Chapter 182: Grievances
But what about her?
also wants to prove his ability in front of Chu Ze......
Xia An really felt that she was cheap, and she didn't understand why she wanted to prove herself so desperately in front of Chu Ze?
Is this good for yourself?
I'm so brain-dead!
No, my brain circuits are dead.
However, it is really uncomfortable at the moment!
Xia Anhao felt that her heart was stabbed by someone, and she didn't know why Chu Ze just said a word, which made her uncomfortable.
This feeling is really like never before!
However, in the uncomfortable emotions, there are more unwillingness and grievances!
She tried hard to prove herself, but in the end, others still didn't think she was capable.
Maybe there is a big gap between her and those professional investigators, and Cheyenne knows this, but she is also working hard, why does no one see her efforts?
Big brother is like this!
Chu Ze is the same!
She really worked hard and wanted to be a good investigator, but ...... If you lose this time, you won't have a chance.
Xia Anhao is not an untrustworthy person, this time the gamble with the eldest brother, in fact, Xia Anhao did not do this impulsively at the beginning, but also wanted to prove his ability in front of the eldest brother, so that the eldest brother should not continue to dwell on his own matter in the ICB.
But now?
Xia Anhao found that he didn't prove himself at all.
Thinking about it makes me uncomfortable.
I really want to vent my heart and I don't know where it came from...... Grievance!
……
After running outside for a long time, Cheyenne didn't know where to go.
thought that the only person who could be contacted in Jinghai City was Yin Siqin.
Xia Anhao finally contacted Yin Siqin.
After Yin Siqin felt that Xia Anhao was in a bad mood, he immediately went to find Xia Anhao.
And when I saw that Cheyenne was good, I felt that Cheyenne was so good that she seemed to have cried.
After Yin Siqin saw this situation, he was extremely puzzled, "What's wrong with you?" What's wrong? Makes you so sad? ”
When Xia An looked at Yin Siqin, the pain was unbearable, "I'm ...... I ......, "However, in the matter of myself and Chu Ze, at the beginning, Xia Anhao was a little cautious, but he didn't explain the relationship between the two to Yin Siqin, and now that he saw Yin Siqin, he didn't know what to say for a while.
Yin Siqin looked at Xia Anhao's aggrieved appearance and helped her, "I know you're uncomfortable, okay, I'll take you away first, how cold it is outside!" ”
Yin Siqin took Xia An to a hotel.
After arriving here, Yin Siqin was extremely puzzled, "What happened to you, you feel like you're out of love." ”
Xia An laughed when she heard Yin Siqin say this, "I hope that I am out of love, but I am not in love." ”
Yin Siqin was even more curious, "Then what happened to you." ”
Xia An looked at Yin Siqin well, and really didn't know what to say for a while.
Xia An didn't speak, Yin Siqin sat next to her, "What is our relationship, we are best friends in high school, if you have anything unhappy, just tell me!" ”
Xia An's good thing is that after college, in fact, he has few friends, which leads to the fact that after encountering things, he actually suffers silently by himself.
But now it's really uncomfortable.
Cheyenne laughed at herself, "Actually, it's nothing, it's just that I feel that I have no ability at all and can't do anything!" ”
Yin Siqin immediately shook his head, "You can't do anything well, you do a lot of things, but we can't do things well, just like what you are doing now, it's not something that ordinary people can do, you are actually very powerful, you can always do what you like, and you are also a detective...... You can be selected by our President Chu Kai to investigate the matter, which must mean that you are very powerful! ”
After hearing Yin Siqin say this, Xia An laughed at herself even more, "It's not that I'm powerful, it's just that our investigation organization is powerful." ”
"It's not all the same, you are a person in that organization, so that means, you can only enter if you have the ability, otherwise how could people want you."
Xia An listened to Yin Siqin's words, and felt even more uncomfortable.
stared at Yin Siqin for a moment, and reluctantly squeezed out a bitter smile, "I only went in through the back door, so in fact, people don't look at my ability, I completely mixed in." ”
Yin Siqin originally wanted to comfort Xia An, but as soon as she said this, she felt that it was not very easy to comfort.
