Yan Zhuolang looked at her side face and deliberately pulled her body into his arms, "Half-convinced." ”

Pei Ran stopped talking, Yan Zhuolang's actions had already clearly told her, no matter what she said, he would not give up on her, no matter what purpose she had for staying by his side, he was going to condemn her.

Pei Zhengqing's matter seems to have happened because of Pei Ran's return, Pei Ran has not said anything excessive, everything seems to have calmed down, but behind any calm, there is a turbulent wave.

Yan Zhuolang still took Pei Ran out to play, sometimes to see Jin Yao, sometimes to take her back to have dinner with Yan Yushu, although she could talk as before, but she always felt that there was a kind of discord on her face that was quiet as before.

Everyone thought it was Pei Zhengqing's reason, and they didn't dare to stimulate her more.

It wasn't until Yan Zhuolang went to answer the phone once and found that Pei Ran was actually opening his computer, checking his recent business plan, and trying his email password, that Yan Zhuolang felt that Pei Ran seemed to want to do something.

Yan Zhuolang retreated, and when he came back ten minutes later, Pei Ran was already sitting quietly on the bed playing with his mobile phone, he didn't know what to say about her, and his face was a little pale.

Pei Ran raised his head and saw Yan Zhuolang like this, and he was a little scared in his heart.

Yan Zhuolang was such a smart person, how could he not guess her actions? Seeing that he didn't move, Pei Ran had to get out of bed and carefully take his hand, and asked tentatively, "Zhuo Lang, what's wrong?" ”

Yan Zhuolang slowly raised his head, only then did he meet Pei Ran's cautious gaze, Pei Ran found that his eyes were actually full of deep disappointment, she didn't dare to speak, but Yan Zhuolang wrapped his hand around her tightly, hugging her tightly to breathe, as if as soon as he let go, the person in his arms would run away.

Pei Ran was a little kicked by Yan Zhuolang's force, so he had to reach out and hug Yan Zhuolang's waist, lowered his head and said, "Zhuolang, what's wrong, is something wrong?" ”

She rested her head on his chest, Yan Zhuolang held his hand with one hand, touched his head with the other, was silent for a long time before suppressing the fear in her heart, and said softly, "It's nothing, it's just that I'm too tired today, I want to sleep." ”

Pei Ran didn't know what to say, Yan Zhuolang had already let go of his hand, and fell asleep on the bed on his side.

He didn't take off his clothes, he was lying on his side, Pei Ran stood on the side of the bed and looked at Yan Zhuolang, she was also wondering if she was hurting his heart too much.

Isn't he already looking into his father's affairs? Why didn't her heart believe him, she didn't want to be blindly protected by him, she felt that it was time for her to grow up and be able to deal with these things.

Yan Zhuolang held his breath and didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up, a hand was wrapped around his waist, and he turned his head sideways to see that Pei Ran was already asleep beside him.

He didn't know when she fell asleep, but she was frowning at the moment, but one hand was holding Yan Zhuolang's body, obviously looking like she was having a nightmare.

He was about to put her hand into the quilt, but as soon as her hand touched Pei Ran's hand, she subconsciously opened her eyes and looked at Yan Zhuolang.

Since Pei Zhengqing's accident, she hasn't slept a day, it's not that she doesn't want to sleep, but she can't sleep at all, so as long as Yan Zhuolang touches her, she will wake up.

"Are you awake?" Yan Zhuolang asked in a thick nasal voice.

Pei Ran met Yan Zhuolang's hazy eyes, and she said in a low voice, "Half-asleep and half-awake." ”

After hesitating for a moment, he couldn't help but ask, "Zhuo Lang, what's wrong with you?" Why do I think something is wrong with you? ”

Yan Zhuolang looked at Pei Ran, his eyes were full of love, his hand climbed up to her face, and he opened his lips softly, "Ranran." ”

"Hmm."

"Will we be together for the rest of our lives?"

Yan Zhuolang's voice was rarely low, and when he listened carefully, he found that there was not even the same affirmation in his tone, after going through so much, even he was scared unconsciously.

Pei Ran leaned against him, blinked, and thought for a while before saying, "Yes." ”

Yan Zhuolang held her hand, "Ranran, even if we have experienced so many things, will we still be together?" ”

Pei Ran moved into his arms, bringing himself closer to him, and said loudly, "The people who should be together, no matter how much they experience, will be together, the book says so." ”

Yan Zhuolang put one hand on Pei Ran's body and patted her back gently, smelling the familiar smell of her body, and said loudly, "Ran Ran, you are lying to me." ”

Yan Zhuolang still hugged her, as if he was talking about the most ordinary thing, but Pei Ran's body tightened, and he subconsciously grabbed Yan Zhuolang, and said in a low voice, "Zhuolang, I beg you, you don't want to be like this." ”

Yan Zhuolang hugged her tightly, and suddenly said loudly, "Ranran, I don't want you to come back to me for any purpose, I want you to be the same as before, but I know, I know everything......"

Pei Ran's heart seemed to have been hit by something, tears rolled out in large pieces, and she pinched Yan Zhuolang's clothes and pulled them tightly, as if only in this way could she cover up her current selfishness.

Yan Zhuolang said, "Ranran, even if I'm doing it, you won't forget Pei Zhengqing's matter, even if you don't hate me, I can't pull out this thorn in your heart, right?" Ranran, I pretend that I don't know what to do every day, but do you think I won't be heartbroken?

