in our small fish pond, she is a Kunpeng, and she can only play in the mud after all.
The miscellaneous hairy trail has already lay down, turned over like a pancake, and said that you, you, always make mistakes for granted, as if you are the only one in the whole world for the sake of the flowers......
I frowned and said what, what do you mean?
He muffled his voice and said Anyway, you have a mess in your mind now, and you want to keep Duoduo away from danger, to be able to stay here, and to have a great opportunity, no matter how much I say, it's useless, it's better to save some saliva and hurry tomorrow. Now think about it, how to explain to the little demon, Fat Fat, and most importantly, how to explain this thing to the tiger cat - you will tell it: "I gave your daughter-in-law to someone else to raise!" "Would you say?
Thinking of the tiger cat, I was angry, this fat guy followed the pursuing army to the east, and when Jiang Bai and they returned in vain, it did not move, and did not come to us. At this moment, I don't know where the road is chic......
I asked about it and said where is the tiger cat? Miscellaneous Xiaodao ignored me, and after a while, there was a whirring snoring.
Yes, this day, it was really tiring, I stopped talking, closed my eyes and slept.
The next day, I woke up early, touched the locust wood card on my chest, and Duoduo returned to the inner room at about the time of Yin, and was sleeping at the moment, digesting the essence of the moon that I had taken last night, and I was unconscious. I sat up straight, took off the familiar acacia wood card from my neck, and respectfully placed it on the bed, and my heart was inexplicably sour, and I couldn't help but feel a strong sense of parting.
My eyes were red, and I thought that in the next few years, I might never see this cute and somewhat stupid little guy again, I couldn't eat the food she cooked, I couldn't enjoy her helping me press my shoulder, or happy, or I called me Brother Lu Zuo with tears in my eyes, and there was no more little Lori, who was pinched by my baby fat cheek and shouted "bad guy", never again......
People can understand and cherish because of loss, all the bits and pieces of getting along with Duoduo, in an instant, have surged into my heart, making me feel that these memories are so precious, so that I have an urge to take this acacia wood card away.
However, I stretched out my right hand to the locust wood card, but in the end it was stopped by reason.
I can't ruin Duoduo's future because of my selfishness.
Yes, I can't, I don't have that right.
I turned my head and saw a ghost mother-in-law dressed as an old Tibetan woman, standing in the shadow of the corner, on crutches, staring at me calmly.
We looked at each other, and she grinned and said you can't bear it?
I nodded and said yes. She was silent for a while, and said that you remind me of the past that I have forgotten for a long time, in fact, this is your own choice, if you regret it, you can also take her away - I can bring her strength, but I can't replace your place in her heart, never, just like me and him before......
I held the locust wood card in my hand, and then with all my strength, I slowly handed it to the ghost mother-in-law, and said bitterly: "Please! ”
She stretched out her right hand, took it, and smiled: "Don't worry, I will definitely take care of her!" ”
After the handover was completed, I felt that my whole body was collapsed, my face was pale, and I looked back at the miscellaneous hairy trail next to me who was silent, and said let's go. When I said this, I could feel the crying in my voice, as if I would cry out if I didn't control it. Miscellaneous Xiaodao nodded, took our luggage, and said okay, let's go.
The demon grandmother sent us out of the dilapidated stupa, and then pointed us to the southwest, where there were few people.
I know that the person she is talking about is a practitioner.
After giving the salute, we left, it was early in the morning, the sky was already cloudy, there was wind, the cold wind was blowing, making people feel sad, in this parting season, my mind, all to a lively and lovely little Lori, to occupy. She has been by my side since the summer of '07 and has hardly ever been separated, and this time, we haven't seen each other for three years.
How many three years will there be in a person's life?
Unlike before, my walking steps are not fast, and the thought of getting farther and farther away from the flowers makes my heart feel like a ball of thatch, and I panic. Miscellaneous Trail didn't say anything at first, just walked silently in front. Although he is always called a bad uncle by Duoduo, his relationship with that little Lori is not a little less than mine.
Seeing my hesitation, he sighed and chanted: "Green, dark and red are scarce out of Fengcheng, and the twilight cloud pavilion is ancient and modern; Pedestrians don't listen to the water in front of the official, and it is this sound that flows through the years. ”
After reading this sentence, he turned around and was about to tease me, but he shouted in surprise: "Little poison, why are you crying?" ”