I used to think he didn't spend much time with me?

And what is he doing now, he doesn't want to finish what he didn't finish in the utility room just now, right?

I feel a little embarrassed when I think about the crazy things I had done before. Hurriedly stretched out his hand to block his dishonest hand, and asked curiously: "Xuyun listened to you, you used to be a doctor in a big hospital in the city?" "He didn't like it when I asked him about the past, so I spoke in a cautious voice.

When he heard this, his eyes immediately turned cold, "That's all in the past, don't ask again, don't try to remember." Because, there is no going back. We just need to live our lives as we are. Do you understand? ”

Do you understand? This is Xuyun's mantra, and I really want to answer if I don't understand, but I know that he doesn't like me to answer no. In fact, I feel like I've been living in a daze all day, I don't know who I am, I still have no parents at home, when I got married to him, and what caused him to leave the hospital in the city and bring me to live in this village? I forgot everything, I don't know, how could I not try to remember?

Moreover, it was clearly he who mentioned it just now.

"Little lotus?" Without my answer, Xuyun put his dishonest hand on my shoulder and shook it slightly.

I retracted my thoughts and nodded at him with difficulty, "Understood." ”

"It's good to understand. Come, sit down here. When he saw me nodding, he helped me to his desk and sat down.

I sat down and looked at him with some confusion, "What are you going to do?" ”

"Stretch out your hand and I'll give you a pulse."

"Take the pulse? But I'm fine, nothing uncomfortable, right? "I'm confused.

But he didn't answer me, but without waiting for me to give him my hand, he took my own hand, put it on the soft pillow, stood aside, closed his eyes and gave me a pulse.

I watched him close his eyes and take his pulse seriously for a long time, I really felt bored, and my eyes fell on his slender white hand on my wrist. For a moment, I lost sight of his hands.

"Hey." It took him a long time to withdraw his hand and sigh in frustration.

When I saw him like this, I chuckled in my heart, "Why are you sighing?" Didn't you find out what disease I had? ”

He seemed to be thinking about something, but when he heard me say this, he frowned and became angry at me, "Hurry up, what nonsense." With me, how can you get any disease! ”

It's rare to see him so childish, I couldn't help but laugh, "Poof, look at your nervous appearance, if I wasn't sick, then what are you sighing for?" ”

"I'm just depressed, it's been two years since Xiaoyu was born, and we have sex almost every day, why haven't you been pregnant yet......" At the end of the words, his heroic long eyebrows tightened more and more, looking very annoyed.

I didn't care, "It's a good thing, we'll be enough to worry about with Xiaoyu, and if we have another one, wouldn't it be messy?" ”

I didn't mean to say a word, but I didn't expect to attract Xu Yun's sharp gaze, this gaze was the first time I saw it, and I panicked for a while, "Xu Yun, I'm ...... Did I say something wrong? ”

He condescendingly slashed at me like this, but he didn't answer me, but his eyes became more and more fierce. Now I don't dare to gasp.

We looked at each other timidly for a long time, until I was about to be suffocated by oppression, he looked away, and said in a cold voice: "You go home first, you don't have to wait for me to come home for dinner at noon and night." ”

As soon as his fierce gaze took off me, I was like a drowning man, with my head out of the water, breathing greedily and breathing greedily, unable to speak for a long time.

"Not leaving? Aren't you afraid of getting in my way? After a few dozen seconds of delay, he didn't respond to him, so he urged me to do it.

I was really angry this time, "What are you urging, didn't you just say that the village here is small, and there are not many patients to see a doctor, can't I hinder you?" What are you doing now in a hurry to drive me away? Hum! ”

Obviously they are husband and wife, but I always feel that he is the master, I am a slave, I must obey whatever he says, otherwise he will punish me coldly and violently like this or very violently, I am really fed up!

At the end of the sentence, without waiting for him to say anything more, I got up from my chair and walked out with my feet up.

I thought that when he saw me lose his temper, he would definitely catch up and apologize, but when I walked out, he ignored me!

