Chapter 71: When I Leave (Part II)
At this time, it was already late at night, and when Jinzhi raised his head, he saw several stars hanging in the sky, and the branches outside the door were like withered vines. The cold wind blew in along the doorway, and her heart was empty. It was clear that she was still behind her when Ying Han was shining, but she was in a trance, and she wandered to nowhere.
She bowed her head.
"I said, let's both stand where we are, and neither of us should move."
Ying Han was stunned for a moment, and felt her arm gently withdrawn, and her figure flashed, and she walked out of the room.
Jinzhi ran as fast as he could, as if someone was chasing him behind him. Soon arrived downstairs, Zhuang Chong and Lin Jie were waiting on the side of the road. Seeing her appearance, both of them were a little surprised. Jinzhi didn't say anything, standing to the side, absentmindedly waiting.
After a while, I heard footsteps on the stairs. He walked down when he was cold.
Jinzhi didn't want to look at him, but he only saw a long shadow, reflected on the ground. I don't know if it's because of her mood, but I feel that the shadow is extraordinarily silent and silent.
At this moment, a taxi drove up in front of them. Zhuang Chong opened the door, Jinzhi was very confused, the first one got into the car, and sat in the passenger seat, leaving the back seats for three.
The street lights were reflected in the car window, and she heard Lin Jie ask, "Commander, get in the car." ”
His slightly light voice sounded: "You take the car, I'll walk over." ”
Everyone was stunned, Zhuang Chong whispered, "It's quite far away...... he stopped suddenly. Jinzhi turned his head consciously, but saw that the land was empty, and he didn't know when he was gone.
The car passed through most of the city, and the colorful neon, like broken water, was reflected in the endless stream of vehicles. Jinzhi always looked out the window, thinking that this city was really no different from Jiangcheng. That night, Ying Han confessed that she also ran away like this, drowning herself in the endless traffic.
Before I knew it, I had arrived outside the door of "Lotus". This bar is really luxurious, and the curtain at the entrance is full of crystal spotlights, as if stealing the galaxy out of the night and putting it into this drunken gold fan. Cars were parked everywhere, and people were standing in twos and threes.
The three of them got out of the car and walked to the door, where they saw a familiar figure already standing. He is still standing with his hands in his hands, his figure is thin, and his eyebrows are distinct. provoked the welcome lady at the door to peek repeatedly. He didn't seem to realize it, he just lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.
"It's cold." Lin Jie was the first to walk over. Outside, she no longer calls him a military officer, but by his first name.
Ying Han turned his head, and his gaze first passed over the others and fell on Jinzhi. Jinzhi's gaze has become very calm at this moment, and he just looks at him like this.
"Let's go inside." But he stood still. Lin Jie and Zhuang Chong naturally walked in front and let him go with Jinzhi.
Jinzhi walked over slowly, his eyes looking ahead, no longer looking at him. Yuguang caught a glimpse of him following very quietly, walking beside her.
Let's go with it. She couldn't get closer to him, she thought, but she didn't want to go too far from him.
The bar was full of music, the lights were flickering, and there were people everywhere. Although Zhuang Chong has never been to a bar, he has learned the driving of the little prince of nightclubs. Not only did he unbutton the two buttons of his shirt, but he also snapped his fingers and beckoned the waiter: "Find us a quiet booth." After stuffing the tip, he asked again: "I'm a friend of Shen Shao, is he here?" ”
The waiter hurriedly replied: "Come on, Shen Shao is in the No. 10 booth." ”
Zhuang Chong was overjoyed, but his face was not revealing anything, and he said, "I'll surprise him." You can arrange a booth for us to be closer to him. ”
He was talking to the waiter, and the other three stood there. Lin Jie lit a cigarette and looked around with cold eyes. Jinzhi didn't look anywhere, and the pestle was in place, like a piece of wood. When Ying Han, who stood beside her two not far away, he was also motionless, like another silent log.
The waiter led them around the dance floor to an empty booth against the wall. The four of them sat down, and Ying Han was still beside her. But the booths were huge, and they didn't sit next to each other, but separated by two people.
Lin Jie glanced at the two of them and didn't speak. Zhuang Chong took the wine list, bowed his head and nodded a bunch, and handed it to the waiter. When I looked up at the distance between them, I was suddenly stunned: "You two ...... today"
Jinzhi glanced at him, and he obediently shut up.
Lin Jie raised her hand and pointed not far away: "Is that the one?" ”
Everyone looked up, and saw about four or five booths gathered, and there were a group of people, both men and women. I also faintly heard someone shouting "Shen Shao" and "Shen Shao". The man who was called was wearing a casual shirt, twenty-seven or eighteen years old, but he was very handsome, and he was lazily hooking the shoulders of the girl next to him, talking to people.
At this time, the waiter also brought the wine that Zhuang Chong ordered, and there were a lot of flowers. Zhuang poured out a bottle of beer and took a big sip with his head up. Lin Jie also took a bottle and drank it slowly. Only when Jin Zhi and Ying Han were sitting, they didn't move.
Zhuang Chong suddenly spoke: "Lin Jie, let's get closer and listen to what they are talking about." ”
Lin Jie looked at him, slowly drank the wine in her hand, and finally stood up and walked out with him. Glancing back at Ying Hanshi: "Something tells me." ”
When he responded to the cold, he replied: "Okay, let's go." ”
As soon as Xie Jinzhi looked up, he saw a messy and jumping light reflected on the floor of the dance floor. It's like a piece of soft silk that has been torn apart and scattered on the ground. She wondered if if she would have hugged Ying Hanshi at this moment if she hadn't seen that scene, and she was also dancing lightly on the dance floor, and his face was flushed. Every second they ever spent was happy and at ease.
