I have so many names that I don't even remember.

Before I was born, my father and mother called me Xiaowei, the sisters in the Red Mansion called me Rose, the people in the village called me a bitch, and the men who were seduced by me called me a vixen.

My family was very poor, poor until I was ten years old, I didn't have a full meal, I didn't wear a new dress.

When I was ten years old, my father sold me in a disaster year.

I was bought by a shopkeeper in the Red Mansion, and he said that I had a good foundation and was a beautiful embryo.

The Red House is the Green House, which is commonly known as the brothel.

During the Republic of China, brothels were legal, and the shopkeeper was good, and said to me, the most important thing in doing this business is to carry it clearly, don't be emotional, men come to prostitutes, not to find daughters-in-law.

I have a wild temperament and a good foundation, and the shopkeeper said that I was a rose with thorns, and invited a very famous tattoo master to tattoo a rose on my chest, saying that this would increase my attractiveness to men.

When I was sixteen years old, I became the most famous Qing man in the Red Mansion, and also became the head of the Red Mansion.

Rich businessmen and celebrities, dignitaries, there are many people who take a fancy to me, and there are even more people who want to pick my red pills, and the shopkeeper told me that what you can't get is the best, and don't be emotional about people.

I was ignorant, and at that time, I enjoyed the feeling of being in the limelight, which made me feel that I was a person, not a prostitute.

When I was seventeen years old, I met him, a blind man, and a luthier with beautiful hands and a beautiful voice.

He taught me to play the piano and teach me the truth, and he asked me if I wanted to control my own destiny.

I didn't answer, at that time, I was wearing beautiful clothes, living in a luxurious room, eating exquisite food, and felt that life was perfect.

He didn't say anything, and after teaching me to play the piano, he took the shopkeeper's money and left, and before leaving, he told me that when I figured it out, he would show up.

When I was eighteen years old, I was on fire for half the sky, and the shopkeeper told me that the line was too long and easy to break, and it was time to close the line, so he chose a husband for me.

At that time, I already understood that what kind of justice is nothing more than an overnight relationship, and it is not important who chooses, what matters is who has more money and who has more power.

I was tired of it for three years, going round and round every day with men, saying the same things, smiling the same smiles, and I was so tired of everything.

At that time, I thought of the blind master, and I wanted to take control of my freedom.

The blind man did not appear, the day of the cave house was approaching day by day, and the business of the Red Mansion became more and more prosperous.

I panicked, and every day I sat in front of the window, looking at the outside world, and I suddenly understood that I was a caged bird, at the mercy of others.

I'm happy, I'm fed, I'm not happy, I'm very clear.

The day of the cave house has come, and I have been appointed and know my fate.

Qing officials are worthless after they are broken, and the fate of their predecessors and sisters is there, from now on, I am a broken body, and my former benefactor will not hold me as before, in their eyes, I am no longer different from other sisters.

Once I am old and worthless, I will be kicked out of the Red Mansion, and all I can do now is save money for the rest of my life.

Fate gave me a big surprise at this time, that day, suddenly there were gunshots outside the city, the city was broken, and a man named Zhang Dashuai came in.

The relationship line of the shopkeeper is broken, and if you want to open a brothel, the most important thing is the relationship, that is, the backer, and the arrival of Zhang Dashuai has changed the power structure in the city.

The shopkeeper told me that it was time for me to repay her for raising me for eight years.

There were no flowers, no music, and a small sedan chair carried me into the Grand Marshal's Mansion.

Dashuai is actually not handsome, he is still very old and very sexy, he is very satisfied with me, and the shopkeeper's Red Mansion can continue to open and become prosperous again.

The eight years of life in the Red Chamber let me know how to deal with a man, especially an old man like Dashuai.

I told Dashuai that I hoped that he would marry me into the door with a sedan chair, and that I would give him my body at that time.

What you can't get is always the best, Dashuai agreed.

In fact, I know what the big boss thinks, he is not only playing a game of cat and mouse with me, but also using me, using me to test the various forces in the city, and at the same time collecting money.

On the day when Dashuai married me as a concubine in the eighth room, all the people in the city came, and Dashuai was very happy, but I was restless.

This time, my body was really going to be handed over, and I understood that there was no way back.

But the blind master appeared at this time, and he asked me, have you figured it out?

It was as if I had grasped the last straw and told him that I didn't want to give up my body to an old man.

The blind master told me that there is no free thing in this world, and you have to pay what you want to get, and he asked me again, have you thought clearly?

If I think clearly, he will help me, and the price is that he wants me to be young for ten years, and after ten years, I will be twenty-eight and can choose my own life.

I was already in a desperate situation, and I didn't understand what this price was, so I just agreed to the blind master with the feeling of being a dead horse as a live horse doctor.

A miracle happened, and the handsome man died.

Da Shuai died a strange death, and his heart was spit out by him, as if a pair of invisible hands reached through his mouth and pulled out his heart.

The guests scattered, and that evening, the GIs entered the city, as if it were the end of the world.

The sound of gunfire and cries mixed together, and the fire burned and burned red through half the sky.

The blind master took me away, and on the way, I noticed that he was different, he had no eyes, but he seemed to be able to see.

He had many accomplices, and everywhere he went, people contacted him and provided him with food and lodging.

What is frightening is that in the second half of the journey, he no longer spends the night in the city, but camps in the wilderness, sometimes even looking for some mass graves.

It was the first time I saw a ghost, the first time I saw a talking paper figure, and I saw a mouse sitting in a sedan chair, a corpse without a head but moving freely.

The blind master told me that these are the things I will have to face for the next ten years.

At that time, for the first time, I put away my luck, and at the same time, I also knew that compared to marrying a handsome, the next ten years would probably be a real hell.

The blind man took me to another city, where there was also a green building that resembled the Red Mansion, and I started my old business, and became the most popular one.

This time, I'm still a Qingqi person, but no one knows all this.

I bewitched a lot of men and slept with a lot of men, but what they didn't know was that it wasn't me who slept with them, but paper figure stand-ins.

I have mastered a lot of men's secrets, and taking advantage of this, the blind master has made a lot of money and controlled a lot of people.

In the past ten years, I have seen a lot of deceit, and I have also seen a lot of demons and monsters.

I know that I am not only selling ten years of youth, but also my own life.

One day at the end of the ten-year period, the blind master asked me, do you still want to control your own destiny?

I said yes, and the blind master said to me, if you want, join them.

I said to him, didn't I join a long time ago?

The blind master laughed, and I laughed too, and the laughter was full of bitterness.

From that day on, my status gradually improved, and I knew more and more secrets, and I came into contact with more and more people.

I know what kind of organization I'm in, all kinds of religions, all kinds of things, demons and monsters, all of them.

They kill people, they raise corpses, they release Gu, I gradually become numb, and people become cold.

Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes.

The blind master was my guide, he lost power, and I was marginalized.

I didn't feel disappointed, but I was relieved, but the change was bigger than I expected.

The blind master is missing, and when I see him again, although he is still a familiar face, he is no longer him.

He was skinned, and I have no way of knowing whose body is under that skin, and whose soul is inside.

The death of the blind master was the beginning, and some people who smelled of corpses began to appear around me, and I understood that my fate was sealed.

On that day, the Qinglou was in flames.

I smiled at everything, the so-called jealousy was just an excuse, they wanted my life.

I'm dead, but I'm alive again.

My soul was sealed into my body, and my body was buried in the extreme yin.

A coffin fell into the ground, and the moment the lid of the coffin was closed, I closed my eyes.