"I've always been like this! Why do you want to provoke me when you know I'm this kind of person! ”

"What can I do, I don't know how to fight back, and I don't want people to bully me!"

As I spoke, I became crying, all my emotions, all my grievances came to my heart at once, my nose was sour, I just wanted to cry, and I wanted to teach this bad man around me a hard lesson.

I thought so and did this, and my emotions were long out of my control when Lu Yiting said that.

I didn't think much about it, grabbed Lu Yiting's strong arm and brought it to my mouth and bit it hard.

I muttered, "Let you call me that...... Let you say that, I'......" while increasing the intensity of his mouth. Hearing Lu Yiting's pain, he snorted, and I achieved the desired effect before letting go of him.

I raised my eyes to look at Lu Yiting, and found that the expression on his face was not the hideous expression of pain I imagined, nor was it a mockery of my childish behavior, but with a smile.

"Lan Xin, you finally ......" Lu Yiting was quickly interrupted by my words halfway through, and the corners of his mouth were automatically understood by me as ridicule.

"You still laugh at me, woo, I thought you were a good person, it turns out that you are a bad person like the people of the Lin family! Just want to bully me! ”

I couldn't control my emotions anymore, and being ridiculed like this by Lu Yiting made me feel sadder than I had been offended in the past ten years.

I couldn't stand the atmosphere in this carriage, I sobbed and wanted to open the door to leave this place and people that made me sad and sad, but unexpectedly, when I just opened the door and stood up to leave, my arm sank and I was pulled into a warm embrace.

Lu Yiting hugged me tightly in his arms from behind and wrapped his arms around my waist, his mouth gently rested on the back of my neck, and he kept saying "I'm sorry".

"I'm sorry, Blue Heart. Shall I apologize for what I said? Lu Yiting moved his hand to my shoulder and stroked it back and forth, trying to comfort me.

"I was in too much of a hurry to say that kind of irresponsible thing just now, don't be angry with me." Lu Yiting's voice returned to its previous gentleness, and it soothed my emotions even more than before.

The huge sense of security of being tightly embraced and the satisfaction brought by Lu Yiting's small movements of caressing me made me slowly calm down.

I stopped struggling and listened quietly to what Lu Yiting was going to say next. Lu Yiting felt the hug that I no longer resisted him, and continued,

"I don't want to see you being bullied anymore, you're not that kind of person. You are a very good person, don't give up on yourself because of a few years of bad encounters and a failed marriage, okay? ”

"I remember when I used to go to school, you were the best-looking and most eye-catching girl in the class."

"At that time, your braids were always tied high, and you walked and jumped, exuding the charm of youth all over your body. At that time, I heard that your family conditions were not very good, but you still studied so seriously and never gave up on yourself because of these things. I've been very fond of you for a long time. ”

"One day, we were finally transferred to the same table by the teacher, do you know how happy I was that day?"

Obviously, such a warm expression of his previous feelings for me made the usually serious and calm lawyer a little shy, and although I turned my back to him, the temperature from him was noticeably several degrees higher.

Lu Yiting said this, which made me blush as if I could drip blood, at this time I was glad that Lu Yiting was holding me from behind, and I couldn't see my embarrassment.

"At that time, I was still a fat man, and other girls didn't want to deal with me, but you never made a face to me because of this matter, and often taught me questions I didn't know."

"After school that day, I went out with you. When we got to the school gate, we didn't go the same way, and you turned around and said goodbye to me with a smile. From that day on, I knew I was finished, and I wanted no one but you. ”

Speaking of this, the temperature on Lu Yiting's body was already hot, and I was ashamed to bury my head very low.

I'm really going to be ashamed to die if I listen to it again, how many women in the world can stand a man like Lu Yiting saying such things?

I wanted to turn around and plug Lu Yiting's mouth and ask him to stop talking, but as soon as I moved, Lu Yiting thought I was leaving, and the strength of his hand increased a little.

"Don't leave in a hurry, wait until I'm done."

"After that, I did a lot of hard work to be worthy of you. But when I thought I was worthy of you, I came back and found that you were ...... Married ...... a woman"

"I didn't bother you, but I kept an eye on you. When I knew that you were not happy, I couldn't wait to kill Lin Fang! ”

Lu Yiting hugged me harder, and I was a little out of breath. But I knew that this was Lu Yiting's way of expressing anger, so there was no action.

"Now, you're free again." Lu Yiting let go of me when he said this, and then turned me around to face him.

"But I don't want to see the girl who used to be unwilling to bow her head become like this." Lu Yiting looked at me and said word by word, "Just think it's for me." ”

"I used to change for you." Lu Yiting's eyes revealed a deep affection, "What now?" Are you willing to change for me? ”

Heart.

