096 I love you
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The first thing you have to do when you go to work is to familiarize yourself with all the cultural relics in the collection and the exhibitions that have been held in the Shenghua Museum. Su Jia held the register of cultural relics in the museum, started from the exhibition hall, compared the past one by one, and wrote down two errors on the explanation board that were so subtle that it was difficult to find, and he felt that his legs and feet were sore.
secretly complained in his heart that the wolf cub was ruthless, and he was embarrassed. Just thinking about it, as if he wanted to have a heart, J received a short message from the wolf cub: [Are you okay? Is there anything wrong with it? 】
It's not comfortable anywhere! I want to sleep for three days and don't care about anything...... But he quickly replied: [Very good. What are you doing? 】
[See the literature.] Also, miss you. 】
Su Jia shook his hand and almost threw his phone to the ground, and hurriedly replied with a red face [Don't say this during working hours!] The self-control that I am proud of brings my attention back to work.
The spirit was invigorated, the body was still tired, and I had to change my posture, put my weight on the two legs in turn, and finally completed the morning's work.
Shenghua Museum is not a large state-owned unit like the Xiqin Museum, Hou Dong has always spared money for the museum out of personal hobby, so there is no canteen in the museum, lunch is ordered in a nearby restaurant with a good reputation, the taste is very good.
Su Jia and a few colleagues exchanged gossip in the hall while eating, exchanging opinions on dishes and their own tastes, and talking about what some people we knew about lately - the cultural and museum circle in the ancient city was so big, and everyone was more or less connected.
She's a newcomer, and if she wants to settle in quickly, she can't try to be new at this time. Colleagues can't see the shelves and factions for the time being, and they are happy for a while.
After lunch, some people go out for a stroll, and more choose to rest in the office. Su Jia also hugged a pillow and lay on the desk to make up for sleep - she was extremely sleepy today, so she had to refuse the invitation of her colleagues to go out to play under the pretext that she had just recovered from a serious illness.
The air conditioner hums in a comfortable temperature range, and stacks of large albums printed on coated paper are placed on the table, which are the curatorial plans and furnishing photos of the museum's exhibitions in previous years, enclosing a relatively closed space.
In the half-light and half-ambiguity, the soul enters a subtle state of chaos, the transient and the long, the clear and the obscurant, the light and the dark...... In this moment is one: the Tao is one, and the life is two; At the same time, the law of the earth is the sky, and the law of the heavens is the way.
Something flashed through my mind. This time she didn't ignore it, but held on to the message!
Suddenly looking up from the table, he grabbed his pen and wrote quickly on a pile of blank manuscript paper. She didn't have time to think, so she could only jot down every detail in the simplest language. Countless plots are surging in my heart, and countless thoughts are scrambling to appear on the paper, lest they be ignored and erased.
This writing took more than ten minutes, and the manuscript paper was changed one after another, scattered messily on the table. It wasn't until the last end that Su Jia was shocked to realize that his arms were so sore that he seemed to have lifted a thousand catties of boulders, and his spirit was even more tired than ever.
She slowly gathered up the paper, staring at the messy handwriting on it—finally remembering the dream she had had made her cry for half the night last night. Her hands trembled due to the intense emotion, and she had to get up and walk out of the museum and walk in the scorching sun of the Big Wild Goose Pagoda Square, only to suppress the cold air that came out of her heart a little.
She leaned against the stone pillar in front of the museum and was stunned, not paying attention to the extra person in front of her.
"What's wrong?" A hand touched her forehead, and she was so hot from the sun that she didn't realize it, she grabbed his hand and asked, "Why are you here?" ”
At this time, he should have solved his lunch in the Gu University cafeteria, just during the lunch break in Mr. Shen's office, how could he suddenly appear here?
"I said I was thinking about you." After last night, he returned to his usual iceberg face, only to speak with a softer brow. Such a cold and hard posture unexpectedly gives people a sense of steadiness.
In fact, he couldn't rest assured, even though she repeatedly emphasized that she was fine, he still wanted to come and have a look at noon. Seeing her inattentive appearance, he was glad that he had come to the right place.
Su Jia led him into the venue, motioned for him to wait on a chair in the hallway, and tiptoed into the office himself, took out the pile of manuscript paper, and handed it to him with a heavy expression.
"I dreamed about it last night."
The handwriting is sloppy, the line spacing is sparse, and the sentences are even more fragmented, often before the previous sentence is written, and the next sentence follows. Lots of shorthand letters, letters instead of ...... All these factors made it extremely difficult to read, but he didn't complain, holding her cold hand and perusing the pages of the light paper.
On paper, it is about "that world", about the follow-up stories of Su Qi and Li Yu, Zhou Chulei and others.
After they left, Su Qi adopted Zhou Chulei according to the agreement, and divided and cannibalized the "Weiwotang" according to the plan, and the power in her hands became the best in the new Jianghu power system.
Without the pressure of looking for her brother, this time she practiced the internal strength of "Wind and Moon Love" again, so she did not seek speed, but also because Su Jia made up for the loopholes in her mental method, and she fought steadily. Even if it is not as superb as in the original book, it is enough to protect itself, and even win a place in the rivers and lakes.
Su Qi's desire for power could not be hidden, and Li Yu, the king of Lu, could not understand this: in his opinion, his wife could enjoy the best of the world by relying on him, and there was no need to do anything else. Her desire for power stems from her distrust of him.
For Su Qi, the life attached to Li Yu is indeed easy and prosperous, but she always feels unsatisfied. For example, opening a women's school in Luzhou, such as helping displaced people in a famine, Li Yu can help her do this, but his reason is "Ah Qi is my wife", not "Ah Qi is doing the right thing".