Yan Zhuolang said this, which was undoubtedly a catalyst, her body trembled, and she used all her strength to pull Yan Zhuolang's clothes and looked up at him, looking at Yan Zhuolang uncertainly, "Zhuolang, what do you know?" ”

Yan Zhuolang shook his head, his eyes were still full of infinite affection, he just stroked her hair lovingly, "Nothing happened, Pei Ran, I have something I really want to ask you, can you tell me the answer?" ”

Pei Ran's hand stiffened, biting his lip, "What's the matter." ”

Yan Zhuolang still looked at her, his lips opened slightly, "Ranran, I want you to tell me why I love you so much." ”

Pei Ran frowned, raised her head and looked at Yan Zhuolang, she had complained about herself ten thousand times in her heart, and there were ten thousand words in her mouth, but she didn't know what to say to Yan Zhuolang.

Yan Zhuolang still looked at her with great affection, and sighed softly inadvertently, "Ranran, I obviously knew that you wouldn't forgive me for Pei Zhengqing's matter, I obviously knew that you were bent on avenging Pei Zhengqing now, and even now you don't love me as much as you used to, but why don't I want to let go in the dark, and even keep you so stubbornly......

Pei Ran's eyes were already wet with tears when she heard him say this, this time she heard Yan Zhuolang tell her so clearly that he didn't want her to leave, no matter what she wanted to do, he didn't want her to leave.

Seeing her crying, Yan Zhuolang subconsciously wanted to wipe her tears, his heart was sad as if it was about to be broken, and he said in a low voice, "Ranran, don't cry, my heart will be uncomfortable with you when you cry." ”

After speaking, he pointed to his heart with Pei Ran's finger and said, "Ranran, do you know, my heart must not belong to me, he belongs to you." ”

Pei Ran tried her best to pull it out of Yan Zhuolang's hand, she buried her head in Yan Zhuolang's arms, her whole person was full of deep guilt, she kept reading, "Don't say it, I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen." ”

Pei Ran was really uncomfortable this time, she always thought that she loved Yan Zhuolang more than Yan Zhuolang, she always thought that she was the injured party, but she only now realized how selfish she was, because her selfishness had driven Yan Zhuolang to a desperate situation, he was such an arrogant person, not stubbornly asking her to stay by his side, but begging her to stay.

Yan Yan Zhuolang rubbed her head and said lightly, "Ranran, can you let go of Dad's affairs as soon as possible, for me and for yourself, let's start a new life, okay?" ”

Pei Ran buried her head in Yan Zhuolang's arms, she didn't know if she could do it, she had often dreamed of Pei Zhengqing during this time, she fell into this strange circle, in the end, she could only blame herself, not others.

Yan Zhuolang sighed secretly, not knowing what else to say to her, and hugged her tightly in his arms.

Pei Ran cried in his arms, as if he wanted to cry out all the sadness and pain in his heart.

For a whole day, Yan Zhuolang and Pei Ran were lying on the bed, Uncle Yu and they knew that Pei Ran had been in a bad mood recently, and no one dared to disturb him, Pei Ran cried for a long time and leaned on Yan Zhuolang's body and whispered, "Zhuo Lang, I will try to put it down, I just want to solve this matter now, I want to comfort my father's spirit in the sky." ”

Yan Zhuolang's body moved slightly, but Pei Ran raised his head and held his hand persistently, "I said so, you are not afraid that I will leave you." ”

Yan Zhuolang didn't reply to her words, just looked at her, the two looked at each other and said loudly, and only after half a sound did Yan Zhuolang open his lips, "Ranran, do you have any hatred for me other than love?" ”

"I've done so many things, do you hate me?"

Yan Zhuolang didn't speak, hugged her tightly, and said softly, "Sleep." ”

After that day, Pei Ran was a lot quieter, Yan Zhuolang was the same, Yan Zhuolang still went out early and returned late every day, Pei Ran vaguely felt as if something big was going to happen, but it seemed that nothing had happened.

Yan Zhuolang accompanies Pei Ran every day after work, but he always avoids Pei Ran when he calls every day, Pei Ran wants to ask many times, but he still doesn't ask, Yan Zhuolang who she knows must be messing with Pei Zhengqing, he doesn't want her to be unhappy, so he didn't talk about it.

Pei Ran thought about it for a long time at home, and always felt that it was not a way to go on like this, and always felt that it was time to tell Yan Zhuolang that he wanted to investigate Pei Zhengqing's matter.

Because she was too bored in Yan's house recently, Yan Zhuolang didn't let her go out, so she simply asked Uncle Yu and them not to cook, and she went into the kitchen every day to cook for Yan Zhuolang.

When Yan Zhuolang came back, Pei Ran was cooking in the kitchen with an apron, almost half a month younger, she was really not the same as before, Yan Zhuolang stood at the door of the kitchen, looking at Pei Ran's eyes as if he had an illusion, as if something had returned to the past, and it didn't seem to be.

Pei Ran happened to see him when she turned around, and when she saw him wearing a well-fitting suit, she said, "Go change your clothes, I'll come downstairs for dinner in a while, I made a few dishes you like." ”

Yan Zhuolang stood still and didn't reply to Pei Ran's words, still staring at her like this.