"Xuyun ......" He hasn't forced me to say these things for a long time, he used to force me to say these things at that time, but now he hugged me like this, and asked me to say this gently, I only felt very scared, afraid that he would not force me to do that kind of thing in the yard again in the next moment, so now my whole body tensed, "Why, suddenly let me say this again?" ”

"I ......" he hugged me tighter and tighter, and after saying only one word, he stopped. I thought he wasn't going to speak anymore and was about to make an excuse to push him away, when he suddenly said to me in a low voice, "I'm scared. ”

"Scared?" I was stunned.

He bowed his head, lifted my face, kissed me on the lips, and then looked at me seriously and said, "I'm afraid I'll lose you again...... Xiaohe, promise me that you will never leave me...... Even if Xiaoyu is not by our side, you don't want to leave me, okay? ”

"Xiaoyu is not with us? How is it possible, he has to be by our side! I couldn't have lived without him! I was frightened by his words, my eyes widened, and I looked at him in a panic, "Xuyun, is it that the Gu in Xiaoyu's body is very powerful...... Yes...... Will it be dangerous? ”

At the end of the day, I burst into tears, don't be what I guessed!

Xu Yun's eyes were a little hazy, but after hearing my words, he suddenly regained his clarity and hurriedly explained to me: "No." Xiaoyu will be okay and won't leave us! I just said what if, I want to see ...... Want to see if you love me a little more, or a little rain? ”

"You are as important as in my heart, no matter who I lose, I will be very painful, in the future, don't say such things, I'm scared!" I was angry at him.

It's a good thing he just said what if, otherwise, I really don't know what to do!

Hearing this, Xu Yun took a deep breath, reached out and hugged me tightly into his arms, stroking the long hair behind my back, "I was wrong just now, I shouldn't have said such an if." I know that Xiaoyu and I are both important to you. I shouldn't be scared of ......"

"Xuyun, since that's the case, I have a few things to ask you, and you must answer me!" I pressed my head to his chest, grabbed his shirt tightly with my hand, and plucked up courage.

"You ask."

Hearing him promise me, I asked with a sigh of relief: "First question, when I left you and came to Ruan Zhai to ask Ruan Qing for an ancient prescription, was it to treat you?" The second question is, were you there when I married Ruan Qing? The third question ......"

"Enough! I am tired! Before I could ask my third question, he suddenly pushed me away, then rushed into the room without looking back, and slammed the door shut!

I didn't come back from my shock until he closed the door, and he had promised to answer me, but now he was running away again!

I wanted to hold back my anger, but I couldn't hold back it, so I ran over and pushed the door open, and yelled at him in a suppressed voice: "Zhao Xuyun, you are enough!" Every time I ask you this, you just won't answer me. Didn't you promise me to answer me? ”

Xu Yunben sat on the edge of the bed with one hand on his forehead and panted deeply, seemingly irritable. When I came in and questioned him, he got up abruptly, went to the closet, and went out to change his clothes, and was about to take a shower.

I knew he was going to take a shower at this time, clearly trying to avoid me. When he walked to the door, I stretched out my hand to block the door, "If you don't answer my questions tonight, you won't be allowed to leave this room!" ”

Seeing this, Xuyun lowered his head and frowned at me, looking extremely irritable, "Don't be willful, get out of the way!" ”

"I don't!" My temper also came up, and I raised my head and said stubbornly, "Zhao Xuyun, the more you don't answer me like this, the more I guess." In this way, the so-called well-intentioned people in your mouth will take advantage of the loopholes, and then you will have to cause misunderstandings. ”

"Don't torture me like that, okay?" As soon as I finished speaking, Xuyun threw the change of clothes he was holding on the ground and yelled at me, "Actually, do you know that sometimes I really wish I was the one who had lost his memory!" Then I wouldn't remember these humiliating, painful things! ”

After yelling at me, I saw that his eyes were red, and then tears rolled down his eyes. He was afraid of being seen by me, so he turned his head away from me.

Seeing him like this, I was a little overwhelmed," Asahi ...... Xuyun, I just want to know the truth! Sister-in-law Chang has told me some things, Ruan Qing has also told me some things, and I occasionally dream about some ...... But I can't believe any of this, I ...... I believe you, that's why I want to ask you. ”

Speaking of which, he interrupted me, "Do you know that if I could, I'd rather never let you know about these things for the rest of my life...... On the contrary, how I hide it, you still know. Know Xiaoyu's life experience, know your past with Ruan Qing! I'm so useless, I can't even hide the past from a person with amnesia. ”

"Why hide it from me? That's my past, and I have the right to know! "I don't understand.

