301: I don't understand the depth of your affection
The movement was so natural that everyone was alarmed, and Ai Changhuan's attending doctor, Qin Zhan's attending doctor, and experts from all walks of life crowded into this ward, because Qin Zhan refused to leave, and always insisted that he was Lu Zhanke. ()[.] (.. Starters)
Then Ai Changhuan learned that Qin Zhan had also been shot and fell into the sea, and it was not long after she fell, because the body armor she was wearing was the latest type, with a positioning function, which could locate her location after the user was shot, so that the search and rescue team could rescue them in the shortest possible time Demon Venerable Martial Saint >
It's just that the wind and waves were too strong that day, and she and Qin Zhan were washed far away by the waves, and it took the search and rescue team a lot of effort to find them. Because they stayed in the water for too long, they both fell into a deep coma after the operation.
And because Qin Zhan didn't wear body armor, his injuries were much more serious than Ai Changhuan's, and he almost couldn't survive several times during the operation, but he survived for some reason, even after the operation, the doctor didn't expect much from his recovery, and only said to take one step at a time.
Their wards were next to each other, Qin Zhan didn't know when he woke up, and no one told him that Ai Changhuan was next door, but he himself ran over and lay down with Ai Changhuan, what was even more incredible was that he obviously didn't remember who he was, but he still remembered Ai Changhuan.
The reason why he is so firm that he is Lu Zhanke is because he heard Ai Changhuan call Lu Zhanke's name in a dream, she called it many, many times, and every time it was more affectionate and made people want to be painful, so he felt that he was Lu Zhanke, he loved Ai Changhuan so much, how could Ai Changhuan not love him? He clearly remembered that the two of them were in love, so he was Lu Zhanke, and Lu Zhanke was him.
Hearing the doctor's explanation, Ai Changhuan bit his lower lip hard, endured and endured, but finally didn't hold back, and cried loudly.
She didn't understand Qin Zhan's affection, in the past, she even doubted whether Qin Zhan really loved her, otherwise how could she bear to leave her alone, how could she be willing to hurt her like that, she thought that she was only infatuated with herself, and Qin Zhan had never paid a single point of sincerity, but now, she found out that it was not like that at all, he must have expected that something would happen to him, but he didn't say anything, he pretended not to know anything, and then gave her the body armor and told her to live well, No wonder he would say such strange things on deck that day, saying I love you, and never regretting it, because he had a premonition that he was about to die, and if he didn't say it, he would never have a chance again. [See the latest chapters of this book, please go to the hot one.] (.)
He had said all the good things, but he still refused to explain, why he didn't come to take her away, why he didn't let her wait for him.
Ai Changhuan is really going crazy with him, after understanding all this, she can only express her worries with pain, what should she do, she has no way to turn back, but there is no way to forget, why let her know this, she would rather not know for the rest of her life.
Seeing her crying so sadly, Qin Zhan touched her head dotingly, then reached out and took her into his arms, and said, "Hey, look at you, why do you love to cry so much?" How old are you, look at me, the latest chapter of the God of War hegemony that I never cry. ”
Inexplicably, Ai Changhuan remembered the tears she saw in Qin Zhan's eyes last time, and suddenly collapsed even more, lying in his arms and crying, scolding loudly: "Qin Zhan, you bastard, what kind of affection are you pretending, what kind of love saint are you pretending to be, you should have told me a long time ago, you should have told me a long time ago, do you know?" ”
"Would you love me if I had told you earlier?" He gently stroked her hair, and asked cautiously, tentatively.
"I don't know, I don't know......" Ai Changhuan shook his head painfully, "Qin Zhan, I don't know, you shouldn't ......"
If you really love her, you should have told her earlier, she can wait, one year, two years, three years, ten years, even if it is a lifetime.
But he didn't, but pushed her away again and again, she couldn't see hope, so she slowly despaired, she was in pain, and finally had to turn away.
If she hadn't met Lu Zhanke, she might never have fallen in love with anyone else in her life.
But Lu Zhanke is so good, so good that she almost thinks that she has used the greatest luck in her life to marry such a good him, so she can't turn back, even if she disappoints Qin Zhan again, she can't turn back.
"I'm sorry...... Qin Zhan, I need to calm down......" She looked at him, because she had just cried, her eyes were red, and her nose moved slightly, like a poor little rabbit, "You make me think about what I should do......"
Qin Zhan stretched out his hand, helped her comb the hair stuck to her face, and wiped her tears, with doting affection in his eyes: "Hey, you know, I have never been reluctant to refuse you, I have always wanted to give you the best." ”
As soon as he said this, Ai Changhuan couldn't help crying again, he was reluctant to refuse her, so when she said that she wanted him to take him away, did it take him a lot of effort to restrain himself from coming to see her?
