Chapter 137: Stay with me
Shen You's voice interrupted Su Yan's words faintly, his voice sounded a little hoarse, and when he said this, he sounded like a cruel executioner, without any ups and downs. He didn't even use a consultative tone, but a commanding tone.
Knock the child out, not the child.
Su Yan raised her head from his shoulder in a daze, she looked at Shen You with an unbelievable expression: "What did you say?" ”
"I said, hit the child"
"Why?!" Su Yan's face suddenly appeared with a few traces of surprise and shock, and she moved her body to the other side of the sofa, as if Shen You would hurt her or the child, and she was subconsciously dodging.
And in fact, Shen You will indeed hurt her children.
Why didn't he want children?
"There's no why, I just don't want it. I don't want to be a dad right now, can I? Shen You's last sentence looked like an inquiry, but it sounded like an irresistible affirmation.
May I.
He was asking her if she could. It's okay not to be a father.
It turns out that this kind of thing can be decided in his heart like doing a multiple-choice question, simply drawing a tick or a cross.
It turns out that in the past few days, his abnormality is not because he has not learned to accept the fact of being a father, but because he doesn't want to be a father of his children at all!
The first thing she thought of when she learned that she was pregnant was how happy he would be if he could know, but now it seemed that he only felt embarrassed.
It turned out that from the beginning, she was just happy. He just felt distressed.
Su Yan sniffed, she didn't believe that Shen You, who she knew, would say such a thing. Su Yan stretched out his hand and stroked Shen You's cold hand again, and his voice was a little choked: "Is there any trouble, tell me if it's okay." We're all in this together. All right. Don't knock out the child, okay. ”
Su Yan used three interrogation sentences.
Shen You's Adam's apple moved, but he turned his head sideways, stopped looking at her, and didn't say a word.
"You don't always pretend to be yourself, you tell me if it's okay. Although I don't have the ability to help you solve it, I feel pressured to say it."
"Beat the kid."
Su Yan's voice stopped suddenly, and seeing that Shen You was still repeating that heart-piercing sentence, she let go of his hand and no longer held him. After half a sound, Su Yan stood up from the sofa and staggered, but she tried to hold it down, and the tone she spit out no longer carried pleading, but turned calm: "If you don't like this child, I can take the child away, and the child and I won't burden you." ”
"It must be knocked out." Shen You remembered the report last night, and his tone became a little harsh, containing the meaning of a deep order!
"If you don't believe it, then we will divorce, and the children will have nothing to do with you after the divorce." Su Yan listened to Shen You tell her to kill the child in a tone of order to her, and her heart was so painful that she twitched, but she tried her best to keep herself calm.
Obviously yesterday the nurse told her that the baby was very healthy, obviously yesterday she still grabbed his hand and asked him to give the baby a little warmth, obviously she also bought a pair of small shoes last night, but today, everything has changed.
"I won't divorce you when you get married, and you don't want to go to the lawyer's house alone, I promise that no lawyer in the whole city will dare to receive you. Today you will have a good rest at home, and tomorrow I will take you to the hospital. Shen You dropped this long sentence, got up, opened the door, and walked away.
Su Yan, who was stunned, stood in place.
After Shen You left, she slowly replayed what Shen You said in her mind word by word, and finally, she felt that she was still in an ice cave, she basically raised her left hand and pinched her left wrist in disbelief, and the pain of eating suddenly spread to her head.
It's not a dream, either.
After a long while, her sanity gradually recovered, Su Yan stood in place and hesitated for a few seconds, looked at the time on the wall was moving minute by minute, she was afraid of the arrival of the word tomorrow, after a while, Su Yan ran into the room, took out a backpack, stuffed two clothes into it, took ** and wallet and mobile phone, and walked out.
Out of the main road Su Yan directly raised his hand to intercept a taxi, after getting into the car, the taxi driver asked her where she was going, Su Yan was stunned for a moment, and replied directly to the airport.
But when she got to the airport, where was she going?
Su Yan didn't dare to tell Lin Xiaoxiao about this, because she felt that with Lin Xiaoxiao's character, she would definitely make a big deal about it, and Lin Xiaoxiao couldn't swallow it. But she didn't want to make a big deal about it, she just wanted the child to be okay.
She didn't want to find Ren Rongrong either, because Su Yan just wanted to leave the city at this time.
flipped through the address book of the mobile phone, and finally fixed her eyes on Amy's phone number, Su Yan hesitated for a moment, and finally dialed out, in the process of waiting for answers, every second was a little difficult for her, she was afraid that Amy would reject her, but she didn't want to be alone, she wanted to find someone to accompany her.
Fortunately, the phone was answered quickly, and Su Yan heard a camera click over there, knowing that Amy was busy, but she quickly answered her call.
