Chapter 397 Never gave up rebelling against fate

Cheng Ruoke didn't quite understand.

Could it really be because Zhan Leyan was still afraid that Ling Fan had a good impression of her?

But Cheng Ruoke could clearly feel that when Ling Fan got along with her, his eyes were no longer strange, and his emotions were no longer unpredictable.

What is the purpose of Zhan Leyan?

Cheng Ruoke took the matter to heart and planned to go back and ask Zhan Leyan.

She called the waiter again and asked for two peeing cow balls, and when they were served, Xiang Ling pouted in disgust.

"Huh! Ruoke, I remember that you don't like to eat this, the name is so angry, how can you bite it. ”

Cheng Ruoke didn't wait for an answer, Zhan Leyan took a whole plate of beef balls and put them in the hot pot.

"Don't you think it's delicious?"

Xiang Ling was stunned at this time.

"I really didn't expect that President Zhanda would like to eat this thing!"

JJ was also curious, so he added one to bite, and it burned his mouth.

"Wow!" She covered the corners of her red mouth, wanting to cry without tears, "How can this be!" ”

So Zhan Leyan gave JJ a lesson from the production of beef balls to the origin of the name, and taught JJ what she said, and finally only remembered one sentence, when eating, poke it first and then eat.

After eating, Xiang Ling sent JJ back to the company first, and Zhan Leyan took Cheng Ruoke to the hospital.

Ji Cheng was kept alone in a hospital ward because he had to undergo a physical examination and quarantine to make sure he was in good health at the time of the transplant surgery.

He was not in the room when Zhan Leyan went.

"Where can he go so late?" Cheng Ruoke asked.

So Zhan Le Yan didn't think about it, and went to the child's ward.

Through the window, I saw Chi Cheng sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at the little boy lying on the bed fixedly.

If it weren't for the fact that the instrument next to him showed that the heartbeat was fluctuating and the blood pressure was numerous, Cheng Ruoke even suspected that the child had stopped breathing.

After all, he looked so pale, his eye sockets were deep, and he was almost completely lifeless.

"Let's go in and see him." Cheng Ruoke said.

Zhan Leyan walked in, Cheng Ruoke stood at the door, and through the window on the door, he saw Zhan Leyan put his hand on Chi Cheng's shoulder.

So Cheng Ruoke turned around and sat on the waiting chair next to him, waiting quietly.

In the room, Zhan Leyan stood behind Chi Cheng and raised his hand to pat him on the shoulder.

"Was the matching successful?" Zhan Le asked.

"Yes." Chi Cheng's voice was a little dull and hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time, "If it goes well, the operation will be carried out in the afternoon of the day after tomorrow." ”

"He doesn't look very good." Zhan Leyan looked at the boy lying on the bed, the miserable white quilt barely bulged, you can imagine how thin he is.

"She should have come to me sooner." Chi Cheng rubbed his face with his hands and said as if he was a little tired.

Zhan Leyan didn't speak, and the equipment in the ward made a dripping sound, and the child moved a little uneasily.

Chi Cheng immediately leaned over to check on him.

He patted the child's arm gently, and the child fell silent.

"Maybe it's a dream?" Chi Cheng looked at the child's pale little face and said, "During the day, he asked me if I was his father. ”

Zhan Le Yan stood quietly and listened to Chi Cheng's words.

For the first time in so many years, he had seen this brother, who had been cheerful since he had grown up like a wild horse, showing such affection.

There is pain, there is tenderness, there is remorse.

Zhan Leyan can understand what it is like to be a father to see his children suffer such sins.

It's just that this emotion emanates from the body of a person who never grieves, and it makes people feel more intense and sympathetic.

"If I had known that there was such a small life as him in this world, I would have tried to find him, and maybe, he would not have become what he is today."

"Zhan, if the bone marrow transplant fails, I will hate myself for the rest of my life." Chi Cheng raised his head, looked at Zhan Le Yan with slightly red eyes.

"Trust the doctor." Zhan Leyan said.

Walking out of the ward, Zhan Leyan called the dean directly.

"Chicheng's surgery, find the most authoritative expert to do it, if it fails, I will change the hospital into a nightclub, and let you all go to be nightclub waiters!"

"I'll do my best, Mr. Zhan!" The director of the hospital wiped his sweat, and his gray beard trembled a little.

Putting down the phone, Zhan Leyan found that Cheng Ruoke was not waiting outside.

He thought she would go downstairs to wait for him in the car, so he went downstairs to find someone.

Cheng Ruoke didn't think as Zhan Leyan thought, she went to Nannan's ward.

Nan Nan has been sick because of the miscarriage, her body is weak, and her spirit has been hit.

When Cheng Ruoke entered, Xiao Qi fell asleep on the side of Nannan's bed, but Nannan stared at a pair of big blank eyes and turned her head to look at Cheng Ruoke.

As if she was unconscious, after seeing Cheng Ruoke, she turned her head back again, and her eyes were staring at the chandelier on the roof.

