Chapter 488: Giving or Not Letting
From that time, I began to have a grudge against Wei Zhong, especially after knowing his identity, even if I became a police officer, I would not be grateful to Wei Zhong, because, he did not choose to let me know at the beginning, but casually changed my life, although that may be the best way I can go,
He didn't ask me what I meant, he just arrested me in one place, didn't tell me anything, imprisoned me, trained me, I don't think this is a means that the police or the secret security services should take, and they have no right and right to take such coercive measures against me, a person who has not committed a crime,
What I can't understand even more is that they chose me, but why did they choose to let Yin Jun die, I even sometimes wonder what is the difference between them doing this and those criminals who are extremely heinous, although after many years, I know that Yin Jun is not dead, but I still can't understand Wei Zhong's approach,
And Wei Zhong has never explained to me, however, the helpless reality, so that I can only obey him, I and Wei Zhong, only met a few times, since then, Wei Zhong only contacted me through letters and phone calls, at that time, I was already cornered, unexpectedly became a policeman, although there is no way to expose the identity of the police, it is better than nothing,
I know that becoming a policeman, I will have more resources, I can investigate my father's death, I was directly ordered by Wei Zhong, and only obeyed Wei Zhong's orders, no one else, can order me, under Wei Zhong's arrangement, I began to wander around the society, wandering on the edge of crime and justice, and finally, I was arranged by Luo Feng's side, engaged in undercover work, and at the same time used Luo Feng's power to investigate Duan Kun's whereabouts for me, and entered the website: ёǐ
All of this is what I have experienced, and I have experienced it, but now listening to what Weiyi said, the truth is obviously not that simple, Weiyi told me that the person who arrested me and Yin Jun and made me choose life and death was not Weizhong at all, nor the police, nor a secret security agency, but a civil investigation bureau.
This made me feel surprised, that is to say, the one who imprisoned me, asked me to quit that thing, and trained me frantically was not Wei Zhong, but the Civil Investigation Bureau, it was Wei Yi, I had no way to accept this fact, I clenched my fists, my body began to tremble slightly, I looked at Wei Zhong, then looked at Wei Yi, and then shouted angrily: "Why did you do this,"
"Fang Han, I've said it many times, I don't care what others think of me," Wei Yi was expressionless: "It's not that I helped you choose your life, but you chose your own life, if you don't want to be what you are today, I just provided you with resources,"
I couldn't suppress my emotions and grabbed Wei Yi by the collar, but Wei Zhong didn't stop me,
"Impulsive, furious," Wei Yi sighed: "After so many years of training, it still hasn't allowed you to abandon these weaknesses, if you didn't have these emotions for a long time, you wouldn't have been deeply involved in Gong Yuanhai's case at all,"
"You are not qualified to say these things to me,
Weiyi shook his head: "This is the path you should take, and the only way you can go, otherwise, today, you may have died on the streets,"
My brain ached, blood surged into my head, I felt that all the roads I walked were arranged by others, and after a long, long time, I couldn't accept this fact, the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and the water on the broken temple floor was accumulating more and more.
When my mood finally stabilized, I raised my head and stared at Wei Yi: "Why is it Wei Zhong that I saw last?"
"Because, I gave you to him," Weiyi said slowly,
It's a question of giving or not letting go, and in an instant, I took a few steps back, Weiyi and Weizhong are too strange to me.
"When we find you, you are destined to become a member of the Civil Investigation Bureau," Weiyi said: "However, you need to have a more legitimate identity to participate in the investigation and convince your heart, at that time, whether it is your ability or your mind, it is not suitable to directly participate in the Civil Investigation Bureau, you can't even pass your own level, let alone the level of the mastermind behind the scenes, you need to hone, and when you have honed enough, you will willingly become a member of the Civil Investigation Bureau,"
"I'm reluctant," at this moment, like a madman, I glared at Wei Zhong again: "Don't you disagree with him, why did you agree to accept me?"
Wei Zhong shook his head: "What I need is a shrewd and capable policeman, Fang Han, you will always be a policeman,"
I stepped back, what these two people were doing, I couldn't see through it at all,
"Yin Jun, it's just for me, why do you want me to choose Yin Jun's life and death,
Weiyi's answer was full of the indifference of human nature, he said, it was just a test, the more people who would think about their own lives, the more they would know how to live, what they needed was a living person, not a dead person, the desire to survive, the members of the Civil Investigation Bureau, what they needed most was such an instinct,
Weiyi seemed to see through me: "I also know that you will always feel guilty, even if Yin Jun is not actually dead, you will feel guilty, because that guilt was generated a long time ago and continues to spread, I know you very well, I know you very well, I know that you will become more and more indifferent in the past few years in society, so I want to keep what little bit of humanity you have,"
Weiyi said that he made me think that Yin Jun was dead, just to let me live with guilt, when I was carried away by hatred and wanted to be desperate and take advantage of everyone, I recalled the guilt towards Yin Jun, once the guilt spreads, it can stop me from going too far, at least, it can also ensure that I am a person,
Weiyi even told me very frankly that he could use everyone, but I couldn't, because, if I became like him, then I would not be under his control, but might use him, and every reason Weiyi said was actually considered from his point of view,
In the face of such a person, at this moment, in my heart, there is not only a simple outburst, but also a lot of unknown emotions, there is no way to explain,
"There is another purpose for you to choose Yin Jun's life and death, but that's not what you can know now," Weiyi continued to say slowly,
The rain leaking from the roof hit my face, and soon, my whole body was soaked, Wei Zhong sighed: "I warned you a long time ago, when Fang Han knew everything, he would not be able to accept it, this would not only bring him pain, but also make your purpose, there is no way to achieve it,"
Weiyi smiled: "How can it be so easy to cultivate a successor, a person who can completely find out the mastermind behind the scenes, but, brother, you are wrong, my purpose will be achieved, Fang Han, like Fang Yu, will willingly do things for me, for light and justice,"
"A person with dirty means and who doesn't care about the feelings of others is actually in front of me at this moment, talking about justice and light," I gritted my teeth, not knowing whether I was angry or mocking,
Wei Yi sighed, the conversation, as if it was interrupted, Wei Zhong walked in front of me, he told me that he still respected my choice, and Wei Zhong told me that the Civil Investigation Bureau, after all, is a violation of the law, it will not exist for too long, the biggest difference between the police and the Civil Investigation Bureau is that the police should not violate the law like the Civil Investigation Bureau, and even sometimes, use violence to counter violence,
All the conversations between Weiyi and Weizhong always revolve around giving and not giving up, and being the object of giving and not giving is me.
"It's not too early, I can't come out for too long," Weiyi said suddenly: "I said, many people want to arrest me, want my life, promise to do things for me, I will tell you what we have found out, even the police don't know about,"
I was still hesitating, and Weiyi's brows finally wrinkled,
"There's a bad news, I can't bear to tell you all the time, and I don't want to tell you, but now it seems that you have to know" Wei Yi sighed: "Have you not had Luo Feng's whereabouts for a long time,"