Chapter 51: Don't want a father

At night, Xie Xin stood up obediently and asked Xie Rong to wash her face.

But Xie Xin's sudden words made Xie Rong stunned in place.

"Mom, you said that Dad has been hiding and hiding with me, so is he as good as Uncle Ruan?" Xie Xin raised a smile and asked very innocently.

Xie Xin had never met her father, but her mother told her that she also had a father, and that her father was a very good person.

Xie Rong was speechless for a while, she actually had no impression of her husband at all, but in order not to leave a psychological shadow on the child, she has always created a good image of her husband.

"He is better than Uncle Ruan and loves you more." Xie Rong squatted down, met the child's eyes, and replied seriously.

In fact, Xie Rong didn't know if this sentence was reliable, she had discussed this matter with Ruan Dongyu, but the other party always smiled gently, but quietly changed the topic.

After a long time, Xie Rong, who was originally very concerned about this matter, stopped pestering to ask.

But as soon as Xie Xin brought it up, she would recall the existence of this husband, what had happened before? Where the hell is her husband?

Xie Rong also assumed in his heart that maybe that person ...... He was gone, but she knew that her husband was still alive, but he might not be able to see them because of something.

She also defended that person a lot, she believed in herself and would not trust anyone else.

"Then why didn't he come to Xinxin?" Xie Xin asked calmly, with a maturity that she shouldn't have at her age.

Originally, Xie Xin would not have asked these things, but today she suddenly remembered that there was still a "father", and she also knew that even if she asked, her mother would not be sad.

Xie Rong smiled, although she didn't understand this question, but if she wanted to coax the child, she could still do it.

"Because you're very good at peek-a-boo, your dad can't find you, isn't that why you're very good?" Xie Rong touched Xie Xin's head, and the girl's soft hair made Xie Rong's heart soft.

She knew that as long as she was grateful to be by her side, everyone else didn't matter.

It has always been this daughter who shares the ups and downs with her, although Ruan Dongyu also takes care of them, but Xie Rong regards Ruan Dongyu as his best friend.

If it is beyond the relationship between friends, Xie Rong always feels that something is strange.

But she couldn't say what was strange, she just felt that she and Ruan Dongyu were not compatible.

"Uh-huh, the heart is very powerful! Even compared with Uncle Ruan Dongyu, Xinxin's rock-paper-scissors is the most powerful! Xie Xin laughed again, although she couldn't get an accurate reply, her train of thought was easily diverted by Xie Rong.

"When Xinxin grows up, he must be very good to Uncle Ruan Dongyuโ€”"

"I know, I know! Because my uncle is very kind to my heart! Therefore, the heart should be grateful to repay it! Xie Xin tilted his head and said this happily.

Obviously, Xie Rong has been teaching by Xie Xin's side, to let her know that Ruan Dongyu is good to her.

Their mother and daughter can be regarded as uprooted, although Xinxin was born in this small town, Xie Rong knew that he obviously had a family before.

In such a place, Xie Rong was taken care of and helped by Ruan Dongyu, and Ruan Dongyu's kindness to their mother and daughter, she was always afraid that she would not be able to repay them for the rest of her life.

Xie Rong looked at Xinxin's small body, but recalled the scene when he was in the hospital.

She didn't have any money at that time, if it weren't for Ruan Dongyu's help, I'm afraid she and Xinxin would have died long ago, and then all the items that the child needed were bought with Ruan Dongyu's help.

Even the flower shop opened by Xie Rong himself was funded by Ruan Dongyu.

Xie Rong didn't know why, she always felt that Ruan Dongyu gave her a kind feeling, just like family, but she couldn't have a throbbing of love for him at all.

Xie Rong patted Xie Xin's little shoulder and told her to hurry up and do her homework.

Looking at Xie Xin's running figure, Xie Rong could only sigh slowly, how could she not know Ruan Dongyu's thoughts? People spend so much effort to help her, but what can she repay?

And it's been five years, Ruan Dongyu has made it clear and hinted, but she silently refused.

Xie Rong can't look at Ruan Dongyu like a lover, in her eyes, Ruan Dongyu has always been a benefactor-like existence, but if she wants to make a promise - this is not a TV series, she has a child, and she doesn't even know who the child's biological father is, how can she marry Ruan Dongyu in such a state?

No matter what the conditions are, Xie Rong feels that there are many problems that have not been solved, and she is not qualified to occupy an exclusive position next to Ruan Dongyu.

Ruan Dongyu deserves better, he will have a young girlfriend, not a woman of unknown origin with a child.

"Mom!" Xie Xin ran halfway, stopped and thought for a while before continuing to shout, "Can we not do without Dad?" โ€

Hearing this, Xie Rong's heart was extremely shocked!

Didn't she hear it right?

Xie Xin actually asked such a question, and Xie Rong didn't know how to respond at all.

It stands to reason that in a situation like Xie Xin, shouldn't it be crying and shouting to see his biological father?

Xie Rong was a little stunned, she looked at her daughter who was far away from her in a daze.

"Mom?" Seeing that her mother didn't answer, and even her eyes were fluttering, Xie Xin was a little dissatisfied, she screamed a few words, but still didn't get a response from Xie Rong.

"Mom!" Xie Xin ran back and hooked the corner of Xie Rong's clothes with his fingers.

At this time, Xie Rong came back to her senses, and she asked slowly, "Xinxin, what did you say?" โ€

"I said, can we not have a father?" Xie Xin raised his face and looked at Xie Rong with a very serious look.

Xie Xin didn't want to embarrass her mother, because every time she mentioned "Dad", the omnipotent mother had to think for a long time before she could give her an answer.

She doesn't necessarily need a dad to be by her side, in her heart, if dad is there, even if it's good, but she hasn't seen the so-called "dad" for a long time, so this "dad" is dispensable for her.

"Heart-to-heart......" Xie Rong's mood is very complicated, of course she wants the child to stay next to her biological father.

But the reality just didn't allow it, she had no way of knowing the whereabouts of that person, and she couldn't even remember what he looked like.

"Mom, can't we live without Dad?" Xie Xin didn't understand why Xie Rong paused for a long time when she mentioned her "father".