"Are you feeling better?" Cheng Ruoke asked in a low voice.

Xiao Qi was very sensitive, and quickly woke up after hearing the movement.

"Sister Ruoke, why are you here?" Xiao Qi smiled at Cheng Ruoke.

Cheng Ruoke saw that Xiao Qi's face had lost a lot of weight, and the big dark circles under his eyes showed the reason why he had lost weight, and he was not resting well.

"Well, I'll come and see, is she okay?" Cheng Ruoke asked Xiao Qi.

Xiao Qi pulled Cheng Ruoke and walked outside the ward.

"Sister Ruoke, I was about to look for you, I haven't eaten much in the past two days, and I haven't spoken, just staring at her, I'm a man who can't ask some things, can you help me ask her and persuade her?"

Looking at Xiao Qi's appearance, Cheng Ruoke completely gave up the idea of breaking them up.

Tribulation sees the truth, at this time, Xiao Qi still does not give up on Nannan, what else can Cheng Ruoke say.

"Okay, I'll go in and persuade her, but this kind of thing, no matter how much others persuade her, it's better to figure it out yourself, I think, you better give her a little more time."

Xiao Qi waited outside, and Cheng Ruoke walked in and sat on the edge of the bed.

"I know you're sad, but if you continue like this and make the man who hurt you change his mind, then I won't stop you. It's just that I hope you can think about it, what else do you get by doing this, except to hurt your own body and make the people who love you worry about you? Cheng Ruoke said to the unresponsive Nannan from the position of a sister.

Tears flowed down the corners of her eyes.

"I don't want him to change his mind, I want him to never recover, I want him to be crushed!" Her voice was soft, but with unmistakable cruelty.

Cheng Ruoke was even shocked by Nannan's expression at this time, and then felt faintly cold.

"If that's what you think, you'd better cheer yourself up and be able to bring that man to the point where he will never recover, rather than lie here and feel sorry for himself."

Nan Nan seemed to be stimulated by Cheng Ruoke's words, and her face became even paler.

"Do you think my life is as good as yours, you were adopted by a rich family, and you are married to Zhan Leyan, and you can have everything without doing anything, what about me? I didn't have a father when I was a child, my mother was frail and sickly, I had to work while going to school when I was a teenager, I chose to work in Glamour, not because it could support me and my mother, and finally there was an Eric, I thought I met my Prince Charming, but he actually liked you? Hahaha...... You can never understand what kind of mood an unlucky person I am in at work in Glow Color, every day, when a man's hands roam around my body, I hope he dies in the next second, I hope they go out and get hit by a car and die, I even wish I could get AIDS and then infect everyone who touches me! ”

Cheng Ruoke was shocked that Nannan could say such a thing.

How much suffering has she experienced to be so dark in her heart?

"I'm not as smooth sailing as you think," Cheng Ruoke tried to comfort Nannan, "It's not so much that I was adopted by the Cheng family, but that I was stolen, I left my biological parents for more than 20 years and couldn't recognize each other, Cheng Xu sold me to the Zhan family as a commodity, and what they wanted was just my heart." ”

When she heard Cheng Ruoke's words, she was stunned.

"But I never gave up rebelling against fate," Cheng Ruoke said to the point, "I tried to free myself from the fate of death, but I fell into one storm and trap after another, maybe you don't know, if it wasn't for Eric, I would have died under the cliff of the villa in the middle of the mountain." ”

"Eric really loves you." Nan snorted coldly.

"In my eyes, he is just a spoiled child, because he can't get it, he feels good, so he tries his best to ask me to be by his side." For the first time, Cheng Ruoke told others what he thought of Eric.

Nan Nan turned her head to look at Cheng Ruoke, and a trace of imperceptible surprise flashed on her face.

"Marrying Zhan Le Yan was kidnapped to the wedding scene," Cheng Ruoke smiled bitterly, "Although you don't have a father, it's much better than me having an adoptive father who sells me as a commodity and an adoptive mother who doesn't treat me as a family member at all, at least, you are free and you have yourself." What is more precious in this world than having oneself? ”

"Owning yourself?"

Nan Nan is not Xiao Qi, she went to college, and she thinks a lot in her head, she blinks, thinking about Cheng Ruoke's sentence 'having self'.

"I'm only glad that I met Zhan Leyan and not someone else, if it wasn't for his love, I don't think I would be able to survive today." Cheng Ruoke smiled with relief and said, "Cherish the people who love you, forget those things that are not worth your memory, Nan, you are only twenty years old, you still have a great future, you will have a warm family, and there will be someone who loves you......"

"Say no more!" Nan Nan suddenly looked a little broken, "I can never have children again, who would love a woman who can't have children?" ”

"I will! Nan, I love you, I want to marry you, I don't care if I have children or not, I just want to be good to you......"

Xiao Qi suddenly rushed in from outside, half-knelt in front of the hospital bed, and said to Nan Nan in tears.