Dropped
Sleepless nights. Shrimp was afraid that something would happen to me, so she stayed by my side all the time. The next morning, I thought about asking for leave and going out to ask about it.
"Teacher, I want to take a leave of absence today." I didn't dare to raise my head, after all, the teacher had been pampering me.
"Why?" The teacher didn't look up at me either.
"I have important things." I paused for a few seconds and looked at the teacher.
"Something." The teacher stopped what he was doing and looked at me.
"You've taken a lot of time off this month, and although you have a good relationship with me, I can't indulge you. Xia Zijin, your grades are really much worse than in admission, I originally wanted to talk to you today, but now it's just right. ”
Hearing this, I felt even more sorry for the teacher. Because he's always trusted me. But this time, I still can't tell him the reason, and I have to insist on my own choice.
"I really have something to do, I hope you can take a leave of absence." Avoid talking about his questioning and just say what I want.
"You said, I'll take another holiday." The teacher was also stubborn.
I was silent, no matter how much he induced me to say something, I was silent. As the minutes ticked by, I started to get anxious.
The phone vibrated in the bag for a while, and I don't know if it's Zeqing or shrimp. Finally I spoke.
"Teacher, I hope you can allow me this time, I must go out today." At this point, I was very determined.
"Reason." Two faint words hooked my anger.
"There is no reason. Are you allowed to take leave? "I'm angry, but it's still my teacher.
His face began to look ugly.
"If you're not my student, I won't care about you." As soon as these words came out, I was even more excited. At this point, it's worth trying for me to get out of school sooner.
"I dropped out." There was nothing wrong with me when I said this, I just saw that the teacher's face turned from white to blue, and I swallowed the words I wanted to say again.
"Requires your parental consent." For a long time, the teacher spit out this sentence slowly. He didn't stop me, he probably thought that my parents could stop me, or that he understood me, and that any full solution I had when I was impulsive would be ineffective.
The phone call lasted only more than ten minutes, and Xia Yan arrived in front of us. After a general understanding of the situation, Xia Yan said:
"Come out and talk!"
Walking out of the office, we walked around the playground.
"Why?"
"I'm tired."
"Because of whom? I know you're in love. ”
"He broke up with me, and I'm going to ask why."
"There's no need, Zijin, let's go back to class"
"If you don't go back, you must go out and see him. Perhaps this is the last side. ”
"What's the last side? Who's going to die? ”
"Me! I'm going to die! ”
The tone of the conversation became more and more excited, and Xia Yan and I became more and more impetuous.
"Then drop out."
"You." Xia Yan didn't say the last words, and the next thing was to take me to the teacher and tell me the results of our discussion.
"I dropped out." I said these three words, breaking the silence.
The teacher looked at Xia Yan and seemed surprised by this result. Presumably Xia Yan and I will become strange people in his eyes now.
But it doesn't matter, for you, for you, for the reason why it's not that important. I don't care what other people think.
I think love is: no matter how sad the heart is, no matter how panicked the love is, no matter what others think, love is a kind of faith.