114. Answer
Master Bai asked, "Do you know what fate is?" ”
Life is something that has been closely connected to me since I was born, almost since I have a memory, I have often heard this statement, I naturally have my own understanding, of course Xue Fang also has it, but none of us opened our mouths to answer this question, not to answer because Master Bai is not really asking us, but to say another answer, and there is that any of our answers, as long as it has nothing to do with what Master Bai wants to say, is out of place. And we don't know what Master Bai is thinking.
Master Bai said: "I used to think about this problem all the time, I have my own set of rhetoric, and I also have my own set of ideas, thinking that I am very smart. I want to confirm it. But then I didn't think about it anymore, because I couldn't figure it out, and I thought it wasn't the answer. ”
After saying that, he looked at us, as if he had already said the answer. And I actually heard Xue Fang answer him, "I know." ”
Master Bai asked again, "Is there still a problem now?" ”
Xue Fang replied, "No." ”
Then Master Bai looked at us with a smile, and I looked at him and Xue Fang blankly, not knowing that the conversation was over in just one or two sentences. I haven't heard anything yet, and I haven't had any answers.
Then Xue Fang got up to say goodbye, he got up, my grandmother and I also stood up, Grandpa Bai didn't keep us, so he sent us out, but when he came out, he took something in his hand, it seemed to be an envelope, and when he arrived at the door, he handed me the envelope and said, "This is someone entrusted me to you." ”
He didn't say anything superfluous, just gave it to me, and then used us to leave, I felt that it was only a few minutes from our arrival at his house to leaving, until I came outside, I asked Xue Fang: "What did Master Bai say just now, why didn't I understand a word?" ”
Xue Fang said: "He said a lot. ”
After saying that, he looked at me and added, "I didn't say anything." ”
I didn't understand what Xue Fang was doing, and I still wanted to ask, so he said, "There are some things I haven't fully figured out yet, so I'll go back to your house first." ”
There was nothing to say along the way, and I took this envelope. It's not thick inside, it should be a letter, but I really can't think of who asked Master Bai to send me a letter.
After returning to my house. I opened the letter, and saw that it was a very strange page of paper, damp to the touch, but not wet. Some are like rice paper with water on them, with only one sentence written on them - we have failed.
It's such a headless and brainless word, I don't know why, Xue Fang also saw it, but the above sentence did not cause him to wonder, but this piece of letter paper made him curious, I saw him twisting this paper with his hand, and then said: "This is not paper for living people, if I guess correctly, this is Yin person paper." ”
The first time I heard this statement, I didn't know what Yin Man Paper was, Xue Fang said: "Yin Man Paper is actually the paper of a living person." It's just that because he was taken to a place like the underworld by a person after death, he was impregnated with yin qi all the year round, and it became a completely different touch from the paper of the living, but this kind of paper is rare. Because there is very little paper that can be brought to the netherworld, the dead soul cannot be carried, and it can only be brought by the dead, and it is basically impossible for the dead to enter and leave the netherworld. ”
I heard a key word in Xue Fang's words, and I noticed one of his movements, so I asked him, "Look at the way you just twisted the paper, it seems that you have touched the same paper before?" ”
Xue Fang said: "My uncle also has one. But he was a blank piece of paper, and I had touched it before, and the feeling was very impressive, like touching a piece of ice. It's as if something has entered your body along your fingertips, and it's the feeling of yin qi. ”
I asked a question: "But I don't know who it is, why was it handed over to me by Master Bai?" ”
Xue Fang said: "Maybe this is the meaning of his resurrection. ”
I looked at Xue Fang, and Xue Fang said, "He just wants to deliver this letter to you." ”
Then Xue Fang said: "No wonder he wants to say his life." He was implying that this was his destiny and that he must have discovered something important, but he could not say it and did not dare to say it, so he could only remind us in very vague words. ”
I asked, "What did he say?" ”
Xue Fang said: "Every word he says is a hint. He told him why he died, and although he only mentioned my uncle's name, he seemed to hint at the cause of my uncle's death, and not only your grandfather. and the relationship between the three of us. What's more important is the last paragraph he asked us that gave us the answer, he wanted to tell us that no matter what we want to guess what fate is, but it is just fate, and all our thoughts are also predestined, not because we thought of it, but 'fate' let us know it this way. ”
I didn't even hear the meaning of such a deep meaning. I heard him in front of me that he took the opportunity to talk to us and said something we didn't know, but he didn't think as deeply as Xue Fang thought.
Xue Fang continued: "He must have known something, knew what his fate was, and would say this, maybe his answer." That's where the words on this piece of paper come from. ”
Did we fail? What does this mean, and why is it for me?
Xue Fang then said something that shocked me even more, he said: "Maybe this is the last time we see him, after that, there will be no such person, and he will still be the corpse in the coffin in the future, as for who came back from the dead, it is just a mystery." ”
If we really go again, the old man will not be there. It's like evaporating like this, Xue Fang said that he has completed the meaning of his existence, so there is no need to continue to exist. He didn't tell us the answer directly, but he did tell us. My uncle also has his purpose in resurrecting from the dead, once he completes his purpose, then it is time to disappear, so what is the purpose of my uncle?
All I know is that he went to the underworld to find Eleven. But he seems to have another purpose in going to the Yin Land, because he took away Wu Xiaoquan's Yin Soul, and he also wants to go to the Yin Temple to find Wu Xiaoquan's Yang Soul, so what is he going to do?
His actions must have something to do with our family. Otherwise, why don't you go directly to the yin land, but go back to the house, although he was guided by the smell of Eleven, I always felt that he had come to the house to find something first. Then he can go to the underworld, it must be like this, then the question is, what is he looking for when he comes back home?
Problems came up one after another, and I always fell into deeper doubts after I understood, only to feel that this matter was more and more involved, and there were some people and things that I didn't know, and I even began to doubt. Is it that my memory is missing, otherwise why doesn't my grandmother remember anything about me being scared by cats?
At first, I thought that my grandmother made it up to prevaricate Master Bai, but then I felt that it was not quite right, so I asked my grandmother, and my grandmother told me that it was true, but at that time I was still young and was scared, and I didn't remember it when I grew up.
But I don't think it's that simple, the more frivolous things are, the more greasy they are, but I didn't ask at this time, but asked another question, I asked my grandmother: "I heard you call Uncle Bai, does he have any connection with our family?" ”
Grandma said: "From the time I took you there, I knew that you would ask this question, so I didn't plan to hide it from you, this old man Bai, he is the son of your grandfather's cousin, but your grandfather's cousin is a son-in-law, so he did not follow the surname Xiao, but the surname Bai, and Mr. is the son of his brother, it stands to reason that you should call Mr. Ah Gong, but this line of relatives has not been in contact since your grandfather died, so now do you understand?" ”
It turned out to be like this, so that the old man Bai is also my grandfather, speaking of this layer, it seems that some answers are about to come out, the grandfather male passed down two lines of people, and in the end, they are all withered, there must be a reason for this.