Just as she was thinking about it, she felt him get up and sit down, right next to her.
She looked up at him. To her surprise, he looked at her very gently. He shook her hand again and said clearly word by word: "Jinzhi, you...... Isn't it because I'm not doing well enough? We...... You can take your time, as long as you ......" he paused, "as long as you don't change your mind." ”
Jinzhi stared at him blankly. In my mind, there are many situations where the two get along like a flash. Under the viaduct on a rainy night, he was hugged by her, and turned his face away stiffly, revealing his ears and tail; He suddenly appeared at the mouth of the cave, put down his phone, looked at her and smiled; He took her by the hand and walked across the cool stream; He fastened her to a stone under the starry night and kissed her with impunity......
How could she not want to be with him, she thought?
The oath card of "Hibiscus knows the wish and grows old in the cold" is still lying in her pocket.
But what if fate is irreversible?
It's a good thing they're not deep enough, right?
She lowered her head, finally avoiding his gaze. She even saw a flash of sadness on his face.
She whispered, "When it's cold, my heart has been decided. We're back to friendship for a while, and I don't want to go any further. Wait...... I'll go back to the original space with you and tell you about my decision. ”
When she said the last two sentences, she almost burst into tears and held back. And he was quiet, and never spoke again. "No one can predict what will happen in the future. Only by going with the flow can we avoid suffering more. These words almost cut through her heart, and after saying that, she stood up and walked out of the booth. And he sat where he was, and she knew he would just sit still, not moving.
Jin Zhi walked out in three or two steps, and there was a wall next to him, blocking the line of sight when he was cold. But she didn't know where to go, she just wanted to take a big breath. I didn't know that I had just taken two steps and bumped into a person.
Zhuang Chong's face was a little dark, and he looked down at her: "I came back to get the wine, and I heard you talking." ”
Jinzhi only said, "Get out of the way." ”
He didn't let him, frowning: "Xie Jinzhi why are you doing this?" ”
Jinzhi knows that when he speaks here, he will hear it clearly when he is cold. She walked around him and walked briskly forward. Zhuang Chong followed reluctantly, and the two walked until they walked to the open space outside the bar, and then she stopped, stood in place, looked up at the starry sky, and did not say a word.
Zhuang Chong looked at her quietly for a while, and suddenly said, "What did you foresee?" ”
Jin Zhi didn't say anything, only his eyes were slightly red. But Zhuang Chong is really sharp at some times. His face became even more ugly, and he asked, "Who did you see dead?" ”
Jinzhi didn't speak, his hands hanging at his side clenched unconsciously. Zhuang Chong noticed her small action and was even more sure of his guess.
"Which of us died." His tone had become affirmative, but his face was even worse, "Is it when it is cold?" So you're going to break up with him? ”
Jinzhi lowered her head and looked at the ground, the hazy and clear moonlight, which covered her feet like a light veil. She replied softly, "No, he won't die." ”
Zhuang Chong's eyes lit up: "Isn't it...... Lin Jie? Then Ying Han found out that she was his true love, and he was grief-stricken, so you want to break up with him? ”
Almost immediately, Jinzhi replied, "No! It has nothing to do with Lin Jie. ”
Zhuang Chong was stunned. There was a moment of blankness in his mind, and the scene in front of him seemed to be far, far away from him.
"It's me...... Is that right? He asked stiffly, his voice a little hoarse, "It was me...... Then you don't have to break up with Ying Hanshi......"
"It's not you." Jinzhi interrupted him.
Zhuang Chong was stunned for a moment, with a complicated look of joy and confusion on his face: "Not me? But are we just a few of us, and aren't the dead among us? ”
Jinzhi looked up at him: "We...... Aren't there four of them? ”
Zhuang Chong's heart shook suddenly, and he heard her astringent voice sound: "Zhuang Chong, the person who will die is me." ”
The sound of music still came from the bar, falling on the ears of the two of them, but it seemed as far away as a thousand mountains and rivers. Someone walked by, and a car drove by on the road. Orange street lamps hung above them, shining quietly like another gentle moon. Zhuang Chong had lost his voice, and Jinzhi only stood still like a statue.
She saw it.
Seen somewhere, chaotic, dark place, a thin man in a white shirt, with his back to her, knelt there. His head hung down, and his body exuded silent grief.
And in his arms, there was a woman.
That woman, it's her.
He was wearing the same skirt as he was now, with the same braids, and the skirt was covered with blood, and his arms were weak and dangling. Her face was unusually pale, her eyes were deadly open, but her eyeballs seemed to have burst, and they were bloodshot. She didn't move, not the slightest bit angry, as if she had been dead for a long time.
Then, Jinzhi saw a tear fall and fall on the woman's face.
He cried.
If he saw himself die, Jinzhi's mood was shocked and sad. But when she saw his tears, she felt that it was really painful.
……
Fortunately. She thought, she hadn't made a lifelong commitment to him.
Because Starstream will always keep its promises.
Thankfully, she hadn't spoken yet.
If this time the future remains irreversible, I can't go on with you. How can I bear to let you take out a true heart, and then die alone in this lonely dream-like universe?