Yin Siqin coughed, "But no matter what, you have also entered that organization, although we may not be so above board to get in, but we will show our abilities well in the future, isn't it good?" Hehe, look at me, didn't you also enter through the back door? But I think it's okay, I'm already trying to do something to show them that I'm not just going through the back door, I'm capable, and I'm sure you can prove yourself. ”
Xia Anhao sighed deeply, in fact, Xia Anhao thought so before.
Although she didn't rely on normal means to enter the ICB, she will work hard to prove that Chu Ze's vision is good, and she must be able to do something.
It's also because of this that Cheyenne is good, so I want to have a case soon.
Only by touching the case can others find out, and she is also capable.
But all the efforts she had thought about before were just ridiculous rhetoric from today.
Xia An looked at Yin Siqin with tears in her eyes, "I may not have a chance in the future, I ...... It's time to leave that organization. ”
Yin Siqin was immediately shocked, "What the hell is going on?" ”
Xia Anhao's face became a little ugly, and she was a little aggrieved and wanted to cry, "Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just that my ability is insufficient, hehe, I want to work hard to prove my ability, but people have always regarded me as a little idiot, and they have always called me stupid, and I have always felt that I will lose his face if I do anything......"
As Cheyenne spoke, she became more and more painful.
Yin Siqin felt Xia Anhao's discomfort, that is, he hugged Xia Anhao, "That person is very important to you!" ”
What Xia Anhao said just now, in fact, she didn't pay attention to herself, and it was Chu Ze who was mentioned in it.
When Xia An was talking to Yin Siqin about something, he actually wanted to avoid talking about Chu Ze, but when the mood came, he couldn't help mentioning him.
Mention of this...... The one who makes her uncomfortable!
Xia Anhao found that compared to the fact that she lost to her eldest brother, she seemed to be ...... I care more about Chu Ze!
It's Chu Ze's attitude towards her!
Xia An thought about Chu Ze's previous attitude towards her, and became more and more uncomfortable.
Xia An couldn't help but sobbed a little, "Yes, there is a person who brought me into the investigation organization, and he also told me that he was not capable at the beginning, and I also thought that I would work hard not to lose his face, but people just looked down on my ability at all...... No matter what I do, it won't please him! ”
said, that is, lying on Yin Siqin's body, and choked even more uncomfortably, "He has a powerful ex-girlfriend who partners with him to do things...... I don't have the ability of his ex-girlfriend, so I guess I'm disgusted! But...... I really wanted to get his approval this time, but I didn't expect that I was still so useless, and I still didn't get any recognition from him. As he spoke, he couldn't stop sobbing, "Woo...... He also said...... He actually knew from the beginning that I was going to lose, and he wasn't going to investigate anything. ”
Xia An told all her grievances for a while.
After listening to Xia Anhao say so much, Yin Siqin said to Xia Anhao, "You...... It can't be that you like that man, right? ”
Xia Anhao was just talking at first, but suddenly, Yin Siqin said this, Xia Anhao was directly frightened, and immediately shook his head, "How can I like him!" ”
She won't like Chu Ze!
It's just that their current relationship keeps them together...... But how can there be feelings between the two of them.
Yin Siqin watched Xia Anhao refuse to admit this relationship, and became extremely serious, "Do you know when a person cares about another thing?" ”
Xia An was so confused, I don't know why Yin Siqin suddenly asked about this, "I...... I don't know! ”
Yin Siqin became even more serious, "When you like someone, you will be particularly concerned about any emotion he has, anything he does to you, or anything he does personally...... I've found that you're paying special attention to that man right now...... Didn't you find out yourself? ”
Cheyenne was stunned for a moment, was there?
Cheyenne is good, I really didn't find it at all! 5
Yin Siqin looked at Xia Anhao with a confused look, and exhaled deeply, "I really don't know if you're stupid or stupid!" After thinking for a while, he said, "Let me ask you, how did you feel about He Wenbo before?" ”
Xia An really wanted to keep a calm face, but she didn't want to mention He Wenbo, "He Wenbo and I are in the past, and what are you talking about." ”
"When you were with He Wenbo, did you pay special attention to his every move? Whatever he does can touch your heart, and even how he is with other women, you will feel bad? ”
Xia Anxing was stunned for a moment after hearing Yin Siqin say this......
When I was with He Wenbo before, He Wenbo was my boyfriend, and Xia Anhao naturally cared about some of his actions, and even more about whether he was with other women!