151: You're so fragrant
Ai Changhuan looked back a little embarrassed: "Really? I only applied a little bit. ”
"A little bit of what?" Lu Zhanke leaned tighter.
"Perfume." Ai Changhuan looked at Lu Zhanke, "Don't you like it?" Then I won't ...... next time."
"No, I like it." Lu Zhanke kissed Ai Changhuan's forehead, kissed her lips again, and said, "Good night, I love you." ”
The next day was Sunday, and Ai Changhuan accompanied Lu Zhanke to the hospital.
is the same as the previous rehabilitation procedure, but this time when Lu Zhanke was resting, Shen Qingyan no longer waited by his side, but asked Ai Changhuan to go to the café across the street to drink coffee and chat.
In fact, the purpose is to spy on the situation of Lu Zhanke.
"The difference between the two of you is quite big, he is a little old-fashioned, a little boring, and you are young and energetic, you should not be used to such a dull and tasteless life, it is really hard to imagine how you usually get along, just sit and say nothing? Or do they do their own thing? Shen Qingyan looked very interested.
Ai Changhuan didn't think much about it, so he said: "No, maybe you think he doesn't like to talk, but in fact, he is a chatterbox, and he likes to be verbose." If you want to talk about how to get along with each other, it's actually nothing special, when you're with him, even if you don't talk, you won't feel bored, I don't feel dull at all, but because he feels that life has more color. ”
"Well, it sounds really interesting. And what about his family? Is it easy to get along with? I've heard that people from military families are very ...... How to say, if you want to be ordered to do everything you want, when to get up, when to run, when to eat, when to go to work, don't you feel too restricted? It doesn't feel like there's any freedom at all. ”
"Is there one? No, it won't. Ai Changhuan thought that his family and the Lu family were both military families, but he had never used such rules. Ah no, in fact, the Lu family has, but after marrying herself, she doesn't seem to have complied with it once, just like the Ai family, she is very free, Mrs. Lu didn't say anything about her, and now she thinks about it It's really a little embarrassing, she said, "No, they all get along very well, not the kind of mean people, although the eldest brother looked at me a little unpleasant at first, but now he treats me very well and takes care of me very much." ”
When he said these words, Ai Changhuan was grateful, their family was really cute, and he slowly fell in love with this tolerant family.
"Really?" Shen Qingyan's gaze was a little flickering, indicating that she couldn't help but speak at the moment, "That means that you must have something very cute, so you moved them, and also moved a wooden man like Lu Zhanke." ”
Ai Chang smiled a little shyly: "Lu Zhanke, he is just not good at expressing himself, in fact, he is really romantic and considerate, when he was in the army before, in order to let me exercise, he also forced me to get up every day for morning exercises, I was very unconvinced at that time, and deliberately did it with him, and then twisted his foot, as a result, he ran the rest of the road behind me." In order to enhance my self-defense ability, he also said that he wanted me to learn military physical boxing, and let others teach him all kinds of jealousy, but he himself was very busy, and he couldn't spare time, and then he was injured, and he hasn't learned it until now. If his arm can be healed, I must pestering him again and let him teach me, so that I can protect myself and he will not have to risk it for me every time. ”
Shen Qingyan was reluctant to smile at first, but then his smile became more and more ugly, and he couldn't hang up at the last point, so he had to lower his head and study his cake seriously, as if he could study any flowers. The anger and jealousy in her heart are turning over the river and the sea, surging as if they are about to gush out in the next second, but she must endure, endure!
Looking at the silent Shen Qingyan, Ai Changhuan suddenly reacted as if she had unintentionally shown her affection again, although that was not her intention.
She was a little embarrassed and said, "I'm sorry, I ...... It's a little uncontrollable when you say it, you don't think I'm annoying, right? ”
Shen Qingyan raised his head to look at Ai Changhuan, smiled kindly, and said, "No, I also understand this feeling, once I talk to my good friend about the person I like, I can't help but talk endlessly." ”
The reason why she was unhappy was because after hearing Ai Changhuan's words, she felt more and more that her hope of snatching Lu Zhanke over had become very slim, and Lu Zhanke's love for Ai Changhuan had clearly gone deep into the bone marrow.
"Yes, what about you, Doctor Shen? What happened to the guy you liked? Did you go to him again? Ai Changhuan will not forget Shen Qingyan's story, after all, that story once moved her, about her dedication to love.
"I went to look for it, but I just took a sneak peek and came back." Shen said lightly, half-truthfully.
"Huh? Why? Ai Changhuan didn't understand, why he came to the door, but he didn't dare to go up and talk, even if he just asked the other party how he was doing, there would always be a chance in the future.
