The first thing I want to say is that the book of human sacrifice was so difficult to write, so hard that I almost broke down and wanted to give up.

The early draft of the novel was rejected by the editor and revised, and I spent more than 4 hours writing and revising each chapter after that. After all, each chapter takes at least ten hours to complete.

I write stories with the attitude of shaping classics, every time I stay up late until my heart is blocked, I am hungry and panicked, every time I lie down is a nightmare, and now that it is on the shelves, I hope to get a fair return.

I know a lot of people who haven't read such a fascinating novel for a long time, and there are also many people who say with a sneering attitude, I don't like to read your novels at all, and you are far worse than so-and-so's novels.

I can't stop anyone's right to speak, but anyway, you saw this chapter, 120,000 words, the thickness of half a paper book, didn't you?

In addition to the above words, when I wrote this testimonial, the collection of new books was not more than 1,000, many new authors surpassed me, and the old authors of the website crushed me to the point of being out of breath, and I was nervous that I didn't know how much the future would change.

The only thing worth affirming is that the number of people who have viewed a single chapter in 24 hours has always been higher than the number of favorites, and all I can do is write this story well.

For readers, the shelf testimonial is nothing more than the author's wording on how to make readers willing to spend money to read the book.

But for the author, the most important thing in a novel is this, and even more so for me, you will not see anyone who writes testimonials more carefully than me, you will understand what I think, and understand the thoughts of an ordinary person who is just like you, facing life and the future with the same confusion.

Some readers said, Brother Bird, you don't have to worry, you are already the god of Black Rock, and this book will definitely be popular.

Actually, I never thought of myself as a god, I always remember that my last book was not in the top 10 at its peak, and my monthly income was less than their manuscript fee for two or three days, and the books I wrote were not like them, which can add a lot of factors of the times, understand the appetite of readers at different levels, and make the website willing to promote their books.

My essay sounds like a published article if it sounds good, but it sounds rigid and looks like a nagging old man.

Many people praise me for my talent, and some people say that I can't write books, and you can't imagine why I write so beautifully and some people slander me with all kinds of insults.

Some people are born to like to look at the world, some people are born to look at the world, and it is impossible for you to read a chapter in 10 lines and 30 seconds like you read other novels.

I have delayed their time and wasted human lives.

No matter how bad a book is, someone will read it, and no matter how good a book is, someone will scold it.

But over the course of the year, I have come to understand that the value of a book may not lie in what it says, but in how much it is worth.

Just like the sentence in the book, children distinguish between right and wrong, and adults only look at the pros and cons.

Books that don't make money are bound to be eliminated.

I was a child who grew up in the countryside, and I was the only one in the village who was admitted to the county because of my good reading, which was difficult to get into the county at that time, and the rural education was backward, and most of the children in the villages were very wild, so I knew that I had to work ten times more than ordinary people to get ahead in that dark environment.

Since fourth grade, I have never gone to bed below 2 a.m., so the bad habits that have developed over the years have caused me to suffer from a very serious sleep disorder.

Every day when I go to and from school, I have to worry about whether I will be blocked by the school thugs and beat me on the road.

At that time, I drew the school's board newspaper, and the first place in any competition was almost me, and in the eyes of the teacher, I would definitely be a soaring figure in the future, and I would definitely be admitted to the best middle school in the county, and I would definitely be a talent from a key university in the future.

My worst time was the seventh place in my class, my awards and certificates of honor were piled up in the shoe box at the bottom of my bed so much that I couldn't fit in, and I didn't even go home during the holidays every month, and I ran to the school pavilion by myself to memorize and do questions, and many people admired me, even though there was no word for a scholar at that time.

But I know that my achievements will always be piled up with hard work. It's like my novel.

There are many great gods in Heiyan who can have a chapter in half an hour, and the highest record in a day is no problem with fifteen or twenty chapters. But I really can't.

At that time, the dormitory teacher said, you, this child, will definitely be a dragon and phoenix among people in the future, not a mortal.

But I let them down.

After I arrived at the key high school, I was faced with all kinds of pressure, and I became the penultimate professional, unless someone asked for leave and did not take the exam, otherwise no one could steal my penultimate position.

The distress caused by domestic violence, poverty, and depression since childhood, seeing the brilliance of my crush and looking poor and sour, and the incompatibility of a rural child in a big city, brought me too much blow and made me feel like a rat crossing the street.