He is willing to spoil her and tolerate her, but he can't identify with her and resonate with her spiritually.
Just as the two drifted apart in the original book, two souls with different ideas may be able to love each other, but they will never know each other. When neither side is willing to give up their insistence, disagreement naturally occurs.
During Su Qi's pregnancy, Li Yu began to dote on those soft and lovely women in the back house, even though his wife was always in his mind, in his concept, it was a rare loyalty to be able to spoil his wife for several years. He was a prince, one man below ten thousand people, and he was more accustomed to being obeyed than to the lives of others.
He tried to polish off Su Qi's edges and corners through this method, so that she could become the appearance of his ideal wife. But how could Su Qi be as she wished?
Thanks to Puyang's ten years of teaching, she did not choose the practice of "being strong and easy to break, and being strong is humiliating" in the original book, but after giving birth to her son, she integrated the power in her hands - Li Yu once handed over the general forces of Luwangfu to her personally, and it was too late to take it back.
She was full of patience, grasped every flaw that Li Yu revealed due to soft-heartedness, and occupied an advantageous position step by step. A few years later, King Lu and his wife were on the same page, and Su Qi finally gathered enough strength to do what she had always wanted to do.
Those things were so difficult that Su Qi struggled, but she never gave up. Her progress was so slow that Li Yu mistakenly thought that she had given up those arrogant ideas, and the couple temporarily reconciled and gave birth to their little daughter - as long as Su Qi was willing to bow her head slightly, Li Yu was not willing to look at the other women in the back house.
The frail Emperor Tianhua died, more than ten years later than in the original book, King Lu ascended the throne, and Princess Lu was canonized as the queen. Li Yu, who relaxed her vigilance, didn't realize that Su Qi had quietly extended her power to the court, and her most powerful helper, Zhou Chulei, gradually grew up, faintly having the potential of Shangguan Wan'er.
The "Hou Party", with eunuchs and speculators as the main members, spread all over the court, and the "mainstays" of the court successively impeached the empress and agitated for the abolition of the queen. Li Yu could have abolished the edict, but he was reluctant after all; Just as Su Qi could quietly kill him in the palm of her hand, she was also reluctant.
Under this delicate situation, Su Qi spent nearly 20 years slowly arranging and opening a large number of women's schools in the private sector to encourage industry and commerce and open up people's wisdom. By the time Li Yu died, she had become the queen of the demon concubine of the imperial court, but she also had extraordinary prestige among the people.
The crown prince ascended the throne, and Su Qi's mother came to the court to listen to the government, which deepened her control over the authority, and Zhou Chulei openly appeared in the court to participate in the discussion of politics. Empress Dowager Su even launched a women's imperial examination to recruit women into the bureaucratic system - which almost touched the scales of the whole world.
The emperor believed in the words of his father and the great Confucians, regarded his mother as the reincarnation of the martial queen, and was bent on guarding against her and her new policy.
The mother and son competed, Su Qi relented for a while, and returned to the little emperor, and the only request was to ask him to continue the new policy. But soon, the little emperor who had just grasped power tasted the deliciousness of power, and he was afraid of his powerful mother, afraid that she would one day regain power, so he decided to cut off his mother's wings.
The female prime minister Zhou Chulei died tragically in prison, and the female officials personally selected by the Empress Dowager Su were either exiled or belittled. After a while, Empress Dowager Su finally realized that if she let her go again, the woman in this world would fall into a situation from which she could never recover—more miserable and miserable than before she took power.
So Empress Dowager Su staged a coup d'état, put the little emperor under house arrest, and established herself as the empress. In order to ensure the continuation of the new policy, he appointed his daughter as the empress dowager and eliminated the opposition by thunderous means, and the new policy was implemented with unprecedented smoothness.
After reading it, Pu Yang stared at her with a complicated expression, without the slightest doubt about the authenticity of the story - it was the world she created, and it was really normal to have a connection with her in the dark. After a long time, he sighed: "Don't be sad, this is Ah Qi's choice, she doesn't regret it, does she?" ”
Yes, this time Su Qi did not regret it. At the end of her life, she looked back on her life and said to her daughter: "When I was a child, I never thought that I would have such a day; Even when I was your age, I thought that love with your father was all there was to it. ”
It wasn't until her frightening cousin woke her up from her sweet sleep that she remembered what she really wanted. She can't guarantee that everything she's done is right, but she dares to say that the country is better now than it was before — fewer people are on the brink of life and death, fewer and fewer women are ignorant and miserable, and men are benefiting from it.
She even left the seeds of a constitutional monarchy for that country before her death, which would take root and break through the ground at the right time. Maybe it will be a difficult process, with more labor pains and bloodshed and death, but in the end, a new and better world will be born.
Pu Yang understood where Su Jia's heart knot, hugged her and comforted her softly: "That world has long been out of your control, don't blame yourself." Ah Qi and Chu Lei are living happily. ”
Some people speculate that the widowed Empress Dowager Su lost her husband, and how desolate she should be in the infinite scenery. And Su Qi, who is the empress, turned against her parents and children, what a failure. But who says that a woman's happiness must depend on her husband and son? People who have the world in their hearts will never be confined to short-term and fragile emotions.
This point, on the contrary, Su Jia didn't see it through, she was still sad for Su Qi and Zhou Chulei, until she was awakened by Puyang.
Seeing that her eyes were still gloomy, he quickly gnawed on her neck and chuckled in her exclamation: "But are you afraid that I will remember that I am not a real person? "He was her creation, and the last time he realized it, he was disheartened and almost irreparable.
He looked at her and said firmly and gently, "I and that Puyang are already two people. After I got out of that world, I wouldn't be a tragedy for the rest of my life. Because this time, the person Puyang fell in love with was you. ”
"I love you."