Lu Yiting's words seemed to have magic power, and looking at his face in front of me confiding in me this kind of words asking me to make a promise, my heart was about to jump out, and I couldn't say a word of refusal.

Speaking of my current situation, do I accept it? I'm not convinced, if I really plan to accept what fate has brought me, will I go to this Rausch yoga class?

My fear is that I can't change anything. I used to be brave enough to rush forward and have been tortured to death in the Lin family, and now although I still have that heart, I am cowardly afraid that I will lose even the little bit I have.

Don't dare to accept it, only dare to bear it. I didn't dare to fight for it, so I could only endure it silently. That's where I am.

But Lu Yiting's words rekindled my desire to challenge life. When I was a child, I always thought that I would not become a weak person because my parents were patriarchal, but now I will become a weak person because of this failed marriage?

Wouldn't I be the type of person I hated the most? Cowardly as a mouse, full of resentment about life, he will do nothing but lament the injustice of the world!

A while ago, I didn't think about these issues because I was overly immersed in the sadness of divorce, but now that Lu Yiting has mentioned it, I can naturally figure it out.

Now that I've figured it out, I'll never back down!

In just a few seconds, my mind was already full of thoughts. I looked up into Lu Yiting's eyes. His eyes were wet, as if he was afraid that I would say "no", and he hid a hint of anticipation, not wanting his true confession to fall into my eyes as a joke.

I don't know what kind of feelings I have for Lu Yiting. If at the beginning I was a little curious about this excellent man who appeared in my life privately under the banner of my former classmates, then now I think I am very grateful and moved by Lu Yiting.

Such an excellent man confessed to me so hotly, I couldn't control my heartbeat, plus remembering what he had done before, even if I was a piece of iron, I would be covered with heat.

No matter how famous he is in society, how strong his work ability is, and how unworthy I am, at least the care he shows for me at this moment is not fake. He took out his heart and showed it to me, and I would never believe him again.

Change? It's time for a change! I have never been a person who will be led away by life, and Lu Yiting's words successfully aroused my competitive spirit.

But now it still makes me feel very embarrassed to say this kind of thing for Lu Yiting, when I don't become a person who is enough to stand by his side, I will no longer think about the relationship with Lu Yiting.

Now it's time to change Lu Yiting's expectations for me!

After thinking everything through, I looked at Lu Yiting's expectant eyes and solemnly promised: "I will change." ”

I will never fail to live up to your expectations of me!

I didn't say the rest of the sentence in my heart. Because seeing Lu Yiting's face becoming happy because of my words, I really couldn't say this sentence that swept him off.

"Blue Heart! Blue Hearts! Lu Yiting held my shoulders with both hands and said excitedly, "I'm so happy to hear you say that you are willing to change for me." ”

Lu Yiting reached out again and hugged me into his arms, my chin was gently rested on his shoulder socket, and my entire upper body was locked in his arms and couldn't move.

Unlike the hug he gave me behind my back last time, this face-to-face hug made Lu Yiting's faces almost stick together. There is no fabric separated by clothes, and the direct contact with Lu Yiting's skin makes me even hotter.

The breath of male hormones on Lu Yiting's body lingered faintly around me, and the air was so quiet that I could only hear my heartbeat or his.

The just right amount of ambiguity invaded my brain, making me forget all the thoughts I had just thought about becoming an excellent person and standing next to Lu Yiting. I instinctively stretched out my hand, and just like Lu Yiting hugged me, I hugged Lu Yiting's waist.

Feeling the touch from his waist, Lu Yiting obviously trembled all over.

"Blue Heart, I love you, Blue Heart."

Heartbeat again.

That was the first time Lu Yiting said he loved me and said that he loved me. It was the first time in my life that I heard someone say they loved me.

Although Lu Yiting's voice was a little unsteady because of my unexpected response, it seemed like he was crying, but I was still moved by this sentence. This is the first time someone has put me on the tip of their hearts and said they love me!

Mom and Dad didn't say it, and Lin Fang didn't say it.

Love...... What is this love? I vaguely feel that the kind of love that Lu Yiting said is different from my love for Yuan Qi and Yuan Qi.

I've heard people say before that I've read about this kind of love in books, but when I first came into this kind of hot love, I was still a little overwhelmed.

I don't know how to respond to Lu Yiting's words, I feel warm in my heart, and a little sour, like running around the mountain road, I only feel that my whole body is sore, but there is no discomfort, and my empty heart is stuffed with something hot.

Lu Yiting hugged me for a long time, he was taller than me, and my chin was a little tired on his shoulder, so Lu Yiting slowly let go of me.

I saw Lu Yiting's face again, this time Lu Yiting's eyes changed when he looked at me, there were more indescribable things in it, and I didn't dare to look at him anymore.