After hearing Amy's kind and worried inquiry, Su Yan knew that he shouldn't disturb Amy at this time, but he couldn't help but choke up in his voice: "Can I go to Shencheng to find you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to disturb you, but I really want someone to accompany me Well, I'll call you directly, I'll pay attention, see you at night." ”
Hanging up the phone, Su Yan turned her head to look out the window at the scenery of the city that was constantly retreating, and didn't understand what was going on, so that she could go from the joy of being a mother to having to flee to save the child.
Although no matter what Shen You's hardships and reasons are, Su Yan can give up anything, except for the life in his stomach.
The taxi arrived at the airport quickly, Su Yan was lucky, when she arrived, there was a flight that took off to Shencheng two hours later, Su Yan did not hesitate for a moment and immediately bought a ticket, and then although she had no appetite, she still went to a nearby restaurant to eat something for the baby in her belly.
The restaurant was full of people, Su Yan looked at the average-looking noodles in front of him, and finally weakly picked up the chopsticks and forced himself to eat a few bites.
"May I ask you are Su Yan, Miss Su?"
Su Yan heard someone suddenly shouting her, and it was a completely unfamiliar male voice, she bit off the noodles, raised her head, and saw that the person who came was about 30 years old, her hair was combed neatly, her facial features were handsome, and her body was filled with a talkative and hearty temperament.
Su Yan didn't remember that he had dealt with the man in front of him: "Yes, I am, may I ask if you are"
"I'm Amy's son, so I'm an adopted son." The man glanced at the empty seat opposite Su Yan and asked politely, "Can I sit down?" ”
After hearing the man's words, Su Yan's mind was blank for a moment, the man in front of him looked like he was only ten years younger than Amy, it seemed that when Amy adopted him, he was already quite old, Su Yan nodded hurriedly: "Yes." ”
"My surname is Zhang, a single word is a reluctance, an encouragement." Zhang Mian looked at Su Yan and didn't speak, his eyes were still a little red, and he knew that something bad had happened to her, so he jumped out and asked, "Is this noodle delicious, I also want to have a copy." ”
"Well, it's okay." Su Yan bit his chopsticks and couldn't help asking, "How did you know I was here?" Did Amy tell you? ”
"Well, I've been in the city on a business trip these days, and just now Amy called me and asked me where I was, and I said I was at the airport, so he asked me to come to you." Zhang Mian called the waiter and ordered a noodle that was exactly the same as Su Yan.
"But there are so many people at the airport, how do you know it's mine?"
"A person, a woman, is depressed, and it is rare at the airport to meet this situation." Zhang Mian smiled, so he looked for a while and saw Su Yan sitting in the restaurant with his head down and eating noodles.
Su Yan was stunned for a moment, and then subconsciously touched his face: "Is it so obvious?" ”
Zhang Mian didn't speak again, and the implication was that you said it. Soon, the waiter brought a bowl of noodles, and the two ate quietly.
After eating, Zhang Mian settled the bill with Su Yan's face money.
Later, the two sat together in the waiting room, Su Yan saw his ticket and found that it was first class, but there was a P lounge in the first class, seeing that Zhang Mian did not go to P but sat in the lobby with her, Su Yan suddenly felt embarrassed in his heart: "Actually, you don't have to deliberately accompany me." I don't have anything to do, I just want to get out of town for a while. ”
"It's okay, sit anywhere." Although Zhang Mian was polite, Su Yan obviously noticed that he was frowning at the slow speed in the lobby, and then he closed the computer and stopped fighting against the turtle speed.
After waiting for a while, the sound of boarding was heard.
Zhang Mian's seat is in the front, and Su Yan's is in the back. After that, Su Yan turned off her mobile phone, the plane took off, she looked out through the small window, looking at the smaller and smaller city, her hand was subconsciously on her stomach, and when she thought of what Shen You said to her this morning, those words, her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.
Just after the plane was flying steadily, Su Yan was about to close his eyes and take a good rest, when a deliberately suppressed voice came from his ears. When she opened her eyes, she found that it was Zhang Mian, because there was a foreigner sitting next to her, and after Zhang Mian spoke a few words to the foreigner in English, the foreigner got up, and Zhang Mian sat down next to her naturally.
Although her English is not particularly good, she can understand ordinary conversations, she knows that Zhang Mian was talking to the foreigner next to her about changing seats just now, and when Su Yan was about to say that he didn't have to be like this, Zhang Mian seemed to have seen through the thoughts in her heart first, or the same sentence: "Sit wherever you sit." ”
Although Zhang Mian was polite, Su Yan obviously found that the seats in the ordinary cabin were not as spacious as those in the first class, and Zhang Mian seemed to be used to sitting spacious, and his tall body couldn't help but move.
Su Yan saw all this in his eyes: "Actually, you really don't have to be so polite. I can do it alone. ”