Chapter 920 Can't Forget Him

But even so, Yan Zhuolang still can't forget Pei Ran, no matter what, he wants the best result, Pei Ran is his, he believes that one day, his Pei Ran will return to him.

And tonight, it was Yan Zhuolang who couldn't hold back the impulse in his heart anymore and desperately wanted to see Pei Ran.

This impulse is like the warm sun on a winter day.

This impulse seems to be the spiritual power that makes people's blood boil, no matter what, Yan Zhuolang has to come here to meet Pei Ran, for this reason, Yan Zhuolang didn't even hesitate to wait for the end of work, he was already waiting hard downstairs in Pei Ran's company, and finally waited for her!

"I don't want to do anything, I just want to come and see you, I miss you very much, Ran'er." Yan Zhuolang's voice was very hoarse, and at the same time, he could see a trace of bitterness in his eyes, and even if Pei Ran saw it, he couldn't help but feel a shock in his heart.

But the matter has come to this point, Yan Zhuolang said these words again at this time, and Pei Ran also felt a little awkward.

After taking a deep breath, Pei Ran stood up with his shoulders hugged: "What do you want to do?" ”

Yan Zhuolang couldn't help but slowly pressed Pei Ran tightly, and then said: "Ran'er, let's reconcile, come back to me again, I am willing to do everything I can to love you, I just ask you to come back to me, I can't bear the pain without you, now that you have returned here, then let's start again, okay?" ”

Pei Ran was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Yan Zhuolang to say these words anyway, but time has passed, and now Pei Ran only feels endlessly ridiculous when she hears these words.

A faint pain began to feel in his heart, and Pei Ran panicked.

No matter how one person hides the expression on her face, the emotions in her heart can't go wrong, and even at this moment, even Pei Ran can't figure out why her heart hurts.

At the same time, she didn't understand what was wrong with her.

The scenes that came to his mind, the pictures flashed in Pei Ran's mind like a movie, about the past, about the scenes between her and Yan Zhuolang all appeared in an instant.

Yan Zhuolang suddenly took a step forward, and Pei Ran suddenly panicked: "Don't come here!" ”

"Ran'er! Look at me, I'm Zhuo Lang! Yan Zhuolang didn't expect Pei Ran to make such a move.

"I told you, you weren't allowed to come! Don't come! ”

Pei Ran listened to Yan Zhuolang's words, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

But the anguish in my heart has never diminished a little.

Seeing the serious look on Yan Zhuolang's face, Pei Ran's heart moved, but then his expression returned to indifference again, holding on to the throbbing and shock in his heart, and said lightly: "We have already broken up, you should know that it is no longer possible for us to be with each other, you will simply die of this heart." ”

When Yan Zhuolang saw Pei Ran's bitter expression, he couldn't help but feel a bitterness in his heart, and then he saw that the expression on Yan Zhuolang's face became more and more serious, and then strode towards Pei Ran: "Ran'er, do you know how long I've been waiting for this day?" I've been waiting for you to come back, I can even say I've been waiting for this day, I've been waiting for you to come back, I think we can finally start again, you decided to leave, and now that you've come back, everything is over, why can't we start again? ”

Unexpectedly, Pei Ran looked at Yan Zhuolang and stood up gently, with a touch of extreme exhaustion on his face, I have to say that Pei Ran is really tired these days, and now Pei Ran has no energy to deal with all this in front of her, what she wants to do most is to sleep well and relax her mind.

Facing Yan Zhuolang's fiery emotions, Pei Ran could only turn a blind eye, even though there were waves in her heart again, but at this moment, she really didn't want to continue like this, especially in the face of Yan Zhuolang.

The next moment, I saw that Pei Ran's face had turned iron-blue: "Zhuo Lang, we are really not suitable, haven't you noticed it after so many things?" In fact, we are not the most suitable person, and it can even be said that you and I can only increase the torture together, I have gradually understood over the years, sometimes feelings are very fragile, once there is a crack, there is absolutely no possibility of repair, do you say? ”

"Nope! No! Ran'er, I don't believe it's true! This is absolutely not true! I've always loved you! I'm sure you haven't forgotten me, have you? If that's the case, then why can't we be together? Wouldn't it be better to start all over again? I don't believe it! I don't believe you've completely forgotten about me! ”

Pei Ran looked indifferent with a touch of indifference, and said lightly: "I have forgotten everything we had before, please don't bother me again." ”

As Pei Ran said this, Yan Zhuolang was completely stunned, he didn't believe that Pei Ran had completely forgotten him, and he couldn't believe that Pei Ran was indifferent at this time, which was not what Yan Zhuolang wanted to see anyway.

"Ran'er, listen to me, I've been waiting for you for so many years, you have to believe me! All this I have done is to be able to bring you back to me, I have been thinking about you, I love you! By the end, Yan Zhuolang's voice had changed from hoarse to roaring, and there was even a hint of intense anger in his voice.

