All Chapters_Chapter 399: Cai Jia Yawen
That night, because it was getting late, our master and apprentice stayed at Cai's house, preparing to return to Qingcheng Mountain the next day, and then go to Mengding Mountain after figuring out the specific situation.
I was lying in bed, tossing and turning, and my mind was a little messy. Thinking about Xia Yuanyang for a while, and thinking about the Yun family for a while, he couldn't sleep in the end, so he got up from the bed again, ready to go outside to breathe.
Walking out of the room, the hallway was silent, and the others were probably already asleep. I tiptoed down the stairs, this is a villa of the Cai family in Dujiangyan, outside the house is a large garden, there is even a small swimming pool in the corner, it is really luxurious.
When I went downstairs, I was surprised to find that the door of the villa had been opened, and the bright moonlight was shining in from outside.
I had some doubts in my heart, and quietly walked out the door to see who was outside.
With a slight movement of my body, I walked out of the door in a few steps, and a faint crying sound came from not far away, which sounded tear-jerking.
I frowned slightly, and then the moonlight saw a woman squatting next to the pool, her head buried in her knees, sobbing, and her body still shaking slightly.
"Cai Yawen."
I pursed my lips and walked forward.
"Gone...... You're all gone. Left me alone, and I was left alone in the Cai family in the past...... Did you know? Those white-eyed wolves who eat inside and out are already premeditating the murder of me, and then taking everything from our Cai family. Whining...... I killed Lao Song with my own hands today, but I still couldn't suppress them, and I didn't dare to close my eyes when I slept every night, for fear that once I closed my eyes, I would never see the sun the next day...... Woo...... I'm so tired, I want to let go of all this, I just want to be an ordinary woman......"
Listening to the sound of sobbing in my ears, a sense of pity welled up in my heart. I never thought that Cai Yawen, who has always been cold and strong, actually has such a weak side, her parents, brother and sister-in-law, and all the clansmen of the family all died in this disaster, overnight, from the little princess who was loved by the family to the eldest lady who picked up the burden of the Cai family, the pressure and pain may only be felt most clearly in her heart. It's just that with her strong character, she buried all the pain in her heart, and still wore that cold mask in front of me and her men.
I sighed softly and stepped forward to comfort her.
But before she could get closer, she was heard muttering to herself again, "You know, he came back from Yunnan, and he brought back that woman." Hehe, I heard that he went to Yunnan this time to save her, senior sister and younger brother, hehehe, what a match made in heaven...... Maybe if I had been ruthless and let Lao Wu delay a little time, I am afraid that the ending will be another now. ”
"You often say that my temperament is the same as when you were young, and you are ruthless, saying that if I am a man, I may be able to take the Cai family further. But you don't know, my cruelty is just forced out by you. When I was eight years old, you forced me to kill my favorite dog, and at the age of ten, you took me into the tomb and asked me to remove things from the corpse with my own hands. At the age of twelve, you took my hand and killed the betrayer of your family...... Hehehe, when I watched the blood-stained knife pull out of my flesh, that fear, you know? I hate these, and for your sake, I disguised myself with a mask and made myself cold-blooded. But I'm also just a woman, and I like soft dolls, not cold sharp knives. What I crave is a warm bed, not an eerie tomb! I also fantasized about the wind and snow, thinking of traveling all over the world with my beloved, thinking that one day, he would ride a tall horse to marry me......"
Cai Yawen's shoulders moved more and more violently, and her bare feet reached into the pool, making a circle of trembling ripples, just like her mood at the moment.
"I'm so tired, I want to follow him no matter what...... But...... Now he has her......"
I felt uncomfortable listening to it, and I wanted to say something, but I couldn't make a sound for a long time when I opened my mouth.
The bright moonlight pulled my shadow long, and gradually, overlapped with her shadow.
Wow!
The water splashed, Cai Yawen turned around suddenly, she raised her head and looked at me in a daze.
The moonlight shone softly on her face like water.
There was a faint melancholy on the delicate features, the originally cold eyes became blurred with tears, the skin exposed under the pajamas was as white as frost and snow, and the thin lips were even more seductive luster. At this moment, it is clear that the woman in front of her is so weak that it makes people feel distressed, and she is no longer the cold lady of the Cai family during the day.
I swallowed, my face flushed, and I stammered, "That...... I ......"
Cai Yawen stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears in her eyes, and her gaze became cold again.
"When did you come, don't you know it's rude to eavesdrop on other people's words?" Cai Yawen said coldly, it seemed that the woman who was squatting by the pool and crying just now was not her.
I bit my lip and said softly, "Miss Cai, I'm sorry, I ...... just now"
"Miss Cai?" Cai Yawen's face became more and more cold, and there seemed to be a flame burning in her eyes.
The corners of my mouth twitched slightly, and I whispered, "Ya...... Yawen, I'm sorry. I...... I also understand your feelings, and I also feel very sad about what happened to you. ”
"Huh...... Understand me? ”
Cai Yawen's voice was as cold as ice, she walked towards me step by step barefoot, tears dripping from her cheeks, and the shadow behind her became darker and darker.
"Understand me? How do you understand me? You are the pride of heaven, and you are a master disciple of a true Taoist. You have the love of your parents, you have the company of your family, and you have the best childhood! And me? I don't have anything! I was raised as a machine, and my childhood was all darkness. My beloved father took me to rob graves, to kill people, to go through all the darkness! Even so, they're all dead! They've all been killed by that damn bastard! You know how to do sorcery, you know martial arts, and you have the legendary real dragon to accompany you. But I didn't even dare to close my eyes when I slept, for fear that someone would cut off my head in my dreams. ”
"Huh...... Heartache? You can be with the person you love, and what about me? I can only stand aside, watch them, and let my heart be shattered! ”
Cai Yawen burst into tears, screaming at me constantly, her hoarse voice was distressing.
My throat choked and I couldn't speak, and I watched as she walked up to me.
With a cold hand on my face, she sobbed, "You know what? I wanted to kill her, go in with a knife, and then she disappeared in front of me forever, what I wanted, I didn't want to give it to others......"
I shuddered and looked at the woman in front of me with some horror.
Cai Yawen smiled, the fog at night was drifting, like a veil covering her face, her open red lips were like the most gorgeous roses, and there was a faint charm in her crooked eyes.
"What, it's distressing? Even his body froze. ”
She lay on my chest and wrapped her arms around me.
Tears soaked my clothes.
I looked down, and a faint fragrance came into my nose, a very special smell, like a rose, a rose with thorns.
"I ...... I love her ......"
I whispered, trying to push her away, but I couldn't bear to look at her.
"I know."
It was still a cold voice, with an inexplicable taste: "Look at her eyes...... I understand ......"
At night, the desolation became more and more desolate, and a wisp of wind blew from outside the hospital, and the back was cold.
The woman in my arms trembled, I sighed, reached out and patted her shoulder, and said, "It's not early, go back and rest." ”
She looked up and looked at me, the tears had stopped, only her eyes were slightly red.
Her expression calmed down again and said, "Remember your promise, kill that stubber, and avenge our Cai family." ”
I was stunned for a moment, but nodded solemnly, and said solemnly: "This is a man's promise." ”
The cold feeling spread on my cheeks, and I was stunned to touch the two red marks on my face, looking at her distant back, gloomy and lonely.
The moon was obscured by drifting dark clouds.
On the second floor, a pair of hands slowly closed the window, and the snow-white clothes were like white lotus in full bloom......