Chapter 206: The Last Indulgence
Xiang Shen had already collected his luggage, a few simple clothes, gold and silver jewelry, including the gorse, which symbolized supreme glory.
Yuehua is very glad that she regained her own property at the beginning, no matter how depressed she is now, at least, life will not be embarrassing, and she always opens a door for herself.
"Niangniang, is the rabbit still with you?" Xiang Shen asked cautiously.
Yuehua looked around at the tall walls lined with forests, bent down to pick them up, and made an excuse for herself: "I believe that the freedom of the maple forest will be more suitable for them." ”
The door slowly opened.
Outside the door, more than a dozen people knelt.
They are all old people in the Qingqiu Palace, led by Mama Qin.
Yuehua paused and smiled slowly: "Get up, what's there to kneel?" ”
No one spoke, and no one got up.
"When you get to the new master, your mouth is sweet, don't be so stupid, work hard, and the new master will treat you well."
Yuehua admonished, feeling that the master and servant were all fate.
"Queen Mother, we won't leave, we will all stay in Qingqiu Palace."
These days have been allocated to serve her own palace maid Yushu raised her head and made a face.
Yuehua was instantly stunned: "What's the matter?" What are you crying about? ”
When Yushu heard her question, more and more tears rained down: "You will always be our master, you are still the queen mother, we are all waiting for you to come back." ”
"Yes, we'll be waiting for you to come back." Everyone spoke in unison.
Yuehua was originally a shallow eye-socket, and when she heard them talk like this, she couldn't stop her tears.
"You follow me, the wealth and glory are not stained at all, and I don't give you the capital to show off your might, on the contrary, I strictly control you every day, and when I leave, you will have a good life."
Mama Qin, who was silent, raised her head and said very sincerely: "The old slave has been in the palace for a long time, and he has served many masters, and I have heard and witnessed a lot. The old slave philistine is greedy for other people's silver taels, and he has also done things that are sorry for his mother. Niangniang knew it, but she was generous and generous, which made the old slave ashamed of himself.
Moreover, there has never been a master who will fight for the life of a slave, and the actions of the mother make those of us who are slaves feel heartfelt, and we are reluctant to let you go. ”
"Yes, Niangniang, although the last time the plague was found out to be nothing, but in the face of life and death, for the sake of the minions, you were not afraid of danger, and you took the initiative to stay and share weal and woe with us. As far as your heart is concerned, we are also loyal to repay the great kindness. ”
Everyone's words, my words, made Yuehua sigh in her heart for a while.
I heard that after she was demoted from the palace, the Empress Dowager sent someone to inform Mama Qin to serve by Chang Lingyan's side. Mama Qin politely refused, saying that she was too old to do anything, and she was willing to stay in the Qingqiu Palace to be responsible for sprinkling and sweeping, and to be a rough mother-in-law.
It is said that the lost east corner, the harvest of mulberry elm, is worth it.
originally thought that in this Forbidden City, he was very sad and embarrassed, but now he found that with the thoughts of these palace people, he could walk out of the Forbidden City with his head held high, and he was glorious.
Her smile this time was no longer forced, quiet and soft.
"Thank you, Yuehua didn't expect that in this Forbidden City, when she was leaving, she would be able to gain a touch. Although I am only separated by a palace wall, it is not easy to say goodbye. Those who know the times are junjie, and you all take care of yourselves, and go for the future. In the future, maybe we can see each other again. ”
There was a sobbing sound.
Xiangshen quietly stretched her sleeves and pointed not far away: "Niangniang, look!" ”
Yuehua raised her face and saw that not far away, Mama Wei was kneeling there, lowering her gray head, secretly wiping her tears.
It's ironic that the person closest to her betrayed her, but the person she was on guard against made such a gesture that moved her.
Yuehua sighed and turned her face: "Let's go." ”
Xiangshen nodded, sniffled, and was already crying out of sight.
Everyone was reluctant to give up, and they followed suit, insisting on following behind them. Wynne took her crony and followed suit.
Yuehua looked around blankly, disappointed with the sparkling water in her eyes, waved her hand at everyone, patted Huai'en on the shoulder, and walked without looking back.
It's okay if he doesn't come, just so that he can go without worry. If the heart is completely dead, there will be no more thoughts.
The palace door slowly closed behind him.
The carriage was waiting outside the palace.
The coachman jumped down from the carriage, knelt down on one knee at Yuehua, and made a greeting salute.
"Mother, please get in the car."
Tsing Yi black hat, simple and neat.
Xiang Shen was surprised: "The ninth day of the first month? ”
The coachman raised his face: "The slave takes the mother back to the maple forest." ”
Why is it a pick-up and not a delivery? Why ordinary people dressed up?
Yuehua paused: "You want to go with us?" ”
Chu Jiu nodded: "Chu Jiu is Niangniang's minion, so he naturally follows Niangniang." ”
"We're not out of the palace to play, we may be ...... forever"
"The slave knows."
Yuehua pondered for a moment, still with a trace of hope remaining: "Is it your own willing?" Or ......"
"The ninth day of the first month is voluntary."
