Chapter 248: Fear of Growing Old Alone

Su Jinyan fell into a coma this time, and it took two days of sleep before he woke up, and before he opened his eyes, he felt the warm sunlight in the room.

As if she had noticed something, Su Jinyan no longer missed the sunlight outside the window, she turned her head and looked at the person lying on the side of the bed.

"Four Young ......"

Ji Ce felt that he was having auditory hallucinations again, and he had been staying in the ward these days, just afraid of missing anything again.

But every time I hear a sound, it ends up being an illusion.

The doctor said that he was too tired and needed a good rest, but Su Jinyan hadn't woken up yet, how could he leave her alone?

Jinyan, when did you wake up?

Can you wake up soon?

I miss you.

I felt the touch on the top of my head, and this time it felt more real.

Ji Ce thought, maybe he was really tired, and he was about to lose the difference between illusion and reality.

"Strategy ......"

After two seconds of hesitation, the closed eyes suddenly opened, and then met the reddish teary eyes.

"Jinyan!"

Ji Ce sat up, stretched out his two hands excitedly, but retracted when he was about to touch her.

He was worried that these were all hallucinations, that the illusion would disappear as soon as he stretched out his hand, and that his girl would always sleep like this.

As if seeing his fear and hesitation, Su Jinyan's hand slowly raised, "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”

When her hand touched his face, touched the scum on his face, and looked at his bloodshot eyes, Su Jinyan's nose was very sore.

"They said that Ji Yan was sick......

Ji Ce, who finally came back to his senses, grabbed Su Jinyan's hand, "Are you awake?" You're finally awake. ”

When she was hugged by Ji Ce, Su Jinyan cried loudly, "Si Shao, I thought I would never see you again, I was so scared, I couldn't bear you." ”

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's all over."

Ji Ce gently patted her on the back and comforted, although this master didn't say it, but in fact he was also very scared, afraid that he would lose this woman.

If there is no her, who else can accompany him to relieve his boredom in the future?

During the time when Su Jinyan was in a coma, Ji Ce was thinking that it was not easy for a person to find someone who was in tune with him.

Just like Xiao Nanye and Su Mo, just like Qiao Er and the little young master of the Jiang family.

In this world, there can be no second person as stupid as her, so stupid that she doesn't even want her own life, just to give him a child.

She said, Si Shao, I always dreamed of giving you a child, so that in the future, when I am gone, he can also be by your side.

She knew him, always did.

But stupid girl, it is impossible for a child to stay with his parents for the rest of his life.

They will grow up, meet someone they like, and have a family of their own.

And the only one who can really be by my side and keep me from being lonely in my life is you!

Looking at the kissing couple on the bed, the nurse whispered, "Doctor, are you going in?" ”

"Come back later!"

Su Jinyan has been in a coma for a few days, Ji Ce doesn't know how many times he has been fired, and once he was met by Ji Luotian, and his gun was confiscated directly.

Although H City is the Ji family's back garden, it is now a society under the rule of law after all, and there are many people in the hospital, in case it spreads out, it will be used by people with intentions.

Although the Ji family is not afraid of them, but now that it is an eventful season, Su Jinyan and Ji Yan are not out of danger, and it is better to have more than one thing.

However, Ji Luo came too late, and Ji Ce had already become notorious.

Now in the entire hospital, from the doctors to the cleaners, there is no one who is not afraid of him, and every time he sees him, he has to retreat, for fear of accidentally angering him.

may have been an experience since childhood, Ji Ce rarely treats people honestly.

Even Su Jinyan, it was only after he hurt others countless times that he realized that he liked others.

He is different from Xiao Nanye, he is used to machismo, even if he likes it, he is not willing to compromise too much, this is the first time he is so clingy.

At the beginning, Su Jinyan responded very emotionally, but after kissing her for so long, her lips were numb, and Si Shao still refused to let her go.

Su Jinyan buried his face in his arms and whispered in protest, "Si Shao, you, don't kiss it, it hurts." ”

Ji Ce also realized that he had overreacted, but the feeling of being lost and regained was not something that everyone could understand, he was just too happy.

The two hugged Wen for a while, and Su Jinyan remembered the nurse's words again, and hurriedly pushed Ji Ce away.

"Si Shao, what about Ji Yan? How is he? ”

Without waiting for Ji Ce to answer, Su Jinyan had already lifted the quilt excitedly, "Where is he?" I'm going to see him. ”

She had been lying down for so long, her body was weak, and she almost fell down as soon as her feet touched the ground, Ji Ce hurriedly supported her, "Don't worry, listen to me, Ji Yan is fine." ”

"You're a liar!"

Su Jinyan's lips trembled violently, and tears kept flowing down the corners of her eyes, "I'm going to see him, I'm going to see him, you let me go." ”

Seeing her crying so pitifully, Ji Ce was distressed, and without saying a word, he picked up the person and put it on the bed.

"I didn't lie to you, don't cry! Shrewd. ”

Su Jinyan still believed him, holding back tears and looking at him, "You didn't lie to me?" ”

Ji Ce couldn't cry or laugh, kissed her red and swollen eyes and said, "You dare to doubt your master's words?" ”

Su Jinyan shook her head, her two little hands still tugging at Ji Ce's clothes, "I heard them say that Ji Yan inherited my heart disease......"

