It was strange to me to hear this hoarse voice, but it seemed like I had seen it before. I couldn't help but look at it carefully, and gradually a memory somewhere in my heart was opened, and an outline appeared in my mind, "Ah Niu? ”

A deep laugh came out, and his tone was extremely sarcastic: "It's not easy for a noble person to forget things, but it's not easy to recognize me." ”

I was secretly shocked in my heart, thinking that I would not have any more fights with this person, but I didn't expect to meet again when I returned to the village. The change in him was so great that I couldn't believe it, the whole person was as old as a middle-aged man in his thirties and forties, and he was unkempt, and even his voice became so hoarse, that I really didn't recognize it for a moment just now.

Things had already passed, and I didn't want to have any more entanglements with him, so I took a step back and said, "I'm sorry, I'm going back." ”

"Go back? How did you know your father and mother were dead? You must not have seen the appearance of your dead ghost father when he was sent back, only bones were gnawed by fish all over his body, unrecognizable, your mother and your sick brother were frightened at the time, and then your mother couldn't afford to be sick, and she left with your dead ghost father after half a year. Oh yes, your sick brother is afraid he's looking for you, haven't you seen it? It looks like he died on the road. ”

I couldn't help but swing my fist and knock his face away, only to see him wipe the spot that had been hit by my fist, and then glared at me gloomily and said, "Who is to blame?" Who told you to marry that fool? Now I see that you are afraid that you will be divorced by a fool, you are an abandoned woman! ”

I was so angry that I trembled, looked left and right, and bent down to pick up a stone to hit him, but he kicked him away. I ran over to pick it up again, but I saw Yan Qi running over not far away: "Master, what's going on?" ”

I stopped bending over, and only fixed Yan Qi word by word and said, "Xiao Qi, help me beat him until he only has one breath left!" Yan Qier rushed up without saying a word, and then there was a one-sided wind direction, Ah Niu was like a sandbag and was rolled to the ground by Yan Qi, and he held his head but shouted: "Xu Lan, you are a broom star, who is good and who is unlucky!" Your father and mother and brother must have been killed by you, and you also made me lame, and you deserve to be an abandoned woman! ”

Yan Qi paused when he heard what he said, turned his head to look at me, and turned his fists and feet harder when he turned around again.

After seeing that Ah Niu had no strength to fight back, I stopped Yan Qi, and then stared condescendingly at the person on the ground and said: "Jin Ah Niu, let me tell you, the only thing I have done right in my life is to spit on you, a bastard and despicable villain, you become lame, it is your own fault, just a person like you, you only deserve to be trampled on the ground like a dog for the rest of your life." ”

After speaking, he spat on him with hatred before striding away.

Walking back to the carriage, I wanted to kick on the carriage but leaned back in mid-air, but fortunately, Yan Qi supported me from falling to the ground. After helping me into the carriage, he asked a little worriedly, "Are you alright?" ”

I shook my head and lowered the curtain and sat down, but in the next moment my whole body went limp. The ruthlessness just now was just fighting for that breath, and I couldn't hold it anymore in the space where I was alone.

I was still in a state of distress when the carriage stopped, and it was Yan Qi who called out twice before I came back to my senses. From this day on, I didn't leave the house, almost didn't even step out of the house, the first two days Yan Qi came to call me to eat was rejected by me, and then Yan Qi didn't care about 3721 and kicked the door open, walked to the side of the bed and glanced at me and said: "I don't know how to persuade, but there are still only two bytes of mourning, the dead can't come back to life, and the living people have to continue to walk, they can't ...... Let's die. ”

Yan Qi's words entered my ears, and then they had an effect, and I suddenly remembered what happened to him. Raise your eyes and ask softly, "How did you come here then?" Yan Qi smiled, and the smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes: "How can I live?" Just survive in the cracks, do everything for a living, if it weren't for the son, I'm afraid it would be difficult to live to this day. ”

So he has always been thinking about Ah Ping's kindness, regardless of family grievances.

I don't want to compare, and the pain of bereavement is not comparable, especially since I am more worried about guilt. When Daddy had an accident, there were only Auntie and the sick Xiaotong who were not good at doing things at home, how could the two of them bear the pain of bereavement? A-Niang will be seriously ill, and it is precisely because of excessive grief that even Xiaotong was nowhere to be found. All these things happened without me knowing, and by the time I knew it, my family was ruined, and I couldn't get past my own psychology.

Later, when I came to eat, I ate it, but every day I lived in a panic and did not know the middle and the day, and I often sat in the courtyard for a whole day.

After dark this day and night, I lay in the chaise longue in the courtyard and looked at the stars overhead, as if I heard a strange noise but did not pay attention, until the vision in front of me was blocked, I slowly turned my eyes, looked at the figure in the shadow for a long time and then I turned my gaze again.