This made me feel very uncomfortable, and the tears of grievance couldn't stop coming out, not to mention anyone else, even I felt that his personality was unbearable!

After walking out of the door for a long time, I didn't wait for him to chase after me, so I gritted my teeth and ran away in tears.

Along the way, I met the villagers in the village, and they all felt like ghosts when they saw me, and they ran far away, which made me feel even more uncomfortable.

When I finally walked to the fork in the road at home, a black shadow suddenly came out from behind the black locust tree at the fork in the road, startling me, "Uh, who's that?" ”

"It's me! Have you forgotten what I told you to be waiting for you here? ”

It was Sister-in-law Ruan, in fact, when she was talking, I also saw her appearance clearly, so I reached out and patted my chest to calm down, "I haven't forgotten, but I didn't expect you to jump out from behind the tree and be scared." ”

Hearing me say this, she smiled awkwardly, then reached out and patted the bark on the top of the national skirt, and urged: "Let's go quickly, otherwise it won't be good to bump into him if Dr. Zhao comes back and hasn't found it." ”

"Don't worry...... "My heart tingled, and the steps under my feet moved forward mechanically, "He won't go home for dinner today at noon or night." I guess I'm going to the city to buy medicines or something. ”

"That's great!" Sister-in-law Ruan hurried to catch up with me, looking even happier.

I knew she thought it would be easier for her to find the box of silver ornaments, but I was getting more and more disappointed.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Sister-in-law Ruan turned her head to look at me and asked, "Your eyes are red, are you okay?" ”

"It's okay......" I didn't want to talk to Sister-in-law Ruan about my family, but I was really aggrieved in my heart, and if I didn't say it, I was afraid that I would go crazy with depression, so I added softly, "It's not a big deal, it's just that sometimes I feel that Xuyun cares about me very much, but sometimes, I feel that he doesn't care about me at all......"

Speaking of which, I cried uselessly in front of outsiders.

Sister-in-law Ruan looked at me for a long time before she sighed, and her words were a little meaningful, "Doctor Zhao's mind is indeed elusive, but his feelings for you can't be hidden." There is not a woman in the stockade who does not envy you. ”

"Envy me?" I laughed to myself, "You don't see the other side of him." ”

"The other side?" Sister-in-law Ruan asked in surprise.

Naturally, it was impossible for me to tell her about Xuyun's perverted behavior at night, so I hurriedly changed the subject, "Our house used to belong to your cousin, so is there a basement under the house?" ”

"There shouldn't be any, the rocky house in our village is not empty like a stilted building. But why do you ask? Sister-in-law Ruan said.

I was going to say that there had been a strange noise under the house for the past few days, so I thought about asking her, but when we were already at the door, I didn't answer her, but said, "Here we are." ”

Seeing this, Sister-in-law Ruan grabbed my arm sharply and looked around the courtyard gate with a nervous expression, as if some terrible monster was about to attack her.

Although I was puzzled, I didn't ask much, just reached out and pushed open the courtyard door and led her inside.

The moment she stepped through the door, she hugged my arms tighter, and her body even trembled.

At this time, I couldn't help but ask, "Sister-in-law Ruan, what's wrong with you?" ”

"It's nothing, it's just ......" She was about to answer me when she suddenly stared at a corner of the courtyard and froze.

Seeing this, I hurriedly followed her gaze, and saw that at the corner where the kitchen was leaning against the courtyard wall, a pink figure was bending over, holding a stick in his hand to turn over the fallen leaves on the ground, as if he was looking for something.

Is this a burglar?!

Although I didn't see her face, after observing it for a while, this figure and clothes made me recognize her, and I couldn't help but shout in confusion, "Lixiang? ”

"Reika!"

I never thought that I would shout out in unison with Sister-in-law Ruan, and after shouting, I glanced at each other and looked over there again.

