166, people's hearts change (1)
The candle flame flickered, just as Feng Miao was in a nervous mood at the moment, and the packet of herbs that the Queen Mother gave her was still hidden in the big camphor wood box where the winter clothes were kept. If Tuoba Hong could allow her to keep the child, she would not need to seek refuge from the Empress Dowager. I don't know when it started, the wind in her heart has quietly tilted towards Tuoba Hong.
After all, he is his own husband and the father of this child. As a last resort, Feng Miao didn't want to go to his opposite.
A trace of surprise flashed on Tuoba Hong's face, and then he smiled perfunctorily, "Miao'er, you have always had some cough and asthma, but it is not suitable for childbirth." You're still young now, and I'm still young, so it's better to slowly recuperate your cough and asthma first, and then think about raising your children. I will send you another imperial doctor tomorrow to prescribe a few prescriptions for you. ”
Feng Miao tossed the pile on the carpet with her toes, and couldn't tell whether Tuoba Hong was true or false. In the past few years, Gao Gao Huan has sent her a lot of medicines, and when she is idle, she also likes to read some prescriptions to relieve her boredom. The most effective medicines for coughing and asthma happen to be very easy to cause infertility. Diseases such as cough and asthma may not be cured in ten years, and even if they are cured, they are only afraid of ...... There will never be children again.
Zheng Roujia's painful appearance in the day appeared in front of him, and the little doubt just now was suddenly solved, the emperor wanted to lift up the Zheng family, of course, he would not give Zheng Roujia a drink of avoidance decoction after being happy. He has the power of life and death in his hands, and if he wants to get rid of an unborn child, there will be many opportunities. A bowl of decoction and medicine only represents his attitude of affection and dislike.
"Miao'er, I want to rest here with you......" Tuoba Hong felt a little sleepy, and put his hands around her waist.
Feng Miao was startled, almost subconsciously pushing him away. She once secretly looked at the bronze mirror once, and her lower abdomen was already slightly bulging, and she couldn't see anything through her clothes, but it would always be a little different to the touch.
She pulled out and slowly knelt down in front of Tuoba Hong, "Miao'er once mentioned that there is something to tell the emperor. ”
Seeing her solemn expression, Tuoba Hong couldn't help but feel a little strange, and stretched out his hand to pull her up, "What is worthy of such solemnity?" Just say it. ”
Feng Miao's gaze fell on the scarf around his waist, and what he was carrying every day was still a jade pendant on the day of the Spring Society Day sacrifice. "Your Majesty, although Miao'er calls you like this every day, in Miao'er's heart, you are more of a husband than a king." She leaned forward, grabbed the corner of Tuobahong's robe, and rested her head on his knee, "It is only natural for a wife to give birth to an heir for her husband, even if it is difficult, she must always do it. Thankfully, God has mercy, Miao'er can ...... now"
Speaking of this in front of Tuoba Hong, Feng Miao's face turned slightly red. Her fingers landed on the jade pendant, and she circled it slightly. In fact, she has already made a choice in her actions, at least in the matter of changing her clothes, she abandoned the Empress Dowager and chose to support her husband.
Tuoba Hong looked at Feng Miao in a daze, as if he couldn't understand what she was saying. Feng Miao's heart fell straight down, the words had already been spoken, and there was no room for turning.
"Miao'er, please ......" As soon as she said a few words, she was suddenly picked up by Tuoba Hong. He walked a few steps back and forth in the unspacious inner sanctum, as if he were holding a fragile object, not knowing where to put it.
"Has the Imperial Doctor seen it?" His voice was a little shaky and hoarse.
"Not yet," Feng Miao buried her head on his shoulder, "Miao'er wanted to tell the emperor first, but she has been restless during this time, and she has no chance to speak." She didn't know how other people told the emperor about this, she had only seen Lin Lang once, and it came out of the mouth of the imperial master.
Tuoba Hong put her on the bed, stared at her slightly bulging lower abdomen under her light bedclothes, looked at her in a daze for a long time, and carefully put one hand on it. The warmth of the palm of the hand is transmitted through the bedclothes. For a moment, Feng Miao felt that he must be a father who doted on his children.
But the warmth was only for a short moment, and Tuoba Hong stood up, opened the door and rushed out. He was in such a hurry that the cold wind of the night rushed into the room, and almost extinguished the candle flame. The place where the palm has touched it also looks cooler.
Feng Miao lay on the bed in a daze, not understanding how he could be so out of shape. She pressed her hand against her lower abdomen to cover the place he had just touched, his palm was so big that it would take two hands to cover it completely. Either way, she had done everything she could to keep the child as best she could.
She still clearly remembers that before she entered the Changli Mansion when she was a child, she was always pointed at by others, saying that she was a wild seed whose biological father was unknown. Those adults always think that a two- or three-year-old child doesn't understand anything, but she actually understands everything, and remembers it very clearly. Because of this memory, no matter what the circumstances, she will not give up on her children.
After Tuoba Hong left in a hurry, he didn't set foot in the Huayin Hall for a few days, only Aunt Ruyi came once and brought a royal master to diagnose Feng Miao's pulse. Afterwards, a will came over, saying that Feng Miao had a cough and asthma attack, so he could skip the greetings according to the system and concentrate on recuperation.
