Chapter 440: You Won't Give Me Any Chance?
Luo Yunshuang has always loved and hated clearly, even in the three years that she has been separated from Dugu Ye, she resents him, hates him, and loves him at the same time! But she always believed in his love for herself, never wavered, never doubted him.
But now, she suddenly felt that what she had always believed in had collapsed all of a sudden, maybe for Dugu Yeli, imperial power is the most important thing, for the sake of imperial power, he can give up everything, so what is his pain and persistence?
Luo Yunshuang was heartbroken, she thought that the relationship between herself and him was stronger than Jin, and nothing could be changed, not to mention that it was only a small difference of three years, even if they were separated from each other, their status in each other's hearts would never waver. But now she feels very clearly that the three years of invisible time have destroyed their relationship beyond recognition! Maybe that sincerity has disappeared with her disappearance, and they can never go back.
She pushed Dugu Ye away and left the palace, the old man on the frontier had just come out of Luo Qingya's room, and he was obviously stunned when he saw her, "Didn't I let you go?" Why are you back again? ”
Luo Yunshuang looked at the old man on the frontier in a daze, and couldn't suppress the urge to cry, she quickly lowered her head, held back her tears and said, "Divine doctor, you go out first, I want to be alone with him for a while." ”
After speaking, she didn't look up, and walked straight to Luo Qingya's bed and sat down.
The old man on the frontier saw that there was something wrong with her breath and voice, thought about it, and didn't drive her away again, but sighed and said, "He just took medicine, don't move him, stay here for a while and leave, he is a patient, don't bother him too much." What do you say about you being a girl in a man's room? ”
Having said that, the old man on the frontier still walked out and closed the door, leaving Luo Yunshuang to stay quietly inside.
The moment the door closed, Luo Yunshuang's tears fell uncontrollably, she fell on Luo Qingya's chest, and cried in a low voice, "Brother, why aren't you awake yet, I miss you so much, I have suffered such a big grievance, why don't you get up to support me, brother, you and Daddy are not by my side, I'm really tired, when you wake up, we'll go back to the Yan Grassland, okay?" I don't want to stay here anymore, I can't find a reason to keep going, brother, I really want to go back to when I was a child, I want to stay with you and my father forever, brother, wake up quickly......"
Luo Yunshuang's tears were hazy, and she didn't see Luo Qingya on the bed frowning in pain, and the eyeballs under her eyelids kept turning, but she couldn't open her eyes and couldn't make any sound.
Time passed little by little, Dugu Yeli stood motionless outside the gate of the palace, like a sculpture, he never stepped into the door, he didn't want to go, but he didn't know, after seeing her, what could he say?
Luo Yunshuang that double Ying. The eyes full of tears, the kind of disappointed eyes have been pressing heavily on his heart, almost making him breathless, he clenched his fists tightly, and stood until the sky was dark, and when he waited until it was indeed Luo Yunshuang who was always by Luo Qingya's side, the expression on his face suddenly ached, and he clenched his fists even tighter, no, he couldn't go on like this anymore, he had to figure out whether she was Shuang'er or not!
After Dugu left and returned to the palace, he immediately sent someone to investigate everything about the Phoenix Princess of Qilan Grassland, if she was really Shuang'er, it was definitely not Kamulon's own sister, and someone on the grassland must know the inside story!
In the past few days, he has been so confused by Luo Yunshuang's affairs that he has no heart to deal with the affairs in the court, many things have been backlogged, anyway, he doesn't want to rest, so he simply stays in the study to deal with things, until midnight, just after dealing with the backlog of things in the past few days, Ning An hurriedly came to report, saying that the palace had infiltrated the assassins, and General Weiyuan had been assassinated!
Dugu Ye was startled, quickly stood up, and asked anxiously, "Did the assassin catch it?" Has anyone been hurt? ”
Ning An said, "After the assassin is caught...... Committed suicide by poisoning, General Luo was not injured, but ......"
Ning An looked up at Dugu Yeli and glanced at him, before he said quickly, "Guifei Niangniang stayed in front of General Luo's bed all night, and she was the first to discover the assassin, and she was in the middle of the fight...... The concubine was injured......"
"She's hurt?" Dugu Yeli's face changed, and his voice suddenly tensed.
Ning An hurriedly said, "Yes, I heard that the noble concubine was not lightly injured......
Dugu Yeli panicked all of a sudden, and didn't even bother to listen to Ning An's details, and immediately hurriedly went to the palace to see her.
When Dugu Yeli arrived at the palace, the palace was already surrounded by guards, and now he didn't care about tracking down the assassin at all, his mind was full of Luo Yunshuang's injured appearance, and at the same time, he was extremely angry in his heart, she actually stayed by Luo Qingya's side all night, and was injured by the assassin for him, could it be that Luo Qingya was so heavy to her!
