The feeling of dying was not pleasant, His Royal Highness the Maharaja clearly felt the numbness and stiffness that grew from the wound this time, and it was pressing towards his chest inch by inch, and his ears fell into a dead silence, and the only thing that vibrated his hearing was his heartbeat that was slower than a sound, he thought, maybe Kong Xilin's evaluation of a madman was very appropriate, from the time when he stared wide-eyed and watched Kong's hideous murder of his mother, when he understood the meaning of death and despair without a teacher, obsession and madness were deeply rooted in the blood.

The human heart is sinister, he already understood it when he was an infant.

And weakness, incompetence and anger and helplessness, he didn't want to relive it.

He wants to live proudly and strongly, and he never wants to leave his fate in the hands of others, so he must fight for everything he wants, and compromise and admitting defeat should not occupy his fate.

But now he seems to understand that the most difficult thing in the world to conquer is not power and status, but people's hearts.

If today is the end of his life, then there will not be too many regrets when looking back, because most of what he wants to achieve has been achieved, he let his mother's killer pay the due price, he let his biological father who abandoned his mother regret it, he returned to his mother's unforgettable homeland, he seized the Haojing Pass for Xiliang, and took a key step to force the Northern Plains, he personally laid a trap for the destruction of the two surnames, and the king of Xiliang was about to be unified, and the history of the three surnames became a thing of the past.

If he were alive, there would be no other possibility of the throne going to him.

So, he has no regrets.

But he knew that he still hadn't gotten the man's heart.

She was still running away, even if she sometimes smiled at him, probably because of the helplessness of the sender.

She's flattering him, and that's a ridiculous thing.

Even if she didn't remember the past at this time, and Yu Feng was no longer between them, he still couldn't change the estrangement between them.

He should have been more patient and given her more time, but he knew it was urgent.

Once the three alliances are abolished, Qing and Hu Er's clan will be uprooted, and he will be crowned prince next, and at the same time, the matter of marriage will officially become a discussion point.

He had to make her choose to stay in Xiliang as his wife and stay with him from now on.

But he knew very well that her innate defensiveness and rejection of him had not dissipated, and she could not let go of his behavior.

What can I do?

Even though Yijing's amnesia was not in his calculations, so that things were developing in the direction of not being able to control from the beginning, it was not only this one thing that made the Maharaja Yu Huai chagrined.

At first, he thought that once Yijing "died", the new emperor would coerce Yu Feng to marry with other families, divide the Su and Chu mansions, Yu Feng would not have any other choice, even if he was unwilling to compromise with the new emperor, he also needed to temporarily suppress it, in order to build up momentum to fight back in the future, when the news of Yu Feng's remarriage came, Yijing would be disheartened, and then began to soft-hearted, and began to slowly accept his giving.

But right now, instead of being fooled, Yu Feng immediately understood the whereabouts of the beautiful scenery, and even never compromised with the new emperor - he only has one wife for life, life and death go hand in hand, and he will never accept a concubine, this is his oath that he announced without hesitation in the face of the people of the world, even if the woman of the Qin family gave up her name and stalked, if it weren't for Yu Feng's rush to the domain, she would not have agreed to enter the palace.

What is the reason for Yu Feng's visit to the domain, of course, the Maharaja knows it.

His opponent is indeed not a bad breed.

So he began to rejoice that he had lost his memory, and if it wasn't, it would have been impossible for him to win.

At least now she is still resistant, but she no longer resents, so he wants to bet on this, bet that she can't bear to see him die in front of him, and he will leave life and death in her hands, either accept him and share the honor hand in hand with him, or he will set her free and die under her inaction.

He's just that's crazy, he's giving everything to gamble, and for him, that's the difference between winning and losing.

If he fails, he is willing to say goodbye to her with the only regret, at least he has done his best, and he has not easily compromised.

Yu Haoxi is such a person, a crazy gambler, love and hate are so distinct, decisive and ruthless, even if he treats himself.

When his heart was beating more and more stiffly, his senses were so clear, and when he was hovering between life and death, he heard Yijing's slight footsteps, and although his eyes were closed, he felt her gaze coming.

The Maharaja tried to open his eyes, but his vision was blurry, and all he could see was a faint silhouette, and she was standing not far away, undetectable with joy and sorrow, love and hate.

"Fifth sister, I can't see you." He felt as if his eyes were covered with a layer of white obstacles, and he was trying to store his dantian, but his voice was still low.

If she doesn't come closer, he's defeated.

