I saw that he was angrily slashing at me, and his handsome face turned red because he was angry or because he pulled me too hard just now.

He wasn't scary, and I didn't want to hide from him, but in the face of my parents' warnings and the threat of Bai Xue's violence, I had to do it.

I looked at him suspiciously for a while, and finally couldn't help but say to him, "Brother Yun, you are not terrible, what is terrible is ...... It's ......"

Halfway through the sentence, I finally stopped. I can't tell him what my sister forced me to do, so my parents' plan to match her and Brother Yun will be in vain.

"What's scary?" Xuyun asked.

I bowed my head and refused to speak again.

"If you don't say it, I know." Xuyun let go of my wrist and continued at me, "It's your family who is terrible. You're afraid to make them angry when they see me, and then they will be violent at you, right? ”

"How do you know?" I looked up at him in amazement.

When he heard this, his long eyebrows tightened, and his gaze became colder and colder, "Sure enough!" Bai He, we have known each other for five or six years, and you have called my brother for five or six years, do you have a little ...... No feelings at all? Your family won't let you see me, so you avoid me? Am I so weightless in your heart? ”

"It's not like that. Brother Yun is the person I care about the most, but I ...... "I want to cry, but he once said that if you want to call him brother, you can't cry, so I held back my tears and continued to him, "It's just that my sister likes you very much, and I also think that you are a good match, and we will be very good together in the future......"

"Just because your sister likes me, you're avoiding me? What bullshit logic is this! What childishness! When Xuyun said this, he turned his head angrily and stopped looking at me.

Seeing that he was angry, I carefully tugged at his sleeve and said aggrievedly: "Brother Yun, I ...... I'm not an adult. Why are you so angry? ”

"That's enough!" He turned his head to look at me again, his eyes full of forbearance, "Bai He, there are some things that you are still young and I can't say to you." But I can tell you very clearly now that I, Zhao Xuyun, can't like your sister! You don't have to avoid me because of her. ”

"Why don't you like my sister? I see that you often come to my house to find my sister and buy her a lot of things...... If you don't like her, why do it? Although I heard him say that he wouldn't like my sister, I was inexplicably excited, but I was even more confused.

"Because...... Because I didn't go to see her! ”

"Not her?" I was even more confused.

"You're such a pig's head!" He was angry, reached out and patted me on the head, and then stared at me with a strange gaze, "Forget it, you can't understand what I explain to you now, you just need to remember that I already have someone I like in my heart, not your sister." ”

"Brother Yun...... Do you have someone you like? ”

I felt a loss in my heart, and then I couldn't help but feel hot in my eyes, and tears flowed out of my eyes, but I was afraid of being seen by him, so I was busy turning my head, but he held my face and smiled at me with the corners of my lips raised slightly, "What are you crying about?" Is it uncomfortable to hear that I have someone I like? ”

"Talent...... Not at all! I'm angry, since you don't like my sister, and you go to her all day long, what are you doing to make her misunderstood? I lowered my eyes, not daring to look at him, but my tone was very sad.

"Because the person I like is also surnamed Bai. Forget it, there are still three years. After three years, I'll tell you who she is! Now, all I ask is that you don't hide from me, and don't be afraid of the snow. Xuyun stretched out his thumb to help me wipe the tears on my face, and said to me seriously, "With Bai Xue's character, if you continue to endure like this, you will lose more than me...... My brother will even be your life. If you really think I'm important, learn to resist her for my sake and for your own sake! ”

"Resistance?" When I heard the last two words, I was so frightened that I couldn't breathe evenly, "No, she has a lot of strength and is taller than me, I can't beat her ...... at all"

"Fool, you don't have to do it when dealing with a person! It's about grasping her weaknesses and striking hard, and when the time comes, she will become the one who is afraid of you. ”

"But I won't ......"

"Isn't there still me?" He pinched my cheek and said to me in a somewhat doting tone, "As long as you don't hide from me, I'll be happy to teach you some ways to deal with her." ”

"Why do you always help me like this?" My heart beat faster when I looked at his handsome face so close, hoping that he would say that he liked me. But......

"Who made me agree to you calling me brother?" He let go of the hand that pinched my cheek and smiled at me.

It's just that there is a sly gaze under my eyes, which makes me a little confused. But it's more because of his words. It turns out that he has been helping me like this, just treating me as his sister!

It's also good that way, though. I am really happy to be treated as a sister by him. I don't want anything else, and of course, I'm too young to ask for anything else.