With all kinds of emotions, Dugu Yeli strode into Luo Yunshuang's room, Luo Yunshuang's face was pale at this time, even the originally delicate and moist lips were pale, she was lying quietly on the bed, her slender body looked very fragile, there were originally people waiting around, but Luo Yunshuang was noisy, after the old man on the border treated her, she drove everyone out, and the whole room was silent at this time, which made her extremely lonely and lonely. Dugu Yeli's heart suddenly became painful as if he had been pricked by a needle, and the sudden aggravation of his breathing alarmed Luo Yunshuang, who had not fallen asleep on the bed.
"What are you doing here?" Because of the injury, Luo Yunshuang's body was weak, and her tone was not as sharp as before, but the full alienation was still easy to hear. Dugu Yeli sat on the edge of her bed, and couldn't help but raise her hand to caress the mask on her face, such a cold metal touch, just like her character, hard, cold, and repulsive. Dugu Yeli was stabbed by the alienation and indifference in her eyes, he leaned down and said almost as if he was asking, "Are you avoiding me?" ”
Luo Yunshuang turned her face slightly sideways, and there was undisguised tiredness in her eyes, "Shouldn't I avoid you?" ”
Dugu Yeli suddenly showed a murderous expression on his face, forcefully broke her face, pinched her chin and forced her to look at herself, her eyes were sad and sad, "What do you have to do to forgive me?" ”
Luo Yunshuang closed her eyes, as if she didn't want to see his face again, and her voice was also thick tired, "I thought I could have endless energy to do what I wanted to do, but now I find that I am just an ordinary woman, I am tired, Your Majesty, didn't you hate me for pestering you before?" I won't in the future, never again, if you want your world or the overall situation, just do it, if you blame me for destroying your plan to envelop Nangong Youruo during the day, I can find a way to remedy it, and after that, we will return to the bridge and the road to ......the road."
With such heartless words in her mouth, no one could understand the pain in Luo Yunshuang's heart, all along, Dugu Yeli has always been the most precious treasure in her heart, even more precious than her life, but now, she wants to dig him out of her heart, and the pain is even more intense than all the torments and torments she has suffered in her body in the past three years.
"What do you mean by that? Do you want to draw a line with me? How can you be so cruel? You provoked me, and now you want to throw me away when you return to the bridge? What do you think of me? Why is your heart so ruthless? I tell you, I don't! My mistakes will be changed, and you won't give me any chance? ”
Although he hasn't got the evidence yet, today Dugu Yeli has thought carefully about what happened after meeting Luo Yunshuang, her behavior and attitude are more and more overlapping with the shadow of three years ago, and he is almost certain that she is Shuang'er!
No wonder although it was the first time I saw her, I had a special feeling for her, just like I was with Shuang'er three years ago, whether she was presumptuous or aggressive, I didn't really blame her at all, I'm afraid that I had already recognized her subconsciously, but I didn't even realize it.
So he saw the tiredness in her eyes, and the frost in his memory had always been so enthusiastic and bright, how could he ever show such a tired look of wanting to leave? She was so disappointed in him?
It's been three years, he thinks about her all the time, looking for her, and now that they finally meet, she actually wears a mask, turns herself into another person, and isolates him!
How could she be so ruthless!
Thinking of this, Dugu Ye was even more aggrieved and sad, his scarlet eyes stared at her tightly, and he clenched his teeth in pain, "Obviously you blame me and hate me, what else do you blame you?" How could I have blamed you for a single star? You said you don't want me, you don't want me? You already regarded me as an outsider in your heart, how could you be so cruel to me......"
The more Dugu Yeli spoke, the lower his voice became, the more he spoke, the more painful his voice became, he finally couldn't support his body, and buried his head in her neck socket, that's right, that's the feeling, although the breath has changed, but this feeling is like growing from the depths of the soul, I can't forget it, I can't erase it, except for her, except for his wife, his frost, who else can give him this feeling?
Luo Yunshuang listened to his low voice, why didn't tears fall like rain? Feeling his warm breath on the side of his neck, Luo Yunshuang's heart was also like a knife, it was the first time in three years that their bodies were so close, but each other's hearts were never estranged.
She couldn't see him clearly, she wasn't even sure what kind of position she occupied in his heart now, the throne, the power, the enmity of her parents...... How many things are still in front of her......
If Luo Yunshuang hadn't told Dugu Yeli about her identity before, she had never found a suitable opportunity, but now, she began to feel that maybe it was the right choice to hide it forever......
made him think that his wife died three years ago, which made Luo Yunshuang the best memory in his heart, and it was better than being cut apart by the ruthless reality after recognizing each other.