There are many doubts in my heart that I can't solve, but since Zhang Xin doesn't plan to tell me, there will be no results if I continue to ask.

So let's do it first.

I didn't speak again, Zhang Xin didn't squeak, and the room fell silent for a while, and finally Sister Jing broke the silence and asked me if I was hungry.

After she said it, she really felt empty in her stomach, Sister Jing smiled slightly, turned around and went out, and after a while, a bowl of steaming rice porridge appeared in front of her.

can make a bowl of rice porridge so sweet and delicious, except for Sister Jing, there is no one else in this craft. Barely a few big bites, a bowl of rice porridge bottomed out.

"Sister Jing, it's delicious, is there anything else?"

Seeing that I was still licking my lips, Sister Jing smiled and snatched the bowl, "Yes, but ah, you haven't eaten for three days, and you can't eat more after being hungry for a long time, it's easy to hurt your body." I'll keep the delicious food for you first, and when you're better, I'll cook it for you, how about it? ”

Sister Jing is very beautiful, when she laughs, she is elegant and sweet, and she is really good to me, which makes me think of Li Xue.

When I thought of Li Xue, my heart hurt fiercely.

Li Xue is the first person to be good to me for so many years. When I was hungry, she bought me my favorite pizza, and when I was scared, she was by my side, and she left me with the hope of life when it was life or death.

Even if she dies and becomes a ghost, in the deepest part of the ghost consciousness, she still protects me.

It's like I owe her a lot, and I don't know if I'll have a chance to pay it back.

Seeing that my appearance was not very good, Sister Jing thought that I was not feeling well because of the coma, so she asked a few words, and then found a reason to go out of the room with Zhang Xin.

Doudou and Phantom Worm didn't know why, and they went out noisily.

Lying in bed, I didn't feel sleepy at all, my mind was full of what had happened during this time.

After that meeting, I was unbelievably able to find ...... With a baby. And then all the things that followed, none of them were what I should or would have done, and my life was turned upside down.

Maybe it's because I died once, and my mind has changed very much.

Originally, I would just accept it, and having a baby, I was just scared. Wang Yu said that he wanted to marry me, but he would only be afraid.

They say that I am the body of the extreme yin, that is, the body of the extreme yin.

Let me send the jade pendant and go to send the jade pendant, saying that I will upgrade the extreme yin body and upgrade, and I have not asked if I am willing to do it.

I've never known how to face reality, but I didn't know how to change the status quo.

Perhaps, the big hands behind me are precisely the right ones to grasp my character, so they will be at the mercy of the back again and again.

If there is oppression, there must be resistance, and if you fall behind, you will be bullied! It can't go on like this.

Li Xue has become a ghost, and I don't want any more accidents to the people around me.

I want to be stronger, to be able to protect the people around me, instead of despairing and crying every time something happens.

To be stronger, to become no longer at the mercy of others!

It's just that how can you become stronger?

By the way, Shura exercises, how did I forget this.

As soon as I thought of the four words Shura Exercises, I felt that the Soul Suppression Tablet in my heart began to heat up, and that half of the Shura Exercises appeared in my mind.

With this colleague, a burning sensation suddenly appeared in the center of his eyebrows, as if something was about to burst out.

I hurried to the northwest corner of the room, and looked in the mirror, where I was faintly emitting a strange color on my forehead, and as the burning sensation deepened, a black fire appeared in the center of my eyebrows

Totem of Flame.

I was startled, and quickly touched it with my hand, and as soon as I touched the black flame, the thing flashed red a few times, and then disappeared again.

Almost at the same time that the flame disappeared, half of the Shura exercises in my mind disappeared in an instant. Just as I was wondering, the door slammed open, and Doudou and the phantom worm that had become more than a meter tall ran in.

"Sister, are you okay, why is your face so bad, the phantom worm said that he sensed that your body was a little wrong, are you okay?"

"It's fine." I was just startled, nothing else.

Doudou looked at me for a while, looked at the house, and made sure that there was nothing wrong, so he breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay, sister, go to bed early, I'm next door, I'll come over if there's anything to call." After saying that, he went out with the phantom worm.

The strange thing is that at the same time as she closed the door, the forehead began to heat up again, and I hurriedly ran to the mirror, and the black flame flame totem really appeared again.

There was a confusion in my mind, and after a while, many small pictures appeared in front of me like a slideshow.

There are generals in battle robes, scholars with scarves on their heads, soldiers coming to the city, long swords like rainbows, sunsets, and autumn rains.

But no matter which picture is there, there is a woman in a black robe. She kept standing with her back to the picture, just looking at the back was so graceful, I didn't know what the face would be like.

