() At this moment when I sat in the taxi, I felt the most free and helpless, looking at the bright streets outside the car window, recalling the picture of walking on the street with Zhao Xuyun when I was a girl. At that time, no one would have thought that one day, we would come to this point.

has been in love with Ruan Qing for more than ten months, although it is not as long as being with Zhao Xuyun for ten years, but every day is precious. However, I can't go back to the past with him. Not because of his dual personality, but because of ......

It's that I'm already embarrassed to return to him, I have had a child with Zhao Xuyun, which I can't accept myself, let alone Ruan Qing?

"Girl, it's here. That's a total of fourteen dollars. Si's voice pulled my thoughts back.

I hurriedly took out a few hundred-yuan bills from Zhao Xuyun's house from my pocket, handed him one, and made change before getting out of the car.

As soon as I got out of the car, I was already standing in front of Mecca's Meeks Bar. The sound of slow rocking music inside comes out, and you don't have to look at the glittering sign outside to know that this is a bar.

This is actually the second time I have grown so big. The first time was when I was just an adult, and Mega pulled me here. At that time, I just felt noisy.

Slowly walking into the bar, I saw several drunk men looking at me with very explicit eyes. I dodged and walked quickly past them, but I didn't expect to bump into someone.

"I'm sorry!" I hurriedly apologized, and then looked up at the person I had bumped into. As a result, he was stunned on the spot, "Meijia? ”

I haven't seen her for more than two years, and Meijia, who used to have long hair, is now cut into a men's short haircut, and dyed purple, shining with a beautiful light under the light of the bar. The makeup on his face is still the same as before, and he likes to wear a heavy layer of makeup. He wore a bandeau top and denim shorts.

Then she recognized me and exclaimed, "I...... Holy, I'm not dreaming, am I? Xiaohe, is it really you? ”

She's still the same, a little rough talking, but she has a straightforward personality, which is what I like.

I smiled, "You didn't dream, it was me, the conscienceless one, who came to you." How are you lately? ”

She didn't answer me in a hurry, but stretched out my long hair to cover my face and rudely pushed it behind my ear, and then looked at my face exaggeratedly, "Oops, let me take a good look, have you become ugly or more beautiful in the past two years?" ”

I was a little embarrassed by her teasing, and pulled her to make my hair, "Don't make trouble, you quickly find a way to find a place for me to rest, but you must remember that you can't let Zhao Xuyun know." Otherwise, I'm afraid that if it drags on any longer, he'll send someone to find it. ”

What do you mean by that? Could it be that you just ran out of Zhao Xuyun? After Meijia saw my straight face, she also became serious and asked me.

I nodded, "Yes." If I hadn't been lucky, maybe I wouldn't have escaped his clutches by now. ”

"I mean...... If you didn't go to the old place to look for me, I thought you definitely didn't escape. I've been worried for days, and I'm about to ask my brother to find a way to save you. But you came to me out of nowhere. Meijia frowned, glanced at me worriedly, and then pulled me towards a small red car parked outside the bar.

When I got to the side of the car, I unlocked the door, opened the passenger door and let me sit in first, and then she sat in.

"When you called Diàn Huà to me before, I found a secret place to settle you. I'll take you there now. ”

"Meijia, thank you." When I heard this, I was very moved. Stretched out and pinched her on the gear handlebar.

She lowered her face and pretended to be angry: "What are you doing with me like this?" When we were at school, you didn't help me less. ”

As he spoke, he started the car.

I think of the things I did with her at school before, and my heart warms, "I really miss when we used to go to school......"

"It's as if you've been through a lot of vicissitudes." She took the time to drive while glancing at me, then put away her ridiculous appearance and asked seriously, "By the way, are you really divorced from Zhao Xuyun?" Next, are you going to go back to your Ruan Qing or Ruan Hong's father? ”

I'd told her about what had happened in the past two years, so it didn't surprise me that she asked. On the contrary, it made my heart feel bored, "I can't go back." ”

"What do you mean?"

"Whether it's Zhao Xuyun or Ruan Qing, I can't stay with them anymore." I thought of separating from Ruan Qing's father and son, and I felt extremely uncomfortable.

Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes and fell unconsciously.

"What about your child?"

"Kid......" I took a deep breath, "it's much safer to follow his dad than to follow me." ”

"It's not easy for you in the past two years, I thought that if you left Zhao Xuyun, you would reunite with your child and his father. I really don't understand, since you don't want to go back to his father, why do you want to leave Zhao Xuyun? I think his love for you is genuine, although he is a little weird. Meijia turned the car around and asked me.

"I don't have the face to return to Ruan Qing...... In the past, when I had amnesia, I was kept in the dark by Zhao Xuyun and I have been married to him for more than two years. Originally, this incident made me feel ashamed of Ruan Qing in my heart, and I always felt that I was not worthy of him. But Ruan Qing didn't care about this and persuaded me to stay with him. I was reluctant to leave him, so I was cheeky and stayed. But now, ...... "Speaking of this, my mind crossed over the baby who was soaked in the topaz Gu altar, and my mood was extremely complicated, so I stretched out my face and cried softly a few times before continuing, "But now, I know that I not only slept with Zhao Xuyun, but even had his child, and that child is still alive...... I really don't feel like I have the face to see Ruan Qing and Xiaoyu. ”

"Why haven't you seen you for two years, and you're still so conservative? Now is not ancient times, women want to learn from the four virtues, and they can only sleep with one man in their lives. No, even in ancient times, you could divorce your wife and remarry or something. Now it's even more, a girl who is not married, who looks a little better, which one doesn't have several exes before marriage? Besides, aren't you amnesia? It's all your ......."

When Meijia said this, she suddenly changed her words, "Xiaohe, you said that you and Zhao Xuyun also have children?" ”

"Yes." I scratched my hair in frustration, "And that kid isn't normal yet." ”

"Not a normal child?" Meijia was confused.

I didn't want her to come into contact with Gu techniques, so I didn't say anything about the abnormality, and just took out the bottle of Gu fungus spores that Wang Yang handed me earlier from my pocket, "By the way, Meijia, before going to the accommodation you arranged, please send me to a courtyard in the suburbs first, and then give this bottle to Ruan Qing." ”

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