On the tenth day, Wang Xuanzhi accompanied Feng Shu to the Fengyi Hall as usual, and Tuoba Yao also entered the palace as usual and accompanied the Empress Dowager to talk. Time flies between talking and laughing, and lunch should be passed in a blink of an eye, but Feng Miao never came.
Tuoba Yao got up and went to the small kitchen to look at the nourishing medicinal food stewed for the Empress Dowager on the stove. After a while, Wang Xuanzhi also found an excuse to leave the inner hall and went around into the small kitchen.
"Your Royal Highness the Sixth Princess." He bowed politely, and even in the narrow stacked passages, he still looked good.
Tuoba Yao turned abruptly, pretending to check the gurgling soup in the small casserole, and the rising steam made half of her face red and hot. They met every once in a while, but this was the first time they had spoken face to face alone. That year, the fragrance of flowers and plants halfway up the mountain of Yunquan Temple seemed to linger on the tip of the nose for a long time.
"Gongzi is the guest of honor of the Empress Dowager, you don't have to be so polite, we are all stained with your light." Tuoba Yao stirred the spoon in the small casserole, "Childe, what do you have to say?" ”
Wang Xuanzhi was a little hesitant, he shouldn't have asked this, but he couldn't suppress the urgent thoughts in his heart, and when he saw Tuoba Yao leaving the table, he followed out. "May I ask the sixth princess, the Feng Jieyu who is good friends with you, she ...... Was her asthma congenital, and how often did it strike? ”
He once asked Feng Shu about this, but Feng Shu was at a loss. He also checked the medical books and knew that people with asthma would be more susceptible to illness when their bodies were heavy, and it was especially dangerous to give birth. He had seen Feng Miao short of breath a few times when she was in a hurry, and today he just heard that she had a coughing and wheezing attack and wanted to stay in Huayin Hall to recuperate. That uneasy thought made him lose his usual calmness.
"Maybe it's natural, I don't know. One winter, she was punished by the imperial brother to kneel in the mourning hall, and that attack was so severe that she almost lost her life. Until I leave the palace, she will still have seizures from time to time, and she can't be anxious and tired......" Tuoba Yao's strength gradually increased, and the spoon slammed on the edge of the casserole, making a muffled sound.
Yu Guang vaguely saw that Wang Xuanzhi's face had changed, and a sense of happiness suddenly rose in her heart. It must be sad to see a loved one suffering in front of your eyes but unable to do anything about it, right?
In the year she got married, she once sneaked out of the palace and rushed to Yunquan Temple like crazy. As long as he nodded, she was willing to follow him, even if it was a maid. She rushed up the steep stone steps in one breath, and before she could even breathe, through the gauze window, she saw Wang Xuanzhi sitting on the bamboo mat, drinking wine in small sips, and looking carefully at the powder note. After looking at it for a while, he put it aside, and carved the word "wonderful" on a red bean with a carving knife that carved a seal, and there were still six or seven round red beans scattered around his hand.
The water vapor covered Tuoba Yao's embarrassment at this time, and she didn't even know when Wang Xuanzhi left. The mouth of her heart is like a small worm, biting her flesh in one bite. Her voice was hoarse and ugly, and her arms were full of old and new scars, but she had never heard him ask......
In the Sogo Palace, Tuoba Hong faced a book of folds spread out, but his eyes were fixed on the crane incense burner for a long time, looking at the curling smoke coming out of the crane's beak. Feng Miao told him that she could now give birth to an heir for him, and he was so nervous that he almost lost his temper. She said it so vaguely, so vaguely that he thought about it several times before he dared to determine the meaning of the sentence.
He hadn't coaxed her to drink the sweet soup of the dodge after summoning her for a long time, because he had heard that if he drank that kind of decoction for a long time, he would really be infertile for life. It's not that he doesn't allow her to have children, but now...... It's not the right time.
The Empress Dowager was very dissatisfied with several things that he had advocated for on his own, and had recently frequently obstructed him from mobilizing manpower. Especially after the house arrest of Concubine Gao, the Empress Dowager quietly found a few excuses to transfer all the generals loyal to the emperor in the Yulin Guards out of the inner palace.
The Empress Dowager, who is not yet dying, is just a young pro-political emperor, similar situations have been read too many times in the history books, and in the end there will only be one person who will become the real master of the forbidden palace. He had hoped that by the time the current troublesome situation was resolved, there would be a clean and unfettered child between them.
At this time, Liu Quan spread the word at the door that "Master Gao has arrived". Tuoba Hong turned back to his senses and said lightly, "Xuan." ”
Gao Huan knelt down opposite Tuoba Hong, Liu Quan closed the door of the palace knowingly, and sent the little eunuch to clean up in the backyard.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Gao Gao Huan took out a roster from his sleeve and handed it to Tuoba Hong, "These are all people who have been close to the Gao family, and the ones marked with cinnabar, but they are just greeted by watching the Gao family gain power, and the Gao family will not come to the door again as soon as he falls." ”
The corners of Tuoba Hong's mouth sneered, and he saw the end of the line. Gao Huan estimated that he had finished reading it, bowed slightly and said, "Another thing that the emperor asked his ministers to visit has also come to fruition." ”
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