Before he finished speaking, tears fell down like beads with broken threads.

Ji Ce didn't have time to wipe it, so he simply pressed the person into his arms, "Silly girl, if you want to inherit it, you will inherit it from your mother." ”

In fact, Su Jinyan's condition is not serious, as long as he is not stimulated too much, he will be fine, but Ji Yan is a real hereditary heart disease.

"That Ji Yan ......" Su Jinyan looked up at Ji Ce, and the mist in his eyes was churning.

Looking at her expectant gaze, Ji Ce's heart tightened, and his palm slowly fell on the top of her head, "I don't want to lie to you, but don't worry, the boss has found the best doctor, and Ji Yan will be fine." ”

Hearing him say this, Su Jinyan whimpered, "It's all my bad ......"

The doctor had told her a long time ago, but she insisted on going her own way, not listening to anyone, and insisting on giving birth to the child.

"It's all my fault, Si Shao, you scold me! It's all my ......."

This girl cried endlessly, Ji Ce was distressed and anxious, so she wanted to divert her attention, "Do you want to see him?" ”

Sure enough, hearing this, Su Jinyan's crying immediately stopped, and her red and swollen eyes looked at Ji Ce without blinking.

Ji Ce took out his phone and opened a video.

Seeing the intubated baby in the incubator, Su Jinyan hurriedly covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying, she finally knew why Si Shao didn't take her to see it.

The video was sent by Alice, the time was very short, only a dozen seconds, and because Ji Yan was too weak, the picture was almost forbidden.

But Su Jinyan watched it more than a dozen times, crying while watching, and her eyes were so swollen that she couldn't see.

"Okay, don't look at it."

When the phone was taken away, Su Jinyan reached out and wanted to grab it, but how could she be Ji Ce's opponent?

"Four Young ......"

Su Jinyan was crying as soon as she opened her mouth, Ji Ce was still worried about whether her tears would run dry, and this person had already grabbed his sleeve and begged.

"I'm going to see him, can you take me to see him?"

Ji Ce was a little embarrassed, but looking at Su Jinyan's swollen walnut-like eyes, he nodded, "Okay, I'll take you there." ”

Women can't blow the wind during confinement, Ji Ce put his coat on Su Jinyan, and then hugged it directly and left.

Su Jinyan leaned softly in his arms, always feeling that he had no strength.

"Si Shao, have I slept for a long time?"

"What do you say?"

Hearing the murderous three words, Su Jinyan's neck shrunk, and then he looked at the stubble on Ji Ce's chin.

Four less, it looks so tired.

When they arrived at the neonatal intensive care unit, through the thick glass, the mother and son met for the first time.

Looking at the children in the incubator, Su Jinyan covered her mouth and choked up and asked, "Is it a boy or a girl?" ”

Ji Ce lowered his head and touched her face, "Boy." ”

Su Jinyan nodded, "He's so small." ”

Ji Ce said: "Yes! Like a kitten. ”

Then Su Jinyan smiled and glared at him dissatisfied, "How can anyone say this about his son." ”

Ji Ce smiled and didn't speak, and Su Jinyan asked again, "Have you ever hugged him?" He's good-looking? ”

The child was sent here as soon as he was born, and no one has ever held it except for doctors and nurses, and as for whether he looks good or not, I really can't say this.

Seeing Ji Ce's frowning, Su Jinyan was a little worried, "Yes, isn't it good-looking?" ”

Ji Ce 'tsk' for a moment, "What do you say?" His skin was red and wrinkled, like a monkey. ”

First he said he looked like a kitten, and now he said he looked like a monkey, are you sure it's your own father?

Su Jinyan held back tears and defended, "Children are like this when they are born. ”

Seeing that she was about to cry, Ji Ce hurriedly changed his words, "Don't cry!" I didn't say he was ugly! ”

"That's what you mean!"

No mother will dislike her child, and she can't accept others saying that her child is ugly, especially if this person is still the child's father.

Ji Ce couldn't laugh or cry, "Actually, I didn't see it clearly, isn't this far away?" ”

Su Jinyan reluctantly accepted this explanation, and looked inside with some expectation, "Can't I go in and see him?" He's so pitiful in there alone. ”

Ji Ce kissed her pale little face, "Don't worry, there are so many doctors and nurses taking care of him, it's going to be fine." ”

Looking at the poor little thing in the incubator, Su Jinyan blamed himself so badly.

If only she hadn't fallen, if the child had grown a little bigger in her womb, she wouldn't have suffered as much as she does now.

Su Jinyan put her hand on the glass, she was very tired now, but those eyes were reluctant to leave Ji Yan, it was her and Si Shao's child.

"Baby ......"

When Ji Ce was carried back to the ward, Su Jinyan kept looking back.

When she finally couldn't see it, she said, "Si Shao, Ji Yan will be fine, right?" He's not going to leave me, is he? ”

Ji Ce looked down at her, "Don't worry, everything is with me." ”

Hearing Ji Ce's assurance, Su Jinyan finally closed her eyes with relief.