Text Chapter 687 Blue Heart, You Are Ruthless Enough
Originally, I didn't have any appetite to eat because I was in a bad mood, but now I feel like I'm hungry.
"Whatever you want to eat, I'll take you to eat." Bian Zhan looked at me and shook his head very helplessly, as if I was a child now.
"I can eat anything." Actually, I'm very picky about what I eat, maybe it's because I'm in a good mood right now, so I'm not too picky, I think so.
However, I never thought about it, and I forgot one thing myself.
Didn't I ask him a question after seeing the border battle, and that was the question of why he was here, but he still hasn't answered me.
If it were a normal time, I would definitely keep asking questions, but today I will just forget it.
Sometimes it's really the mood that can change everything, that's the truth. After I got in the car, I didn't ask where I was going to eat in the border war.
I myself think that in fact, Bian Zhan still belongs to the kind of man who knows how to live very well, even if I don't ask, she will definitely be able to bring me to a very good point.
I don't eat much myself, but I want to eat it after seeing it, so I guess it's a foodie.
When the frontier warlord stopped the car, I looked outside, and I didn't expect that he would take me to this place.
This place is such a memorable place for me, because Han Qingchen brought me here to live. It's this western restaurant, it's this more atmospheric restaurant.
I still remember that the time Han Qingchen and I had dinner here, there was a very unpleasant quarrel between the two of us, but in the end it came to this point.
Maybe fate really likes to play a joke on me, and now the border war has brought me to this place.
"It's here, get out of the car." After Bian Zhan parked the car, he said lightly to me. He hadn't noticed the surprise on my face at the moment, and I guess if he did, he would have asked me.
It's just that since he didn't find out, I definitely didn't have much to say myself, so I could only get out of the car slowly.
I didn't think I'd ever come to this place again in my life, but I didn't expect that it would only be a few days before I came again.
Side Battle walked in front, and he found a random position by himself, and it could be seen that he was in a very good mood.
That's right, just like I thought, the mood of the border battle is indeed very good.
This place was also discovered by accident, and he had hoped to bring me here, so now it can be regarded as a dream come true.
I didn't know what Bian Zhan was thinking in his heart, so I didn't say anything, I just sat down in the position that Bian Zhan had found.
I looked at the riverside, and all in my mind was the scene of the last time Han Qingchen and I were here.
I myself was originally the kind of woman who lived in memories, but now I'm afraid there is no way to come back.
I watched the side battles, so happy to order, and for a moment I wanted to say, or we should find another place, but in the end I gave up.
"Well, don't you think this place is actually pretty good?" The border war still didn't find anything wrong with my emotions.
I looked at the side battle like this, I could only nod faintly, but I didn't know what to say. I know for myself that at this time, the last thing I should tell is the truth, after all, the border war is a man's, isn't it?
"I also discovered this place by accident, and I've always wanted to take you over to see it." Seeing my nod, Bian Zhan just felt very satisfied with him, as long as I felt okay, she felt good.
"How did you find this place?" I watched the side battle and deliberately ignored his smile, so I pretended to ask calmly?
"Anyway, this should be a kind of fate." Bian Zhan thought about it for a while, and it seems that this question is really not so easy to answer.
"Don't think about it so much now, the reason why I brought you here is to let you relax, you can be happy." Bian Zhan himself doesn't seem to want to say too much, to put it bluntly, he has done so much for me.
I watched Bian Zhan, and suddenly I felt that I had known Bian Zhan for so long, and I had never looked at him properly.
I found that since the two of us met, I had never done anything for the border war, and the border war had done a lot for me.
"Bian Zhan, you have done so many things for me, won't you regret it?" I knew that if I asked this question, the side war would be angry, but I just wanted to know.
"Do you think it's really worth it for me like this?" Before the frontier war could answer my question, my other question immediately came up.
After I asked these two questions, I didn't say anything more, just watched the side battle and waited for his answer.
I know that in fact, there is no sweet talk in border warfare, and he often proves everything with his own actions.
"There's no such thing as worthiness or not, as long as it's something I want to do." On the contrary, after hearing my question, he didn't get angry.
He looked at me and smiled, and then answered my question without hurrying.
"I'm doing whatever it takes to work, so the outside world thinks of me as a despicable person." Bian Zhan looked at me, and after he had answered my question, he spoke again.
