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It turned out that today was my birthday, and I was so confused that I forgot that Baja had proposed to my father, and it was not surprising to know my birthday. But what gift he wants to give me, I am not rare at all.

Tuoba Jue didn't look at me, helped me straighten my clothes, looked up and down a few times, took another cloak, wrapped me around my body, and then carried me out the door. In the past, no matter how far he went, he carried me on his back. It was only at this point that I finally understood the difference between the two movements, "back" and "hug". When he carried me, he had to wrap my arms around his neck, and only two people could do this if they worked together. But when he holds me, as long as he has enough strength, it doesn't matter what I do.

I was already very sleepy and tired, and I didn't want to talk to him, so I just closed my eyes and did whatever he wanted. He walked very slowly, as if he was walking as he pleased, and I don't know how far he had gone before he told me to open my eyes.

It seems to be a two-story attic. He put me on the bed, blew out the lights, and made me look up at the roof. I don't know where he found the glass, embedded in the roof, the rain and snow will not fall in, but the people in the house can see the sky overhead.

At this time, it was just night, the sky was still a deep blue, and the rising stars flickered and disappeared, like a pair of eyes looking for a way home. I stared at the sky blankly, and suddenly felt that they were rising and falling day after day, seeing all the reunion and parting in the world, and an indescribable sourness surged in my heart.

Tuoba Jue stroked my hair, and lowered his voice very low, "Yanyan, you look out the window." I looked in the direction of his finger, and there were two palaces, one large and one small, standing silently in the night, one magnificent and the other delicate.

"When the war is over, the two of us will live here," he said leisurely, as if the bloody facts had never existed, "my bedchamber is very close to yours, and during the day I attend to the affairs of my own bedchamber, and in the evening I come home to you and have dinner with you." My mother used to take me from all over the place to hide from my enemies, and what I hoped for most was to have a safe place to live in the future......"

The outline of the palace room looms in the night, and there are countless fragments of light between the bricks and tiles, which reflect the stars in the sky. I tilted my upper body slightly, trying to see what they were. Tuoba curled the corners of his lips slightly, and suddenly grabbed my waist and picked me up from behind, so that I could just look out from the window.

The whole palace was spread out before my eyes, and most of the palace was not yet occupied, so there was no light of the lamp, and it stretched silently in the night. Only the two nearest chambers are particularly conspicuous because of those small and shiny outlines.

From behind, he whispered in my ear, "I said that I would take the stars from the sky as a dowry, and now I will decorate our home with them, you...... Like it or not? ”

It was only then that I saw that those small pieces of light were the pearls of the night, mixed in the masonry and embedded in the roof when the palace was built. It used to be the gift I wanted the most, but unfortunately, it didn't come at the right time. My grandfather had just passed away, and my father was seriously injured and bedridden, and I was not in the mood.

Tonight Tuoba Jue was very patient, seeing that I didn't speak, he wasn't annoyed, just put me back on the bed, and sighed softly, "Yanyan, I know you hate me, but in these tribes of Xianbei, there can only be one king worthy of the name, if I don't defeat Dayan, Dayan will defeat me." Your grandfather and father marched long with 100,000 men to besiege my capital. If I hadn't routed their main force at Sanhebi, I would have been the one who was now defeated and dying. Yanyan, is that what you want? ”

I could only be silent because I couldn't answer his questions. For three whole years, more than a thousand days, I worried about him every day. I don't understand the world of men, why do you have to fight to the death either/or, why you must die if you can't be the king?

"Yanyan, I'm ......" Tuoba's lips moved, and he finally made up his mind to say that sentence, "I brought you back because I wanted to treat you well." We're already husband and wife, wait for me...... After dealing with the matter in front of you, let you move into this palace, and I will give you another title and marriage ceremony, okay? ”

I turned my head, my vision was blurred, but I wouldn't raise my hand to wipe it, and I stubbornly thought that if I didn't wipe it, he wouldn't notice that I was crying.

"Yanyan ......," he called my name, stroked my loose hair, and wanted to kiss my forehead, "You used to be as far away as the stars in the sky to me, and now I can finally hold you in my hands, and it turns out that the stars can also be plucked." I really want to, I really want to be with you for a long time, grow old, and have children......"

At that moment, my brother's words rang in my ears again, and my grandfather forbade anyone to pull out the arrow from his chest, and he bled dry and waited for me for four days...... I raised my hand and pushed him away, and said in a hoarse voice, "You slaughtered my people, killed my relatives, and still want me to grow old with you and have children with you?" You dream! You snatched me like a cow, a sheep and a horse, and spoiled enough, and you still want me to be grateful to you......" I just wanted to respond to him with the most vicious words, as if then the pain that was rushing through my heart would be lighter.