At that time, I finally realized that I had never been the protagonist of life, that my efforts could not defeat the pressure and embarrassment brought by reality, and that I no longer believed that I could do anything.

So those who used to worship me changed their words and said:

Boss, you've changed.

Squad leader, you've really disappointed us.

So-and-so, don't you think it's boring for you to live?

Therefore, I can't say that I have experienced any winds and waves in my life, but I have also seen the ups and downs.

As the saying goes, if a person drinks water, he knows whether he is warm or cold.

When I was a child, I was naughty, and after fighting with other children, my father would always beat me up, and then lead me to the door to apologize.

He raised me like a saint, but he didn't know that I was secretly living like a bitch.

I couldn't resist the helplessness that life brought me, but I didn't know how to accept it.

I've been a lonely person since I was a child, watching others play game consoles for more than ten dollars, I haven't touched the handle, I don't have a toy water gun for two dollars playing with others together, and when a group of children share sugar and fry chestnuts but let me roll, I cry and shout and beg my father to say I want it too.

There was only one slap in the face in response.

I've seen too many people fall into trouble when others are in a bad mood, and I've seen too many people be complacent when others are at a low point in their lives.

In the same way, I'm sure you've had times when you've been sad or helpless.

My college entrance examination was conducted under the supervision of a group of relatives, I was not picked up after school when I was a child, and I was picked up by my elders in the third year of high school, but I was extremely disgusted in my heart, because at that time I had depression, I would have nightmares every day, and I was like a monster in the eyes of others.

I couldn't sleep all night long.

Later, my score line barely went to a university, and I finally began to become mediocre, except for signing up to work in the factory during the winter and summer vacations, life no longer had big ups and downs, and I was no longer blamed or sought after by others, and began to be content with the status quo, I told myself that I was just an ordinary person in the lower class of society, and I would live a life in peace.

But life is never more than what is in front of me, and after graduation, I have nowhere to make a living, and I often think about whether to add an egg or not to add an egg in order to eat a six-yuan vegetable fried rice.

At that time, while working part-time, I used a pen to write manuscripts that I had given up before, and I dreamed that I would become a writer one day.

At that time, I was in Ningbo, renting a small dilapidated house with an elder brother in the village for 200 yuan, rising every day and resting at sunset.

One day, as an electrician, he was knocked off the ceiling by electricity while repairing a line, fell to the ground and fainted.

He woke up a few minutes later, looked at his scorched fingers, said that his arm couldn't move, let someone pinch him, and didn't even think about going to the hospital. Fortunately, he had a great life, and he was fine soon after, and he didn't dare to go to work for a week after returning to the rental house, and he didn't go to his master to find him.

He said he dreamed that he was electrocuted and was afraid.

Sometimes he would wake me up at night, and I still remember one night when he suddenly burst into tears and said, "Why is life so difficult?"

Yes, the same is alive, people are divided into three, six, nine and so on, the rich rely on more money, and the poor can only rely on their lives.

Later, I wanted to go to a certain city with 300 yuan to have a future, and lived in a rental house of less than three square meters, a 3-square-meter room, maybe you never thought about it.

I began to understand the pride of people when they succeed, the frustration of failure, and the psychology of many people, including criminals, I never commented on the news I saw, and I couldn't bear to hurt my friends.

I'm a small person, and I don't need protection as much as you think.

At that time, no one wanted to submit novels everywhere, and I failed many times, and I gradually tasted the sweet fruit when I wrote Onmyoji on Black Rock Network, but I never dared to be proud, for fear that I would be eliminated if I was not careful.

Onmyoji is very successful, but also very unsuccessful, because I portray the protagonist as an extremely well-behaved and likable male god baby, maybe I have given him as luxurious as anything I didn't have since I was a child, so he is happy, and the distress that this brings me is that he grew up like a saint.

So when I wrote about the protagonist killing people in anger, when I wrote that he had someone he liked who wanted to open a house, countless readers came to ask me, why did I kill people, why did I have to have a relationship with a woman, something vulgar and unbearable.

They completely ignored the classics they had seen before, and began to scold endlessly, all kinds of verbal attacks. Even if I'm afraid that the later ones will still be more interesting than other people's novels, I can't resist the leisurely mouths of some people.