Pei Ran looked at Yan Zhuolang calmly, and after hearing Yan Zhuolang's words, Pei Ran suddenly found in frustration that in fact, after so much time, he still couldn't completely forget Yan Zhuolang, not even a little bit.

This is a real torture for Pei Ran, and this torture has been continuing, even Pei Ran himself never thought that time has passed, after such a long time, Pei Ran still has not forgotten her heart, her heart has always loved Yan Zhuolang, even though the two of them have gone through so many hardships, until now, Pei Ran still can't forget the bits and pieces when he was with Yan Zhuolang before.

"Ran'er......" Yan Zhuolang's voice carried a touch of extreme bitterness, and he stood in place without moving his steps.

And Pei Ran's emotions at the moment were like a flash flood, all of a sudden. came out: "You don't know what kind of pain I've experienced over the years, I've been struggling, struggling constantly, I just hope that I can completely get rid of the past, to be able to get out of the sea of suffering, you won't know this heart-wrenching pain, because you don't have a heart at all, the love you are talking about is not love, you can't understand my feelings at all!" ”

Pei Ran's emotions have become more and more excited, and there is even a faint trace of anger in his heart: "You don't know this feeling, it is tormenting me every day, making me unable to live in peace for a moment, Yan Zhuolang, I ask you, I ask you not to disturb me in the future, let my life return to peace, okay?" Now I don't think about what will happen between you and me, I just want a peaceful life, and this life will not be broken! That's what I want! ”

Faced with Pei Ran's words, Yan Zhuolang was speechless for a while, he didn't even know what else he could say at this moment, but at this moment, he could see Yan Zhuolang's eyes with a touch of extreme pain, which could be said to be fatal.

"Ran'er, I'm ......" Before Yan Zhuolang could finish speaking, he saw that Pei Ran had already sneered: "What kind of woman does Mr. Yan want to find?" Why are you pestering me? Do you know that I am no longer the Pei Ran I used to be, and you are not the original Yan Zhuolang, so there is no possibility between us. ”

"It's impossible!" Pei Ran opened his mouth word by word, and his tone was so serious that even Yan Zhuolang had never thought of it.

The next moment, Yan Zhuolang stood in place in a daze, and after a long time, Yan Zhuolang reacted, and finally had to nod slightly.

Things have evolved to this point, in fact, Yan Zhuolang is very clear.

The reason why he did this was just that he couldn't rest assured of Pei Ran in his heart, and now that Pei Ran had found the life he wanted, Yan Zhuolang felt that he might not have become so important anymore.

His Ran'er...... Maybe he really doesn't need him anymore......

This kind of fatal blow was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for Yan Zhuolang, but Yan Zhuolang had no better way for a while, he couldn't convince Pei Ran, let alone himself, everything that happened today was too unexpected for Yan Zhuolang.

And now, Yan Zhuolang seems to be a loser, a complete failure, he doesn't know why things suddenly evolved into the way they are now, but everything has been settled, it is already a certainty, no one can change it, even Yan Zhuolang himself does not have the ability to change it!

In an instant, Yan Zhuolang seemed to feel that he was dozens of years old.

As the saying goes, mourning is greater than heart death, Yan Zhuolang at this moment has such a feeling in his heart, there are some things that he has no way to stop, just like Pei Ran's mind has become like steel.

In the end, Yan Zhuolang had no choice but to walk to Pei Ran's side gently, with a touch of disbelief in his eyes: "Ran'er, did what you just say come from the heart?" I want to know if it's real or not. ”

Pei Ran simply took a deep breath, and after a long time, he slowly spoke: "Of course it's true, Yan Zhuolang, let me tell you, no one can understand the suffering I have suffered for so many years, not even you, so from now on, I ask you to leave my office, Mr. Yan!" ”

In the last sentence, Pei Ran used up almost all the strength on his body.

Yan Zhuolang's hand that was about to stretch out couldn't help but shrink back at this moment.

He no longer had the courage to stretch out his hand towards Pei Ran.

In an instant, Pei Ran turned around and simply ignored Yan Zhuolang.

And Yan Zhuolang's face was blank, no one knew what he was thinking in his heart, he could only vaguely find from his gaze that he was so sad at the moment, his grief was greater than his heart was dead, his eyes were gloomy, and he couldn't even remember what he wanted to say.

Just saw that Yan Zhuolang was like a marionette, mechanically walked to the door, and then took out the lunch box placed at the entrance of the door, and gently placed it on the table: "Here are all your favorite things to eat, you have been hungry for so long, eat something first, I'll go, you eat slowly." ”

After speaking, he saw Yan Zhuolang turn around, as if he wanted to escape from here completely, embarrassed.