His movements froze stiffly, and the light in his eyes quickly dimmed. The room was dimly lit, and I couldn't make out his expression, so he was silent for a long time, and finally without saying a word, wrapped me in his cloak and sent me back to my original lodgings.

Since the next day, Tuoba has not been seen again. The maid told me that the king of Wei personally led his troops to the battle, and I don't know which small tribe will be trampled by his iron hooves. I still spend most of the day in bed, looking at the rooftop.

After half a month, the maid suddenly said that someone came to see me. I just thought it was Ning Chen who came to provoke again, because no one else knew me here, my head was stuffed in the quilt, and I said "I don't see". The maid didn't pay any attention to my words, but went straight out and brought the man in.

"Princess ......" someone on the side of the bed called timidly, I opened my eyes, and Xiao Yue was standing in front of me, but she was much thinner than before, and she was no longer so round and cute. Next to her, there was also a woman with a haggard face, and I carefully recognized it for a moment before I finally determined that it was my aunt. The once feminine face has become wrinkled. I threw myself down from the bed and threw myself on her chest and cried.

A-Niang patted me on the back, and hot tears fell on top of my head.

When I calmed down, I realized that what Tuoba Jue said about "dealing with the matter in front of you" turned out to be referring to the complete attack on the capital of Dayan. Fortunately, I didn't answer him anything that night, and he thought that if he took possession of me, a few soft words would make me follow him with all my heart? He dreamed! I thought I had been bitten by a dog......

Thinking like this, my eyes became blurry again. My father and brother were all taken prisoner, and even my sister-in-law and my newborn nephew were imprisoned. A-Niang sighed several times and stopped talking, but after all, she still didn't say anything.

With A-Niang and Xiaoyue by my side, I was finally able to sleep peacefully at night, but I still often dreamed of my grandfather, standing in front of me covered in blood, holding out his hand and calling my name. I tried to touch his robe and beard, but I couldn't reach him, and I woke up covered in cold sweat.

I don't know when Tuoba came back, but I heard the maid's voice cheerful, "The king got off his horse, took off his armor, and came this way." When he walked in, A-Niang actually stood up and bowed slightly to him. I already felt better, I was able to sit on the edge of the bed and talk to my mother, but when I heard his footsteps, I fell back into the bed and covered my head with the quilt.

Tuoba gently pulled the quilt a few times, and when he saw that I refused to let go, he forgot it. Through the quilt, I heard him asking A-Niang and Xiaoyue, and his tone was very kind.

After a long time, I heard Ah Niang beside me say, "He's gone...... I got out of the quilt and took a deep breath. A-Niang took a small peach comb and combed my hair for me. I know that A-Niang has something to say to me, when I was a child, I refused to listen to A-Niang's nagging, so she could only comb my hair for me while teaching me softly.

"Yanyan," Ah Niang's voice softly wrapped around the top of my head, "When he came to propose, your grandfather and father refused, and it was your father's intention to take away the contents of your makeup box, they were all for your good, I am afraid that you will follow such an ambitious person, whether he succeeds or fails, you will inevitably suffer." ”

"But I've been watching it these days, and he's been very good to you," A-Niang grabbed a bunch of hair from my ear and combed it dozens or hundreds of times, "For my daughter's family, it is a blessing to have a husband who knows cold and hot." At the beginning, I was also a prisoner of war brought back by your father when he conquered other tribes, and I am not from the Great Yan...... I also cried and made trouble, but then with you, this life has come over like this. Among the other girls who were brought into the palace with me, some of them couldn't think of seeking death for themselves, and some of them were annoyed that your father was given death, but I was the only one who survived to the end and became his concubine. ”

A-Niang held my shoulder, "Child, people can't fight for their lives, and if you are born as a woman, you have to learn to accept your fate...... I really regret it now, I shouldn't have raised you up like this......"

I stared at the figure in the bronze mirror, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a while, this was the first time I had heard someone advise me to "accept my fate".

"Yanyan, a lot of people died when the city was broken, it's a blessing that you didn't see that kind of scene......" Ah Niang's voice was a little choked, "I was able to live, and Xiaoyue was not humiliated, all because King Wei wanted to keep us to accompany you." If you bow your head a little and stop twisting like this, maybe your father, brother, and your little nephew who is not yet full moon will also survive. Yanyan, I know it's too embarrassing for you, but can you bear to watch them die......"

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