"Can't you see that I'm protecting you?" When Xu Yun heard this, he looked at me again, but at this time, two lines of tears had already hung on his handsome face.

"Protect me?"

"Yes!" He shook his lips, and then endured his excitement and said to me word by word, "Because, I can't answer you, you came to Ruan Zhai to take the ancient recipe for me, and then you were forced to marry Ruan Qing and have children; I can't answer you, when I attended your wedding, he kicked me out, and I knelt in front of the whole village, begging him to stay and take care of your shameful things; I can't answer you, I can't help but watch you being abused by him...... I don't want you to know this, to feel guilty about me. I just want you to be with me carefree. Don't be hurt by these things! ”

"Forced to marry Ruan Qing? Did you really attend our wedding and beg him to stay in Nguyen? Ruan Qing still abuses me? ……”

Is this true? Xuyun, a proud person, asked for a village doctor for me?

I really can't imagine the picture of Xu Yun kneeling and begging Ruan Qing to stay, let alone the picture of him suppressing the love in his heart and watching me being abused by Ruan Qing!

However, why do I occasionally dream of Ruan Qing in my dreams, and he always smiles gently at me? There are still these few contacts, and Ruan Qing has not hurt me.

"I have always refused to tell you because I am afraid that you will be hurt. Ruan Qing, that person looks good on the surface, but in fact...... He's a vicious person. Otherwise, I won't give Gu to the villagers, I won't design with Bai Xue to trick you into leaving me, and I won't kill the innocent sister-in-law and that old woman! Xu Yun said angrily.

Is Ruan Qing really such a person?

His clear eyes floated in front of him, and he always felt that he didn't look like a bad person. But the tone and expression of Xuyun's current speech don't look like a lie to me. He is so proud, he will never humiliate himself by lying and deceiving me, he kneels down and begs for things.

I guess I really know people and don't know my heart!

"Asahi Cloud ......"

I got the answer, I felt a lot more relaxed, I reached out and took the initiative to hug Xu Yun's waist, leaned my dizzy head on his chest, and said softly: "I will never ask about these things again, and I will never mention them again." Don't be afraid, I won't leave you. Never! ”

"Then ......" Xu Yun reached out and hugged me and asked me, "Then do you still believe Ruan Qing?" ”

"I don't believe it. Believe it again! I said firmly.

I don't believe what Ruan Qing said about the mutual affection, because the relationship between me and Xuyun for more than ten years could not be replaced by him in just six months!

Hearing this, Xu Yun breathed a deep sigh of relief, and then a warm kiss hit my face, "Little lotus...... Little Lotus ...... Let's never talk about the past again...... We are so happy and happy to live our own life! ”

I didn't answer him with words, but with a passionate kiss back.

Sensing my cooperation, he seemed excited, picked me up with a slam and kissed me as he put me on the bed. Like peeling an onion, peeling off all the barriers between us layer by layer, to cut to the topic. Tenderness and pity invaded me over and over again.

The feeling of being with him from the bottom of my heart is amazing and makes me know that I belong to him with all my heart. Everything he says, I should trust.

When it was over, I was too tired to move, so he hugged me and fell asleep.

It wasn't until the next morning that I regained my strength and went to take a shower early. When I came out, I found Xu Yun standing at the gate of the courtyard, with his back to me, talking to a few men outside, who didn't seem to be from the village, because they all spoke Mandarin, and called Xu Yun Zhao Shao!

"Zhao Shao, the chairman means that you must return to Yancheng as soon as possible, otherwise, she will come over in person." One of them, a short, silver-gray casual suit, said to him.

Xu Yun replied coldly to him, "I am her son, not her puppet." She told me to go back, and I had to go back! You tell her that if it weren't for the fact that she and I are related by blood, I wouldn't have let her go at all! Get lost! ”

"But Zhao Shao, the chairman, she did it for you! You haven't been back to see her for more than two years, and she's really suffering a lot as a mother......" The man in gray outside continued to persuade.

Xu Yun ignored him this time, directly "slammed" the door, and then planned to go into the house, but he just took a step, probably feeling my gaze, so he stopped and looked at me suddenly, "Xiaohe, have you washed it?" ”

"Hmm." I walked over to him, then glanced at the door, "Who's out there?" ”

"Stranger! Leave them alone. Xu Yun glanced out of the door and pulled me into the house.

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