Yuehua smiled bitterly and couldn't help but turn around to look at the Forbidden City in the mist. The majestic Forbidden City is somewhat illusory in the mist of nothingness. Those brilliant glazed tiles, and the beasts on the roof, have no refraction of the sun, lose their brilliance, and loom in the background.
She used to think that he was the sun in the sky, and as long as he was there, there would never be a haze. When I left the Forbidden City today and turned back, it turned out that the Forbidden City had always been shrouded in fog. It's just that he is "in this mountain, and the clouds are deep and I don't know where".
Yuehua sighed: "Chu Jiu, you go back, I can take care of myself by myself, and I don't need you to serve." ”
Chu Jiu was silent and didn't speak, just turned around and drove the carriage over, stopping in front of Yuehua and the others.
"Mother, please get in the car."
Yuehua knew that he had made up his mind, so he was no longer reluctant, threw the two rabbits into the carriage, and then stepped up with the support of Xiangshen.
Xiang Shen wanted to follow up, but was dragged by Chu Jiuyi, pointed to the wheel outside the carriage, Nunu's mouth, and motioned for her to sit outside.
Xiang Shenhu looked at him suspiciously, and then sat down suspiciously.
On the ninth day of the first month, the carriage slowly drove away from the gate of the Forbidden City.
As soon as Yuehua lowered the curtain and entered the carriage, she was stunned and stunned.
Mo Guhan sat in the carriage and looked up at her, his eyes were full of thick and undissolvable silk, and he wrapped her up and face, and he couldn't struggle anymore.
"Emperor, Emperor."
Mo Guhan stretched out his hand to her with a smile, staring at her eagerly and hotly. The two rabbits lay down beside him.
She was a little stunned at that moment, and even more surprised.
Mo Guhan looked forward to it, hoping that she could reach out and throw herself into her arms. However, the woman had been hesitating, and her gaze at him had begun to dodge and wander.
He finally couldn't wait to bow over, grabbed Yuehua's hand, and suddenly made her fall into his arms.
Mo Guhan's arms are very strong, and he can't wait to embed her in his body. Yuehua felt suffocated for a while, but she enjoyed the pain very much.
The carriage went extremely slowly, the two people outside the car did not speak, and the two people inside the car were even more silent.
The noise gradually began to sound in my ears, and I had entered the bustling street.
Yuehua gently pushed Mo Guhan's chest, but Mo Guhan lowered his head without saying anything, and his lips pressed up domineeringly.
Some things, accumulated over a long period of time, will be like grapes, slowly fermenting, producing a lot of air. One day, when you pull the sealed plug on it, it will suddenly erupt with an earth-shattering sound.
For example, emotion, and longing, it is all the same.
Mo Guhan felt wronged, he had to endure it, he had to hide his feelings for Yuehua, he couldn't reveal it, and even in front of his beloved, he couldn't confide in his heart, he could only let her misunderstand herself all the time and watch her suffer.
He didn't dare to gamble, because he couldn't afford to lose, and if he lost, he would no longer be able to protect his beloved, and he would lose it forever.
He melted this grievance, as well as the longing for her for these days, on his lips and tongue, like opening a mud-sealed wine jar, and the aroma of wine overflowed in an instant. If a little spark is rubbed at this time, it can turn the prairie into a raging fire.
Yuehua struggled twice, her strength gradually withdrew, and the person slowly softened, letting go of the sinking, and it was dark.
May time stand still, or that the carriage will continue to walk on this road, forever.
After a long time, Yuehua slowly opened a pair of misty eyes, and left Mo Guhan's lips and tongue out of breath, her lips were slightly swollen, and she was confused.
She didn't know what to say, her most honest reaction had betrayed her heart. There is no point in saying those heartless words with a cold face.
Mo Guhan hugged her into his arms again and whispered: "I'm so afraid, if you leave the Forbidden City today, I will lose you forever." ”
Yuehua was silent, she wanted to escape, she wanted to ask Mo Guhan a few words hysterically, but she didn't say anything, she didn't do anything, she just let herself go in the end, and humbled again, just let him hold herself and enjoy this last warmth, even if it was hypocritical.
His arms are still as solid and powerful as ever, even if things are wrong now, and grace is no longer there, Yuehua will still feel inexplicably steady and throbbing. This love, he seems to have exhausted all the strength in his body, and now, when he walked out of his Forbidden City, his whole body has long been collapsed, and he no longer has the courage and strength to resist.
Mo Guhan's heart beat violently, like a battlefield filled with smoke and sand, mixed with the blood of warriors, and the beating war drums can always resonate with Yuehua.
He gently rubbed her soft and silky hair, smelled her hair greedily, rolled his Adam's apple with difficulty, and whispered: "Yuehua, I'm sorry, I once promised you that I would protect you and spoil you in this life and this life, but I lost my word, and I couldn't do anything." I have to watch you wronged, watch you sad, and keep being haggard.
Yuehua, I have to let you go, but you have to remember that you are a woman who will never let go of my Mo Guhan for the rest of my life, and you can only be imprisoned in my heart forever.
One day, I will open the door and marry you back to the Forbidden City, which belongs only to you and me. Yuehua, I lost my words once, and I will never let myself lose my words a second time, this is my promise to you, a sonorous oath to you. You must remember. ”