As if hearing my heart, the woman in the picture suddenly moved, and as she turned around, a jade-like voice came with it.

"Three thousand years of flowers, three thousand years of waiting, three thousand years of helplessness, and what can I do!"

The black-robed woman turned around slowly, but a light mist smile suddenly appeared in front of her, no matter how I looked, I couldn't see her face clearly, only vaguely saw that there was a black flame fire totem on her forehead.

And in the heart of my forehead, it is exactly the same fire totem.

My heart hurt inexplicably, and I suddenly felt so sad, not just for the woman in the picture, but also for something else.

This feels so weird, how can it feel this way?

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and shook my head, and when I opened my eyes again, in the mirror, the center of my eyebrows had returned to normal, and the picture in front of me was gone, as if, so everything was an illusion.

But I know that this is not an illusion, at least, the inexplicable sadness in my heart, not an illusion.

I looked at my phone, it was already eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and I couldn't tell the irritability in my heart, so I simply opened the door and walked out.

The moonlight is in the sky, silent, I use my body to perceive, there is silence all around, there is no resentment of ghosts and things, Sukou Mountain at this moment, unexpectedly peaceful.

Out of the village, along the mountain path forward, there is a shallow sound of running water, and after walking out for another three or five minutes, there is a wooden pavilion in front of you.

Before, I didn't dare to come out on my own at night, let alone go up to the pavilion, but at this time, I walked up.

Standing on the pavilion, looking at the leaves blown by the breeze, I was in a quiet daze, occasionally thinking about what the scenery would be like before this village became a dead village.

In this way, after standing for ten minutes, the night wind gradually became stronger, I wrapped up in clothes, turned around and tried to go back, but suddenly stopped on the spot.

In front of me, six or seven meters away, there stood a dark shadow.

He was facing me, not moving forward, not getting out of the way, a pair of dark eyes hanging in the shadow of his eyelashes, making it impossible to see everything.

We stood like this for a long time, and he was the first to speak, "You're still back." ”

"Yes, I'm back." I tried to flatten my voice as smoothly as possible. But he increased his tone: "Didn't I tell you not to come back, why can't you listen to something!" ”

I was angry when he yelled at him, and I looked up at him as calmly as possible, "Don't come back!" Why should I listen to what you say, who are you?"

"I'm your boyfriend! Your husband, I married you, and we have children! "He almost yelled.

"It's broken up, isn't it?" I've tried to be as indifferent as I can, but I'm still a little choked, which makes me feel like I'm very unproductive, and I'm busy turning my face away, and even then, my heart is beating fast.

There was silence, and neither of us was speaking. I didn't go to see him again.

I stood like this for a long time, until it was really cold, and I saw that he didn't mean to speak, and said, "I'm going back." He lowered his head and strode back.

Approaching him, rubbing shoulders with him, walking past him.

It's just a few steps away, as if it's a long way to go.

It wasn't until I was four or five meters away from him that I breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time, I was also embraced by a majestic man.

"I'm sorry, I never thought about really parting, I'm sorry."

One sentence made me sad and wanted to cry, I broke free with all my strength, and said aggrievedly, "You let go of me, we have broken up, didn't the teacher teach you the great principles of Confucius and Mencius when you were a child, men and women don't kiss, you can't ...... Hmmm......"

I'd love to continue, but can't.

Halfway through, he buried his head in my shoulder, "I'm sorry, I didn't think about breaking up." I told you not to come back because I wanted to protect you. ”

"I have nothing to do with that female ghost at all, I said this to trick you into leaving me. I didn't think you'd be so sad all the time, sorry ......"

"Then, you said, you are the fierce god of Sukou Mountain, and you are also lying to me, right?"

Even though I had already guessed the answer, I still wanted to hear him say it.

I thought he would answer very simply, but he obviously froze, looked into my eyes with his face held up in his hand, and finally nodded, "I did, I was lying to you." ”

The big stone that had been pressed in my heart for a long time suddenly fell, and the whole person was a lot more relaxed because of his words.

He's not that fierce god, that's great.

I hugged him all at once, and even though he didn't have a heartbeat, so what, I could still feel my heartbeat.

It seemed that it was the first time I took the initiative to hug him, and he was stunned at first, and then he wrapped himself around me harder, but I suddenly felt that it was not a taste.

How can I be considered a beauty, put it in reality, fall in love, quarrel with my boyfriend or something, does the other party have to coax me so that I can forgive the other party?

It's good now, the other party said sorry, I even took the initiative to give a hug, it's too unreserved!

"No, you have to give me a gift!" I broke free from his embrace and pouted angrily.

He chuckled out loud and came over and took my hand, "Okay, I'll give you a gift, a gift you didn't expect, go, I'll take you to see it." ”