"What I wanted, it was never these three words."

Lin Sese: "......"

Both were silent for a few moments.

Leng Xizhe faced the cold wind.

Lin Sese stretched out his hand and pulled him: "Xizhe, it's too cold outside, let's go into the house and talk." ”

Leng Xizhe didn't resist, and Ren Lin pulled him into the house.

The two sat down on the sofa, Leng Xizhe's hands were as cold as ice. Lin Sese quickly found a tweed coat and draped it over his shoulders.

Leng Xizhe wrapped his coat and raised his eyes to look at Lin Sese, his eyes were deep and sad.

That gaze gave Lin Se a thorn in the heart.

She reached out and took his cold hand, trying to warm him.

"Hee-cheol, seeing you like this, I feel very uncomfortable. If you don't get up, I only have to live a life of guilt for the rest of my life, and between us, in the end, I am responsible for you. ”

Leng Xizhe listened quietly, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a faint smile.

"I used to look forward to the love between us, but in the end, I missed it. I'm sorry, all I can say is these three words, maybe I was born a bad woman and don't deserve your wonderful love. ”

"Cersei, you can't say that about yourself." Leng Xizhe said hurriedly, and in turn, he held Lin Sese's hand.

Lin Sese chuckled and shook his head: "Xizhe, life has to go on, love is not the whole of a person's life." Maybe it's really painful for you to lose me, but you see, what I want more is to see you as energetic as you used to.

We can't be a couple, we can be very good friends. In the bottom of my heart, you will always be one of the most important people. Hee-cheol, you're so good, I don't want you to be decadent because of me.

I'd really be guilty of that for the rest of my life. ”

Leng Xizhe was silent.

"Maybe what I'm saying is really empty. I don't know if I'll be able to untie your knot when I come to see you today, but I really want to see you well, Hee-cheol. ”

Lin Se looked at him with eager eyes.

Leng Xizhe suddenly pulled Lin Sese's hand to his lips and kissed him deeply, tears falling into each other's palms one by one.

"Nervous...... Some people, it's not that you can forget it, some feelings have been unforgettable, your sudden departure, but let me be good, I don't want to blame you for being cruel, I only blame myself six years ago, why did I miss you.

Everything is my fault, and it is I who destroyed my love with you. I don't want to pull myself together, I deserve to go to hell. ”

"Hee-cheol, don't say that." Lin Sese cried with him, "If you miss it, you miss it, what if you go to hell?" I'm not the whole of your life, you have to cheer up. ”

"You are all I have in my life." Leng Xizhe raised his head and looked at her affectionately with red eyes, "No one knows how much I regret now, and I regret it so much that I want to die......"

Lin Sese hurriedly withdrew his hand and covered Leng Xizhe's mouth, his voice was urgent and sharp: "Don't say that!" ”

Leng Xizhe closed his eyes in pain.

Both of them fell silent and did not speak for a long time. Lin Sese didn't know how to comfort him, because no matter how much he said now, it would not play any role at all for Leng Xizhe.

Unless she comes back, and she can't come back.

Time calmed each other, Lin Sese pulled out the hand he was holding, wiped the remaining tears on his face, and looked at Leng Xizhe.

"Okay, please!"

"Let's go." Leng Xizhe suddenly spoke, and his tone was cold.