"But I'm very serious about feelings, I don't mind what the world thinks of me, what I care about is you." At this moment, all Bian Zhan was thinking about was what it was like when we first met.
For the border war, everyone felt very scared when they saw him, but I was the only one who didn't look at it at all.
It's often because of this that I'm particularly interested in the border wars.
At the beginning, the relationship between me and Han Qingchen was not public, and he had nothing to hide from me.
In the end, it was because of Han Qingchen that the relationship between the two of us was made public, and the border war slowly hid his feelings, and the two of us were just friends.
I've always known the feelings of the border war for me, and it's because I know that the border war can control himself, so I don't care so much.
Otherwise, how could a person like Oh, who doesn't like ambiguity, tolerate such a thing?
It's just that even if I am just friends with Bian Zhan, every time I need companionship, Bian Zhan will always be by my side, so Bian Zhan's friend has done more than Han Qingchen's husband.
That's why I'll ask the question of the border war first, is it really worth it to do so many things for me?
Han Qingchen and I are already married, so there is no way to respond to my feelings for the border war.
Now that Han Qingchen and I are getting divorced, there is no way to respond to my feelings of sports side battles.
Anyway, no matter what time it is, I always feel that the side battle should be suitable for the better, and it shouldn't be a waste of time on me at all.
I don't know how many times I've talked to the border wars about this, but every time the border battles are completely unconcerned.
I don't know how I can be so honored in my life to meet such a good man as Bian Zhan, but it's a pity that the two of us have no fate in this life.
I've never believed in the so-called next life, because one life is really too long. It's better to hurry up and get better now.
"Frontier War, how can I thank you?" I watched the side battles, and finally just whispered like this.
"Blue Heart, I don't need your thanks." If Bian Zhan didn't get angry when I asked Bian Zhan this question just now, but now he gets angry when he hears the word thanks.
Yes, the most important thing he hates is when I say thank you to him.
"For me, you can let me be by your side, that's what I should thank you." I've always been scared that if one day I suddenly tell her not to stay with me, it's really that time.
What should he do? But he should still be happy, because when it came time for me and Han Qingchen to divorce, I didn't say this.
"Border war, if I said that Han Qingchen brought me here in this place, would you be angry." Originally, I didn't plan to say this, but I don't know what I was doing it for.
After hearing my words, Bian Zhan himself was directly stuck somewhere.
He never thought that the place he had always wanted to bring me to, I had already been here with Han Qingchen, how could I endure the border war?
"So that's why you've been absent-minded all along?" After the side battle reacted, he looked at it and asked this.
I heard the words of the border battle, and I didn't have any daze, just nodded faintly.
To be honest, I always thought that the border war didn't notice my state, and it turned out that he saw it, but he just didn't see it.
"Blue Heart, how could you be so ruthless." Bian Zhan looked at me, and he realized that he would never have anything to do with me, no matter what time he came.
He knew I wasn't joking, and he knew I couldn't have joked about these things at all, so he was absolutely sure.
"How can you be so ruthless and use this method to make me die." Bian Zhan just feels heartache in his heart now, what else can he have but a wry smile when he looks at me?
"I'm just saying one thing truthfully, and it's entirely up to you whether you accept it or not." I looked at the side battle like this, it was obviously so painful, but I deliberately ignored this uncomfortable feeling, and still spoke.
"Blue Heart, how can you be so ruthless." All along, the border war found that he really didn't know what to say, and he repeated this sentence back and forth.
The two of us just looked at it, and the eyes of the side war were full of disappointment and hurt.
"I'm such a person, you see that, don't you?" I watched the border battle silent, but I knew that this matter would have to be resolved sooner or later, so why not solve it directly.
Bian Zhan stopped talking, he directly drank the glass of wine in front of him, and put the glass on the table heavily.
Originally, he was in such a good mood, but because of my words, everything has been ruined, which is the most disappointing.
I know what kind of thoughts are in the heart of Bian Zhan at this moment, but I can't do anything at the moment.
The border war now understands why I asked him this question just now, it turned out that it was just to pave the way for my later sentence.
He really doesn't know what else to say now other than to say that I'm ruthless.
Actually, I think it's really good, everything has been said, and there is not so much burden, but the guilt in my heart will only increase.