I portrayed the protagonist in the story as a little saint that everyone likes, and the readers think that I should think like that, and call me filthy and dirty, so the problem is that when I was a child, I was obviously right but I had to be forced to apologize to others, I am not a saint, I hate saints, I hate being carried to the high platform of a saint to do things I don't like, and I can't get down.

My readers have not been lost, those who look unhappy turn to the disgusting place of the post bar to attack me collectively, those vicious words make me angry but helpless, Baidu's unscrupulous and laissez-faire give them a sense of collective belonging.

If there is too much wine, it will be fragrant, and if there are too many maggots, it will naturally stink.

I still remember their faces, there are too many people in the world who have wrong views and inferior thoughts.

"It's completely rubbish, I don't read it when I see a million words, it's not worth spending money on at all, it's very different from a certain book."

"We read your book to give you a long face, I don't spend money to read your book, you come to bite me, people like Chen Dong and the third uncle didn't say anything about you are a fart."

"The author is getting more and more shameless, and he threatens us with more and more, Lao Tzu is waiting here, if you update a chapter, I will definitely send it to everyone for free within five minutes, you sue me."

"Uh-huh, it's so good, it's not like the author knows that for money, such a bad person deserves to write a book, just don't write it, I feel like I'm better than him."

I stayed up late to write a book in the days when my health became worse and worse, waking up several times every morning to read the time, for fear that the reader would be anxious if I missed the update, and finally I was overwhelmed and finished the book directly.

So those trolls who watched piracy tried every possible way to find me to scold me, seeing that I didn't care, someone said pitifully, we won't scold you anymore, you write well, finish this story, we want to see the protagonist invincible, he took so many magic weapons are still rubbish, of course he wants to scold you, such a good man has to lie between a woman's legs, if you are like this, I won't read your next book, I was going to spend money to read your book.

Their tone was like that of a child I had abandoned and needed my care and comfort, but I only felt heartfelt disgusted.

Finally one day, Baidu's regulatory issues were taken seriously by the state, and they began to check Baidu's bidding, Baidu's unscrupulous piracy, Baidu can no longer be shameless, everything is uploaded spontaneously by netizens, and it has nothing to do with us.

Countless trolls verbally attacked them, saying that they had forgotten to dig wells, and that they had lost their hearts when they made money.

But more people have been supporting them, more people have begun to have the awareness of reading the genuine version, writing a book is not an easy task, the author stays up all night and sits down to write a work that is taken to be circulated for free without being promised, this is theft.

Like a top domestic god said, don't talk to me about those messy logic, specious truths, it's about your interests, mine is mine, not yours, it's as simple as that.

The existence of any pirate is a harm to the author and readers, and I also do not need any pirate to promote me, their behavior will only make the new generation of children steal the fruits of other people's labor in disguise and become complacent, slippery and opportunistic.

The poverty of a writer is not a matter of two people, I am not a god, my work will not become a game and movie copyright, it will not sell for much money, I can only rely on your subscription of more than a dime a chapter for a chapter.

Everyone has seen piracy, but the times are developing, the call and advocacy of genuine editions have begun, and people must move forward in life, whether it is a movie or a novel, they need support.

Twenty years ago, stealing corn on the cob was a fond memory of childhood.

Ten years ago, we spent two cents on a roadside stall to rent a pirated martial arts novel for a day, which is also a good memory.

But what about today's world?

In the world of 2016, you still have to wait for a long-awaited movie to be released, in order to save those 40 yuan movie tickets, and then wait two months to download it from an informal website and watch it with relish?

When friends get together, everyone says to go to a fun Happy Valley for a day, 50 people, but you say that you don't have money to go, you want to save money to buy other things, and you ruin your friends' interest?

An old friend who wants to see you says he is waiting for you somewhere, but you have to make him wait for half an hour more for the ten-dollar fee, how can you bear it?

At the dinner table of a friend, when a friend starts to discuss a novel that he has read recently, you will shout loudly and proudly, I have never spent money to read a book, hehe, I have not spent a penny! Is this fulfilling?

Now, Baidu has finally been sanctioned, the trolls have no gathering place, the cancer that affects genuine readers is gone, and no one can affect my determination to finish a novel.

It's hard to write about human sacrifice, but I'm ready, don't you want to take a book seriously and watch the perfect and happy end of this magnificent world that is about to unfold in your mind?