Or does he only remember that they once loved each other and not that they later separated again?
Now Qin Zhan doesn't remember anything, he even forgot about himself, but he still remembers her, remembers that he loves her, and at the first moment of waking up, he obeyed the arrangement of fate and the call of his heart, came to her side, hugged her, waited for her to wake up, and waited to say to her: "Let's start again." ”
It's just that there is no way anymore, even if you love it anymore, you can't help it, if you miss it, you miss it, and no matter how much you love, you can't use the full text of Huashan Qi Sect's Xingyi Grandmaster.
Under the doctor's repeated persuasion, Qin Zhan finally got off Ai Changhuan's bed, he stood beside the bed, smiled at her, and said, "You have to see a doctor obediently, listen to the doctor, and I'll come to see you later." ”
Ai Changhuan saw the place where his heart was opened, his clothes had been stained red with blood coming out, and a small plum blossom was blooming in his heart, he must have hugged her too hard, and the wound was cracking and bleeding.
Ai Changhuan looked at the bloodstains, her eyes were red for a while, she bit her lip and nodded vigorously, she wanted to say that you are fine, but she couldn't open her mouth, and the words of concern were choked in her throat like that, and she couldn't swallow it.
Seeing that she nodded in agreement, Qin Zhan finally turned around with satisfaction, and then walked out with a deep foot and a shallow foot, and the doctor wanted to reach out to help him, but he pushed him away.
Ai Changhuan froze and stared at him for a while.
This time, she confirmed that she was not mistaken, Qin Zhan was indeed walking forward with a deep foot and a shallow foot, in other words, he was limping forward, and his right leg didn't know why he didn't seem to be able to exert his strength, so he could only drag forward with his left leg.
"Ahh Ai Changhuan stretched out his hand violently to cover his mouth, oh my God, Qin Zhan's legs...... His legs ......
She remembered that when she was on the boat, Qin Zhan had been in a wheelchair all along, and later fell down the stairs, although she knew that his leg was injured at that time, she never knew that the injury was so serious.
Later, when he came to give her body armor, he must have endured great pain, but she ...... But he never said a word of concern...... Why was she so cruel to him?
"Qin Zhan......" She couldn't control it anymore, and called out his name in a lost voice, her voice hesitant and uneasy.
Qin Zhan stopped and turned to look at her.
She choked up a bit, then said, "You...... You've got to be good too. ”
Qin Zhan showed a very happy smile, bright and bright, he nodded vigorously, and said, "Well, for you, I will." ”
His figure finally disappeared in the doorway, staggering and slow......
Ai Changhuan's eyelids moved, tears flowed down again, her eyes were hot, and she regretted it like never before My sister called Daji >
If time could be restarted, if time could be turned back, which moment would she most want to go back to, at this moment, she was slightly shaken, and she was not sure.
Love, faced with unprecedented pain.
One is a man who spoils her deeply, and the other is a man who loves her with his life, she can't betray her affection, and she doesn't want to live up to her affection, how should she choose?
She looked at the curtains that were blown by the breeze, and only felt that her heart was as swaying as the curtains.
When she didn't know how to choose, Deputy Division Commander Ouyang and Jiang Zhongyuan, who she hadn't seen for a long time, came, and then she got a piece of news that made her even more unacceptable, Qin Zhan is not Qin Zhan, of course, he is not Lu Zhanke, he once appeared strongly in her life in another identity, this identity is Lu Zhanke's good brother Du Yucheng.
When she heard Deputy Division Commander Ouyang shout the name Du Yucheng, her whole person was like a lightning strike, which was even more unacceptable than the military division being Qin Zhan.
Because if Qin Zhan was just a military advisor, then she could understand that he couldn't come to her because of the mission, but he was still Du Yucheng, they had lived in the same place for so long, she had begged him bitterly, asking him if he was Qin Zhan, but he didn't say anything, he didn't reveal a word, he was like that, coldly watching her in pain, drunk, dreaming and dying, and looking at her very calmly falling in love with Lu Zhan Ke little by little, and he didn't have any hints.
Because of his identity, he couldn't take her away, it didn't matter, as long as he admitted that he was Qin Zhan, she would wait, she would keep waiting.
But in the end, he didn't say anything, he really just watched coldly like a bystander.
At this moment, she seemed to have fallen from heaven to hell, Qin Zhan didn't know what love was, if he really had a hard time, why didn't he say it?
Although this matter has long passed, and Qin Zhan has also used his life to prove to her how much he loves her, and now there is no point in pursuing those things in the past, but she still can't help but ask: "Why?" ”
Why don't you say anything?
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