Chapter 856 I regret it
"Qingyu is a very different woman, she has been an abandoned child of the family since she was a child, unlike those of us who have a family, she is very insecure." Feng Anyan recalled Gu Qingyan's voice and smile, and said lightly, "She is very different from Mu Lan, and the one who is most similar to her should be Yu Panning." ”
"You mean to let me think about Qing Ji's motives for doing these things from Pan Ning's point of view?" He Zhaoyuan asked ignorantly.
"I'm just saying that the two of them live in similar circumstances." Feng Anyan frowned and said, "But Yu Panning and Gu Qingji's approach is definitely different, Yu Panning is more indecisive than Gu Qingji." ”
"After talking for a long time, it means not saying anything." He Zhaoyuan sighed deeply, and said helplessly, "I just want to know the reason for Gu Qingyu's actions, why was he so close to me at the beginning, and then he avoided me like a flood beast?" ”
"I don't think this matter can be rushed, haven't you heard a word? I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. Feng Anyan sighed and said, "Let's slowly explore Gu Qingyu's inner world, maybe we can understand what she is thinking, right?" ”
"What do you mean...... It makes sense. He Zhaoyuan frowned and nodded.
At this time, Gu Qingyu didn't know that the other two men were discussing how to enter her inner world, and she was discussing with the designer the time to meet Shen Qingyan.
At this time, she happened to stop under Shen Qingyan's huge poster, looking at the woman's delicate facial features and confident smile above, Gu Qingyan inexplicably had a sad feeling.
She understood that Shen Qingyan's real smile might not be like that, it was just an illusion made to cater to this world.
Shen Qingyan is like a delicate porcelain doll for the outside world to see, and people marvel at her perfection, praise her beauty, and flatter her as a fairy.
But only Shen Qingyan himself knew that without those halos, he was just an ordinary person.
"Mr. Gu, the time is arranged, just tomorrow at noon, the restaurant on the fifth floor of the Glen Hotel." The designer said happily.
"Thank you." Gu Qing smiled slightly, and thanked him back to his senses.
Hanging up the phone, Gu Qingjian looked at the woman on the poster again, and then drove home.
Along the way, she kept thinking about why she fought so hard, was it the anger that she learned that she was the abandoned son of the family, and wanted to prove it? Or is it to save yourself confidence in order not to fall to the point of being discarded?
She had forgotten, the only thing she remembered was the smirk on her face when she first climbed up, those expressions were not from the heart, they just tugged at the muscles on her face to make a perfect smile.
The spectators rejoiced, and she succeeded.
Now she may not need to flatter others with a fake smile, but Gu Qingjian always feels a sense of loss, it turns out that if she wears too much of the mask, she can't find the real face under the mask, and even she herself has forgotten the appearance of laughing heartily.
Tears dripped down Gu Qingyu's eyes, passed through the corner of her delicate jaw to the back of her hand, and she drove into the garage of her community, no one knew what she was crying about, maybe even she didn't understand.
He Zhaoyuan and Feng Anyan walked out of the restaurant together, both of them were slightly drunk, but fortunately they were still able to walk.
"I regret it." As he walked, Feng Anyan suddenly spoke.
"Regret what?" As soon as the cold wind blew, He Zhaoyuan sobered up a little, and asked with a yawn when he heard the words.
"I regret that I didn't explain it to Mu Lan at that time!" Feng Anyan said, "If I had explained at the beginning, maybe Mu Lan wouldn't have left!" ”
"You know you regret it now?" He Zhaoyuan smiled and hiccuped, "It's late!" Here's a lesson for you! Let you understand that Mu Lan is not plasticine, and will not let you knead and flatten. ”
"I was wrong, I really knew I was wrong." Feng Anyan sighed and said, "I'...... The most regrettable and stupid thing I've ever done in my life is to be smart...... Hiding from Mu Lan acted in this play. ”
"You're acting, but Mu Lan isn't, you can say those hurtful words, but Mu Lan has these words in mind, you say you, bastard or not?!" He Zhaoyuan asked with a sneer.
"I'm going to regret dying, don't rub salt in my wounds anymore." Feng Anyan said decadently, "Zhaoyuan, will you let me see Mu Lan?" Even if it's a video! Or did she send you a recent photo? Yes? ”
"You want to be beautiful!" Hearing Feng Anyan's slightly drunk words, He Zhaoyuan was touched for a moment, but soon he pushed Feng Anyan and said, "What's the benefit of me giving you these?" ”
Feng Anyan staggered a few steps and stood firm on the lamppost, this time the two of them deliberately chose a hidden Western restaurant that few people passed by, so even if they made a fuss, they wouldn't be in the newspaper like last time.
"What do you want...... I'll give it all to you! As long as I can meet Mu Lan. Feng Anyan said leaning against the street lamp.
"Then I want your company, and I want the position of the person in charge of your Feng family, will you give it to me too?" He Zhaoyuan said with a smile.
"Give!" Feng Anyan said proudly, and then laughed to himself.
He Zhaoyuan also laughed with him, the two men laughed for a while, He Zhaoyuan stepped forward and hooked Feng Anyan's neck and said, "Let's go!" You'll meet Mu Lan. ”
"Mm-hmm, I'll see you, I dream of her every night, and now it's time to save it again." Feng Anyan squinted his eyes and said with a smile.
The two of them took a taxi back to their home and didn't say anything all night.
On the morning of the second day, as soon as Feng Anyan got up, he thought of what happened last night, and he patted his face: "It's over, what did I say?" ”
He hurriedly jumped out of bed, washed up as fast as he could, put on his clothes and ran out.
Fortunately, when he arrived at the company, he hadn't eaten yet, and Feng Tianxiang was writing and drawing in his office, not knowing what he was doing.
"Big brother, what are you doing?" Feng Anyan leaned in and asked.
"This is the prototype of the advertising film sent by Zhaoyuan, you can take a look, and there is a budget." Seeing Feng Anyan coming, Feng Tian wanted to hand the information in his hand to Feng Anyan.
"These ......" Feng Anyan recognized at a glance that this was the idea he discussed with He Zhaoyuan last night, but he didn't expect him to make it for himself so quickly.
"Yasuhiko, you're drinking again, aren't you?" When Feng Anyan looked at the information, Feng Tianxiang's sharp gaze seemed to nail him through.
"Ah...... Drank a little. Feng Anyan covered it up with a weak heart.
"I don't think you just drank a little." Feng Tianxiang frowned, touched his chin and pondered, "You said, when you came back last night, were you bumped into by your father?" ”
Feng Anyan gasped, turned his head to look at Feng Tian and thought, "Wouldn't it?" ”
"What do you say? But my father didn't say much, it's your fate. Seeing that he had succeeded in scaring Feng Anyan, Feng Tianxiang said proudly.
Feng Anyan breathed a sigh of relief.