Calm down for a while
I thought Zeqing would catch up with me, but no; I thought Zeqing would text me to ask where I was, but no; I thought Zeqing would come to my house to look for me, but no.
I didn't want to bow my head this time because it wasn't my fault in the first place. Obviously I was wronged, obviously I felt sorry for him, why did he talk about me in the end? Most of the quarrels in love come from our own beliefs and judgments, and we forget about the situation and needs of the other person.
I stayed in front of the phone, waiting for Zeqing to speak first. I waited for a text message:
Let's calm down for a while.
When I saw it, tears rolled down in big eyes. Because I think the word calm means that there is a big problem between us right now, that he doesn't want to see me now.
After half an hour, I replied with a word: "Okay." "Even though I'm sad in my heart, I don't want to be humble. I tried to pretend to be as invulnerable as possible to face his invulnerability. I wish I could be on the same level as him and not make him feel like I love him more.
I cried so sadly, so sad that I wanted to die immediately. When I was sad, in addition to venting with sandbags, now I have also learned to organize things. So I poured out everything in the room and then slowly tidied it up.
Just as I was tidying up, I suddenly saw the black notebook that Su Luo gave me. My mind went back to the day she was gone, and I missed her. So I picked up a small box on the bookshelf, which contained Sulo's shop key.
Then I got on my BMW and left, this
It's like when Su Luo was still there, I went to work.
When I arrived at the shop, there were a lot of small advertisements on the roller shutter doors, and the ash was also very thick. Open the door, get in, turn on the light, close the door.
Nothing has changed in it, and nothing has changed. I sat in the position where I used to chat with Su Luo, and sat quietly, as if I could wait for her to come back and resolve the conflict with Zeqing.
I don't know how long I've been sitting, but I know that the sun was blazing when I entered the door, and it was already setting when I went out.
Shrimp asked me to eat and said that he had something to tell me. So I went straight to the old place hot pot, shrimp shrimp, and the baby was there.
"Why are you all here, Fang Jun didn't come?" I asked.
"What do we call them for?" Babies have always been quick to talk.
I raised my eyebrows and continued, and Shrimp took over:
"Lao He's birthday, 20. We're going to Shanghai for her birthday. Tomorrow. "This was clearly not an inquiry for my opinion, but a direct notification to me.
Anyway, it's okay, just go and relax. So I agreed without hesitation. And this time, it seems that Jiang Yan and the others will go, which means that we can meet again.
With a little excitement, I got home and immediately packed my things. But after being excited, I was sad, thinking about whether to tell Zeqing about my trip to Shanghai.
Since he said calm down, then I'd better not say it. So the next day, I went straight to the shrimp and shrimp and left with their bags.
In the past few days when I went to Shanghai, Zeqing was experiencing a trough, and I wasn't by his side. All of this is missed just because neither of them is willing to bow their heads first.