There are a lot of readers who add me and ask about an old book I wrote a long time ago, and ask why there is no sequel, and I am very serious about saying that the million-word book subscription is O, so I don't have to explain it to anyone at all, and I don't want to mention a failed book, maybe they don't know where the original version is, so I send the new book to the other party, hoping to get support, and the answer I get is often that I don't have money.

People who are not even willing to pay a dozen yuan for what they like, what do they like.

People who are reluctant to give even a rose when chasing male gods and goddesses, talk about chasing people.

I am a fragile person who has to be strong, and I will inevitably experience some people's doubts and slander in the later stage of writing the book, and I need your support, not your sentence to wait for fattening up to read.

Wait for you, you fattened up the number of words in the novel, I don't know from which gynecology andrology advertising novel online read the whole article, and found that this book is really wonderful but I feel unfinished to ask me about the follow-up, and I can only choose to be silent with apologies.

After writing and then coming to support, just like remembering people after they die, there is no regret medicine in the world, the friends who accompany me are friends, and I don't have the energy to care about the rest.

Some people feel that they don't spend money, there must be other people who spend money, and they are complacent about finding pirated novels from various browsers and ways to read, and the ending written by the author is in line with the heart, and the ending is not in line with the heart, and the ending will say, fortunately, I didn't spend money, hum.

Not only that, but some people have to find a place to publish this sentence as a way to express their anger and dissatisfaction with the world.

There are more terrifying than this.

Some people always criticize the silence of passers-by, but they don't know that they are actually a keyboard warrior, and they want to keep themselves out of everything.

Justice needs a voice, and I really need your care and support.

Everyone in this world has friends, a person who is useless has it, if you are his friend, you will support him, and if you are not his friend, you will see that he is unhappy.

In the same way, if you want to be my friend, I will be happy, and I will be happy to chat with you when you talk to me, and you will choose to be on the opposite side, and you don't even read my inner words and mood in each chapter (piracy is not visible), and it is bound to not understand the meaning of the existence of some chapters, and it is illogical to question me from east to west, north and south.

I explained that it was a waste of my time, and if I didn't explain, I would naturally become the person you hated, and you would naturally become a cancer of the book, and start hacking me and my books everywhere.

I won't say much about old readers, there have been ups and downs along the way, you are my favorite guardians, and for fritters who have just started to contact online articles or have not spent money but have read a lot of online articles, please face yourself at this moment and start with human sacrifice.

The money for a pack of cigarettes, in exchange for reading novels every night before going to bed for three months, shapes your spiritual world, and you can feel at ease with joy, anger and sorrow.

A lifetime of creation is limited, piracy ruins a person's life, I am a small mortal, but I also have a heart to the sky.

Respecting the original fruit of others is respecting yourself, and in the same way, you don't want to work for others and not get the reward you deserve.

Please support me and support human sacrifice.

I am with you and waiting for your arrival.

Finally, I would like to send a word to myself and the people who love me.

Indifferent people, thank you for looking down on me, so that I don't bow my head, and live a more wonderful life.

As a rule, here's how to recharge:

First of all, it is the easiest and most convenient to recharge with WeChat Pay, and you can also read books directly.

Secondly, let's focus on the Apple mobile phone, the Apple mobile phone must not be recharged on the client APP, because the ratio is only 1:50, friends who play the Apple mobile phone, you can use the web version of the black rock on the mobile phone, recharge on the web version, so that the ratio is 1:100. Then log in to the client APP again to watch, which is the most cost-effective.

First, Alipay recharge, this recharge ratio is 1:100. This is the easiest, fastest, and most cost-effective recharge method, and many people will use Alipay, so I won't say much about this.

Second, online banking recharge, this recharge ratio is also 1:100.

Third, Tenpay recharge, this recharge ratio is also 1:100.

Fourth, mobile phone bill recharge card, game recharge card, SMS recharge, don't use these methods to charge, you have to deduct the handling fee.

The recharge method is very simple, if you still don't understand, you can contact Heiyan customer service, Tel: 010-82156292, 136-6107-3712QQ: 2814551419.

Five watches will be put on the shelves tomorrow, and then three changes will be resumed every day. If there are special circumstances, 6000 words guaranteed.

The ability is limited, generally not added, the reward is as you like, and when the plot is smooth, you will add it when you have time, and the title will be titled.

Finally, I wish everyone a safe and healthy Dragon Boat Festival. See you tomorrow.