Shen Qingyan picked up the spoon, stirred the coffee in the cup, and said after a long silence: "Probably, it's because the hometown is more timid." ”
This sentence is completely false, because after knowing that it was Lu Zhanke who was injured, she immediately transferred all the cases at hand abroad and handed them over to other doctors to be responsible, and then she couldn't wait to rush back to China, and even took the initiative to find the Lu family, but unfortunately, Lu Zhanke was already married, and she was the last to get the news.
Ai Changhuan sighed very regretfully, the Buddha said that there are seven sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, love and separation, and can't ask for it.
Shen Qingyan has already experienced love and separation, and now she is suffering from it, so at this moment, her mood should be very bitter, right?
"Do you see the scar on my wrist?" Shen Qingyan suddenly pulled up his cuffs and exposed his wrists.
Ai Changhuan looked at it and saw a shallow white scar on her wrist.
Shen Qingyan gently rubbed the scar and muttered, "I once committed suicide for that man." I'm a doctor myself, so I knew how to go under the knife to make my blood flow faster, and I was so desperate that I wanted to end my life. But I didn't die, I was saved, and then I went abroad. I thought that after many years, I would slowly forget about him, but I found that I was wrong, that man became a dose of poison and medicine, and followed me all the time, and in every dark night, the addiction would attack, which made people feel painful. So, I'm back again, mean, cowardly, sometimes, I hate myself like this, why don't I put up with it anymore, just endure it again. ”
Suicide, of course, is also fake, she is not so stupid, knowing that Lu Zhanke does not love herself and sacrifices her life for him, she is a wise person, she knows how to choose the best answer, that scar is just fake, and Ai Changhuan, who is a layman, must not be able to see it.
Sure enough, Ai Changhuan didn't have the slightest doubt, she even held Shen Qingyan's hand, and said with great sympathy: "I didn't know that there was such an indifferent man in this world, you...... You must have suffered a lot, right? ”
Shen wanted to laugh lightly, but now was not the time to laugh, because of the struggle, her expression became a little tangled, a little weird, afraid of being seen as flawed, she hurriedly withdrew her hand to cover her face, then lowered her head, and said while secretly rubbing her eyes: "It's all over, I'm probably really cheap, for such a man...... I've thought about letting go countless times, but I can't help it, there's really no way to do it. ”
When she looked up again, her eyes were already slightly red.
Ai Changhuan looked at her eyes and was slightly stunned, because although her eyes were very red, there was no tears, isn't it strange?
Sensing the surprise in Ai Changhuan's eyes, Shen Qingyan immediately understood what she had done wrong, she hurriedly pinched her thigh, and the painful tears flew out at once, she blinked, let the tears slide down, and whispered in her mouth: "I think, I must have owed him a lot in my last life, so I have to compensate him with tears in this life." ”
"Okay, okay, don't be upset." Ai Changhuan stretched out his hand and patted Shen Qingyan's shoulder, took out a few tissues and handed them to Shen Qingyan, asking her to wipe her tears, and at the same time secretly regretting that she had just suspected that she was pretending to cry, how could she suspect such a person with deep affection?
"Although I understand your feelings, as a friend, I still hope that you can forget that man, because he has caused you far more harm than happiness. Maybe after letting go, you will meet someone who is better and more suitable for you. He can make you happy, happy. Just like herself, before she met Lu Zhanke, she was sad and sad for Qin Zhan all day long, and after knowing Lu Zhanke, she started a new life, and she was very satisfied with her current life.
Shen Qingyan looked at Ai Changhuan and said very firmly: "No, I won't forget him." ”
She said so resolutely, Ai Changhuan couldn't continue to persuade her, because she knew that even if she continued to talk about it, Shen Qingyan would not be able to change her mind, she could only say: "Didn't you say that the cake here is delicious?" I just tasted it and it was delicious. I heard that eating sweets can make you feel good, so you can eat more. ”
Why is she so kind? Does she know that the person she wants to rob is her husband? Shen Qingyan looked at Ai Changhuan's concerned face, her mood was very complicated, she hoped that Ai Changhuan's kindness and Ji Xingfan's frankness were all pretended, so that she could feel no guilt.
But no, Ai Changhuan's expression was still as serious as ever, she couldn't help but reach out and hold Ai Changhuan's hand, and said: "You are really a very understanding girl, if you ......"
If they weren't rivals in love, they would definitely be very good friends, and at that time, she would not have cheated on her.
Ai Changhuan tilted his head and asked, "What if?" ”
Shen Qingyan smiled slightly: "If only I could have known you earlier." ”
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