A familiar and unfamiliar breath approached me and lifted me slightly from the recliner, "Lan, I'm here." ”

"Really? That's good, it's going to be hard work, so go to bed first when you go inside. ”

His breath sank, he put his forehead down, and said in a deep voice: "Xiao Qi said that you have been so wilted these days and eaten very little, I know that I am late, if you have any anger, just sprinkle it on me, and tell me if you feel sad." ”

"I'm not angry, it's you who think too much. Sad? Actually, it's okay, I just prefer to be alone now, so Zhu Yunwen, can you not disturb me? ”

"Can't! I can't let you immerse yourself in this anymore, I'll take you away now. With that, he picked me up and walked out, and I didn't struggle, so I let it go, because since he came, even if I didn't agree, he had a way to take me away, so why bother with it.

There was a more ornate and larger carriage parked outside the door, presumably he had ridden when he came, and there was a long-haired carpet in the carriage, and he put me down and lay down and felt soft and comfortable. As soon as he gave the order to get off the carriage and start marching, I couldn't help but curl the corners of my lips and asked sarcastically: "Have you never regarded Ginkgo Village as your home, so you will leave without any nostalgia within a moment of entering the house?" ”

His body froze, and the next moment he shouted loudly: "Stop, drive back!" ”

"But Childe ......"

The voice outside was interrupted by him: "I'll let you sail back!" ”

Listening to the driver's voice, it didn't look like Yan Qi, who was held out and blocked his vision just now, but at this moment, the sound of horses' hooves around him could tell that there were many people following him. In the end, he is no longer the boy in the village at the beginning, and he is followed by close guards when he travels.

I hadn't gone far, but I was in front of the door in a moment, and he was about to pick me up again, but this time I avoided it and rolled aside. His outstretched hand paused in mid-air, staring at me blankly, and I sat up and jumped out of the carriage and walked into the house.

Hearing the footsteps behind him, he couldn't help but quicken his pace, and as soon as he stepped into the room, he turned around and closed the door. There was no push outside, but after a pause, a voice sounded: "Lan, I know you're angry with me, let me come in and talk to you, okay?" ”

I sneered, "Didn't you hear me clearly just now?" I said that I prefer to be alone now, since you don't go to bed in the first room, then I'm going to rest, you can do it yourself. After saying that, he snapped the door mortar mercilessly, making a rattling sound.

There was no footsteps outside, and I was standing by the door. Later, he was about to walk away, but he heard him say outside the door: "I'll go and have someone break down the door." All of a sudden, my fire was raised, and he shouted: "You let people tear it down!" Not to mention tearing down the door, do you want to simply tear down the walls and even the house? You don't even think of this as a home anyway! ”

"Lan, I think this is my home, my home and yours."

"You didn't! Zhu Yunwen: Let me tell you, this is not your home, your home is in the palace compound. ”

After the roar, my heart was very excited, all the sadness came to my heart, and suddenly my nose was sore, and my eyes were hot. Zhu Yunwen, you bastard casually left me to Yan Qi to come back here alone, and let me bear the pain of losing my loved ones alone, and now you want to take me away, there is no door!

There was no more sound outside, no footsteps leaving, and there was silence. I approached the bed and lay down, and looked at the roof of the tent in the dim light, thinking that I would keep my eyes open until dawn, but at some point I closed my eyes and fell asleep. When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn, and my mind was blank for a moment, and I didn't look at the door until I turned around.

Ah Ping came home last night, is it real or my hallucination?

Turning over and getting off the ground, he walked to the door and paused, loosened the door and opened the door, and then froze. A figure sat against the wall at his feet, breathing lightly with his eyes closed, and the shadows under his eyes could not be seen clearly last night, but he could see clearly after dawn.

He was sitting in a position that blocked my way out, and if I wanted to get out, I would have to step over his legs. I paused for a moment and walked over, but the next moment my foot was pulled again, and I didn't have to look down to know that he was pretending to be asleep.

"Daughter-in-law......" The pitiful voice came from below, "Are you still angry with me?" ”

I lowered my eyes and looked into those dark eyes, there was a plea in them, if I had softened in the past, but at this time, after looking at it for a while, I showed a light smile, "If I were you, I would let go at this time, maybe it would only be beneficial to your Emperor Road." ”

Ah Ping's pupils shrank, but he pulled my feet tighter, and he said, "There must be you on that road." ”

"Really? So why leave me out of the way? Is it because I'm not sharing your ups and downs, or am I not trusting you? Or," I paused, closing in on his gaze, "what are you doing behind my back?" ”