Lixiang, who was looking for something in the yard, was so shocked that the stick in her hand fell off and fell to the ground, and then, when she turned her head to look at us, she was nervously speechless. In this way, it is completely like a thief who was caught stealing on the spot.

For a moment, the atmosphere in the courtyard became awkward. I've always thought Reika was a very nice person, but I didn't expect to do such a thing. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed it.

The scene was quiet for a while, and Sister-in-law Ruan suddenly took the lead in speaking, "Lixiang, you kid really helped me sneak in to find silver jewelry?" ”

Lixiang is twenty years old, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and she is very heroic. But he is not tall, with two braids, and a famous headscarf on his head, because he is not married, he wears a pink national skirt. Hearing Sister-in-law Ruan's words, she blinked, and was stunned for a long time before she looked at me embarrassedly and said, "Yes, I thought to myself that you can't come in, so I'll help you find it by the way when I send Xiaoyu back for a nap...... Look for the silver ornament. ”

It turns out that this is the case, I think it is impossible for Lixiang to do anything to steal chickens and dogs, otherwise, she would not have charged me for helping me bring Xiaoyu before. I breathed a sigh of relief, and the atmosphere eased.

"You kid ......" Sister-in-law Ruan walked up to her, patted her on the shoulder, and wanted to talk about her, but she didn't seem to be able to bear it, so she looked back at me and explained for her, "Sister Baihe, didn't Dr. Zhao not agree with me coming in to find a silver jewelry box a few days ago?" I just chatted with Lixiang, but I didn't expect her to fall in love with her, and actually helped me find it secretly, I'm really sorry! ”

"Yes, I'm sorry, Sister Xiaohe."

Reika is a year younger than me, and she usually calls me sister. So, I will hear her sweet sister call out, and I will forgive her.

"It's okay, you just want to help Sister-in-law Ruan. I don't blame you, but did Xiaoyu sleep? ”

"He's sleeping soundly, and I've eaten lunch at my house, don't worry." Speaking of light rain, Reika laughed. With a doting tone between her words, it can be seen that she really likes Xiaoyu.

I smiled gratefully, "I know you're doing your best." ”

Then he said a few polite words to her, and then asked them to go into the house to find the silver jewelry box, but who knows, after entering, Lixiang hurriedly grabbed Sister-in-law Ruan, who was looking for the box, and said, "Sister-in-law Ruan, I have looked for it here, no." ”

"Looked?" When Sister-in-law Ruan heard this, she looked lost.

But I feel uncomfortable, although this Lixiang is to help people, but it is too rude to enter someone's house to find something without the permission of the owner. I thought she was just looking for it outside, but I didn't expect to find it all in the house!

I guess it was because I saw that my face sank again, and Lixiang hurriedly apologized to me embarrassedly, "Sister Xiaohe, I came in to find something without the permission of you and Dr. Zhao just now, I'm really sorry!" But I didn't move anything! ”

She apologized like this, and it was not good for me to keep my face calm, so I sighed helplessly, "Forget it, you have found everything, I don't care." But next time you do this, I won't forgive you. ”

Li Xiang breathed a sigh of relief when she heard this, and promised: "I promise that there will be no next time, thank you, Sister Xiaohe." ”

"It's not in this house, could it be in the yard?" Sister-in-law Ruan was immersed in her own thoughts at this time, and her eyes looked back and forth in the house for a long time, and finally walked out of the house.

Naturally, Reika and I followed.

After arriving in the courtyard, Sister-in-law Ruan looked around, and finally fixed her eyes on the firewood room in the backyard, and asked Lixiang beside her, "Have you found it there?" ”

"Before you could look there, you came in." Reika glanced at me and smiled embarrassedly.

When Sister-in-law Ruan heard this, she turned her head to my side again and asked me, "Sister Baihe, if I remember correctly, there was no firewood room there, right?" When did you build a firewood house? ”

I shook my head, "I don't know, because when I woke up from amnesia, there was already a firewood house and a cellar. ”

"Cellar?!"

"Cellar ......"