Obviously it was just a few breaths, for Yu Haoxi, it seemed to be the length of a lifetime, the coldness in his heart spread another inch, and the cold seemed to reach his throat, he smiled a little dejectedly, but his eyes were still towards the place where she paused.

Perhaps, that's it.

But he saw her figure approaching him.

His smile froze at the corners of his lips, and his fingers trembled upward, and he could already feel her temperature, but he couldn't always touch it.

He knew she was still evasive.

"Fifth sister, when I took you captive, let you witness me kill your maid, you said, you will hate me, and you will never forgive, I will know...... You do what you say, even if you don't remember the past, you still don't want to let go...... I said back then that I would give you a chance. ”

"I'm annoyed because I let you witness ...... But I don't regret it, and if I had to do it again, I'd still do it, but I'd be more careful to hide it. ”

"So Fifth Sister, if you still hate me, today is the day of revenge."

"But if you can't bear it, if you have let go of your resentment, even if you still resist, you are willing to give me the opportunity to stay in Xiliang and become my wife...... Fifth sister, I'm not forcing you, I just hope you can choose according to your heart, if you want to leave, then I'll let you go today, I'm dead, and I won't bother you again. ”

Yi Jing knelt in front of the couch, and she could clearly see her own cold look in his eyes.

She thought maybe this was a chance to cut off completely, neatly.

Yes, she never forgiven, she clearly remembered the cause of her fifth cousin's death, and his cold wave of his hand, which made Qiu Yue fall under that cold long sword, he kidnapped her, separated her from her lover, and made Xiaoxiao unable to enjoy her father's love.

She could barely contain her anger, and some words were about to blurt out.

Yes Yu Haoxi, for more than a year, I have been looking forward to this day all the time, with your death, to end our intersection, let me get rid of you, let me return to my own life, and let this nightmare end completely.

I will never let go, I will never forgive, let alone accept you.

To be your wife, that's your wishful thinking.

Yijing clenched her fists tightly, and her palm was the antidote he had given him.

Some long-lost emotions just swept through my mind so suddenly.

It's weird, so that she seems to have returned to that life, and in the cold winter of Yuanqing for ten years, she seems to be the same, holding a porcelain bottle tightly, deciding a person's life and death, and then doing a wrong thing that she can't regret.

There were some fragmented pictures in front of her eyes, and she remembered the person in front of her, who once hugged Xiaoxiao and coaxed her, even if she was urinated, she didn't laugh angrily.

She remembered Mrs. Xue's words: "The Maharaja told ......"

Then Xue Guoxiang coldly reminded "You won't be at ease."

Isn't it really reassuring?

But her desperate hope was over, and she couldn't bear to be with him.

She misses her family, misses the past, misses her husband, she easily crossed the threshold of ten years of Yuanqing, and is about to start a new life, and she will be happy from then on, but she was destroyed by the person in front of her by Yu Haoxi, which made her fall into the abyss.

Then let him die, that's what she chooses.

As you wish, we will say goodbye.

Yijing slightly released his palm.

"I see." At this moment, the Maharaja said.

As if she had suddenly gathered strength, she raised her wrist and clasped her other palm accurately.

"Fifth sister, go back, but from now on, can you stop hating me."

With a heavy grip, he released his palm, and at the same time, closed his eyelids.

She didn't know why she was crying, and her throat was choked so badly.

I won't be at ease...... It was like a spell, and it was already in effect.

Yu Haoxi, I don't want you to bother my life anymore.

I just want to say goodbye.

So, I'm not trying to forgive you.

If I want to leave, it shouldn't be because you let go, because I believe that my husband will take me away, so that I can really get rid of you, and life and death are no longer related, and I will no longer be entangled by you in any way.

I should not have life and death entanglements with you, so if you want to die, please die at the hands of others.

Yijing took a deep breath.

"I know you're pushing me." She said.

His eyebrows moved.

"But you won, and I really can't bear to watch you die...... I promised to stay, but Your Highness, this is not my willingness, so I do not accept any persecution and grievances, or the ridicule and slander of others, if you want me to stay, please let me be the most honorable status in Xiliang, and I can be truly respected. ”

Yi Jing slowly stood up: "I will hand over the antidote to the Minister of State, from now on, you don't need to remind me of the past, those things I don't remember, all I care about is the future." ”

Then she turned around, tears fading.

Yu Haoxi, one day you will understand that you can't force me to compromise, and you are not qualified to reside in my memory, I deceived you today in order to get rid of it completely, this time, I will let you go.

Even if I repay you for saving your life, the two of us will never be in arrears from now on.