Chapter 849: Xu Yi's Confession Thank you to the eldest daughter-in-law with eye circles for holding a jade pendant
After waiting for so long, finally, Luo Xi brought back the person I wanted to see. Xu Yi is an indispensable part of my life, but the part about her is almost blank. Xu Yi was dressed in a white dress, just like when I first met her, she was holding an umbrella, and her hands trembled slightly.
The ends of her long hair were already wet from the rain. Xu Yi lowered her head, and she still didn't step in until the moment Luo Xi walked into the room. I gave up talking to Du Lei for the time being, and everyone stopped talking, just as the showers stopped, it turned out that so much time had passed.
The thunder no longer sounded, and the sunlight after the rain finally broke through the clouds, and the slanting sun sprinkled on the threshold and on the umbrella held by Xu Yi. Xu Yi put down the umbrella in her hand, and the sun shone on her body again. It's just that Xu Yi has never entered this room, and her head has not been raised.
If she doesn't come in, I'll go out.
Slowly, I walked in front of Xu Yi, I gently hugged her, Xu Yi's body, as cold as ever, still exuded a faint smell of vanilla. Xu Yi's body trembled, she cried, she didn't make a sound, but I could feel it. The umbrella in Xu Yi's hand fell to the ground, her hands drooping, and she didn't dare to hug me.
It's like a lifetime, how long has it been since I've embraced the woman I love. We didn't know how long we had been standing, no one came to disturb us, I greedily breathed the familiar smell of Xu Yi's body, and at this moment, I suddenly felt that my life had not yet despaired to the point of no way out.
At least, Du Lei is not dead, and Xu Yi is still there. I hugged Xu Yi tighter, and she refused to speak, which made me nervous. I whispered softly in Xu Yi's ear, "I'm here." "I know that no matter how nice the love words are at this time, it is useless, and it is useless to say sorry.
I didn't accompany Xu Yi through the difficulties when she needed help the most, nor did I trust Xu Yi unconditionally when she needed her trust the most. No matter what the road will be in the future, and no matter what the outcome of each of us will be in the future, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that I will not choose to escape anymore, I will take my own responsibility, take on the responsibility of a man, and take the responsibility of Professor Li.
When I let go of my hand, Xu Yi's face was full of tears, her eyes were moist, slightly red, and her fair face was full of tiredness. I suddenly felt distressed, how much courage does it take for a once gentle girl to pick up a gun and resist life. The original girl has transformed into a mature woman.
Her heart is strong. I can't imagine what kind of feeling Xu Yi felt when she learned everything, followed Du Lei on the 330 bus, and confronted the mastermind behind the scenes, and I can't imagine what kind of torment she felt during the time when she was forced to follow the red clothes.
Xu Yi suddenly knelt down, so fast that I couldn't stop it. Xu Yi actually knelt in front of me like this, or rather, she knelt in front of everyone. I wanted to help Xu Yi up, but Du Lei grabbed me. As soon as I wanted to say something, Du Lei shook his head at me.
"Respect her choice." Du Lei said to me.
I don't want to help Xu Yi anymore, everything is Xu Yi's own choice. I stepped aside, my nose slightly sour, and all my eyes were on the woman. At all times, prostrations are a great prostration, or a salute from a junior to an elder, or a sign of repentance.
Xu Yi finally spoke, as if he had mustered up enough courage. Xu Yi didn't look at me, I could feel the dodge in Xu Yi's eyes, she didn't know how to face me. And this cowardice is because of the betrayal of her parents, but also because of her betrayal. Despite thousands of reasons, Xu Yi finally chose to leave me and follow the red clothes.
Even if Xu Yi is in danger because Cui Yunyi is in danger, because my life is threatened. However, we can forgive all this, but Xu Yi has no way to forgive himself. When Xu Yi closed her eyes, two lines of tears slid down her face, and her lips trembled: "I am willing to take responsibility for my parents' mistakes." ”
Sure enough, Xu Yi was repenting for her parents. The first uncle, who had already calmed down, suddenly slapped the table fiercely, his tone was full of anger, and he asked Xu Yi: "How are you responsible?" Do you know what your parents did? If only it were a simple betrayal! ”
Xu Yi didn't open her eyes, she took a deep breath: "I am willing to do whatever you want me to do." ”
I didn't expect that after a few months, when I saw Xu Yi again, Xu Yi would face everyone with such a posture.
"What you do now doesn't help, what they do, you can't change. They can do human experiments, but the people behind the scenes can't do human experiments! Uncle Yi shouted angrily.
Actually, what Uncle Yi said, every one of us knows it, but Uncle Yi was the first to say the worst considerations in everyone's hearts. Xu Rongzheng and Cui Yunyi used the abandoned factory to conduct human experiments, in order to restore the limited research drawings in Cui Yunyi's memory.
Cui Yunyi and Xu Rongzheng are both dead, but the content of the research drawings that Cui Yunyi remembered may have long been in the hands of the mastermind behind the scenes. At the beginning, they were able to conduct human trials in 1988, and after ten years, no one can guarantee that the mastermind behind the experiment will not continue.
Even, the mastermind behind the scenes has successfully restored the content of the drawings. But this, after all, is the worst consideration, the mastermind behind the scenes uses Hongyi and others to compete for kraft paper, which shows that the mastermind behind the scenes wants to get the research drawings, and the content of the research drawings should not have been completely restored.
However, the mastermind behind the scenes is not very eager to crave kraft paper, and he is more inclined to play with us in applause, which is likely to indicate that the mastermind behind the scenes is sure not to use kraft paper to restore the content of the research drawings, and may be close to success.
That's what worries us the most.
Once the theoretical research of the research drawings is turned into reality and then put on all parts of the country, I don't know how many innocent people will be brutally tortured and killed, which is a social disaster. The police have always been jealous, and the Youth Federation has always been jealous, also because of chemical weapons, which are really terrifying.
Everyone was silent, and Xu Yi finally opened his eyes bravely: "What my parents did, I will pay it back, if you want to kill me, I will not resist." ”
Uncle Yi snorted coldly: "Do you want to die?" ”
Xu Yi shook his head: "I don't want to." ”
First Uncle: "Then what do you want to do?" ”
Xu Yi: "Catch the mastermind behind the scenes and atone for your sins." ”
At this time, I finally couldn't hold back anymore, I strode in front of Xu Yi, and Du Lei didn't stop me anymore. I wanted to lift Xu Yi up, but Xu Yi's knees felt like they were nailed to the ground. Xu Yi refused to get up.
"Xu Yi, each of us has sins that cannot be forgiven, and this cannot be changed. Your sins come from your parents, and the one who really should kneel before us is the one behind the scenes. My voice trembled: "It's time for us to fight back." ”
Xu Yi slowly raised his head, and we looked at each other.
"People in our circle are suspicious of each other, hate each other, love each other, and hostile to each other, all of us have experienced pain, we have too many complex entanglements, maybe there is no way to solve them in our lifetime, no matter what happens to each of us in the end, that is the end." I tried to hold Xu Yi up again, and finally, Xu Yi was helped up by me: "The grievances between all of us should be left to the end." ”
Finally, Xu Yi hid in my arms.
This woman is just pretending to be brave, her slender shoulders are simply unable to bear all this pressure and burden. I hugged Xu Yi tightly and let her cry loudly. Time passed minute by minute, it was already evening, the fish were no longer falling, and the air after the rain was very fresh, mixed with the smell of earth.
Slowly, it got dark.
When they sat down again at the wooden table in the house, the oil lamps in the room were running out. Xu Yi and I stood, I held her hand tightly, and no matter what, I would not let go again.