……

In the following clips, most of the scenes are of me secretly going to the cherry blossom forest to find him, and he teaches me how to be strong. I pretended to study hard, but in fact I had an excuse to see him. When I got home, facing the snow, I was still the same submissive me.

Until the summer when I was sixteen years old, Bai Xue followed me, knowing that I often secretly went to see Xuyun, when I passed by the lake on my home, she suddenly rushed out and pushed me into the lake, I didn't know how to water, I struggled in the water, called her name, and asked her to save me, but she smiled at me and said, "Bai He, I have never treated you as a sister, just like my parents have never treated you as a daughter!" Damn you...... Should have died on the day of birth! If the younger brother is alive, my father will not lose my grandfather's inheritance, and our family will get through the difficulties, and the family will be happy. But you are the one who lives, and our family has been doomed ever since...... It's all your fault! It's all your ......."

Listening to her words, my heart was so cold that I didn't struggle anymore, and let myself slowly sink to the bottom of the lake.

How can they think that? How can I choose my birth? How do you choose whether my brother dies or I die when I am born?

I always thought that as long as I obeyed them, they would eventually understand that even if it was me, it was not a bad thing. It didn't turn out to be that way. It seems that I was wrong. It's really like Brother Yun said, the more I put up with it, the more they will be even worse on me!

The moment I sank to the bottom of the lake, choked by the water, and was about to die, I had nothing but hatred for them in my heart!

"Little lotus!" Just as I was dying, it was as if I heard the shouts of Xuyun, but then the picture was broken.

The next time I had the picture, it was me lying on the bed in a luxurious room.

Hurriedly lifted the quilt and walked down, looking around the room, until before I knew it, I walked to the dresser, and saw myself in the mirror, which was a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl, with waist-length black hair, half hanging in front and half in the back. On the snow-white face, with big eyebrows and big eyes, under the nose are pink lips, and with a slight pout, two deep pear vortices are revealed on the face.

Looking at the pale green nightdress I was wearing in the mirror, I was surprised, "Where am I?" ”

"You're in my room." Suddenly, I heard a familiar male voice at the door.

I was busy looking for the sound to look over, and I was startled by the elegant young man who walked in, and looked at him carefully, and found that he was wearing light gray loose casual clothes, neatly trimmed three-inch dense hair, long eyebrows and handsome eyes, and his facial features were still handsome, but he was much more mature than when he was a teenager before.

"Brother Yun, I'm not dead?" I was surprised to see him.

"Of course."

Xuyun walked over and reached out to touch my cheek, I took a shy step back, he retracted his hand, there was a lost expression on his face, and I hurriedly opened my mouth to break the embarrassing atmosphere, "You saved me?" ”

"Nope."

"Who's that?" I seemed to be choking to death in the water when I heard him shouting at me, how could it not be that he saved me?

"Heavy rain." He replied lightly with two words.

"That husky you raised? How so? "I obviously don't believe it.

"It smelled the snow and, after you left, screamed and broke free from its chain and rushed out to find you. I sensed something was wrong, and I just went with it. Unexpectedly, I saw you struggling in the lake, but Bai Xue was indifferent. Even after hearing the cry of the torrential rain, he fled in the wilderness. When he said this, he didn't go on.

But my heart warmed suddenly, and I speculated, "Then you jumped into the lake, rescued me, and ......."

And then artificial respiration on me saved me, right?

I was embarrassed to say the rest of the sentence, so I only pursed my lips, imagining his mouth-to-mouth artificial respiration for me, and turned around shyly. The heart was beating wildly.

Does this count as me giving him my first kiss?

"I didn't bring you up, it's ......"

Before he could finish his explanation, a respectful female voice came from outside the door to interrupt him, "Zhao Shao, the guy who saved Bai He has left after changing his clothes, and he didn't ask for the money you gave him." ”

"Got it." Xu Yun waved his hand to the door without replying, and the chubby nanny left.

But because of her words, my whole person was colder than falling to the bottom of the lake.

I really wasn't rescued by Xuyun, nor was he the artificial respiration he gave me, but I was rescued ashore by a stranger, and the first kiss was given to him?!

"I ...... I want to go home! "I'm not embarrassed to stay here anymore, I'm going to leave after bypassing Asahi.

"No way!" Suddenly, he grabbed me by the arm and wouldn't let me go.

"Why?" I was taken by his arm and was shocked.

"Because I have something to say to you. After that, if you don't leave, I will drive you away. Xuyun let go of my arm.

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