2. Missed time
It's been ten years, we've known each other for ten years, and we've only been in love for a short year, but it's taken a long time to forget each other.
We still love each other, but we won't be together again. We all continue to live with nostalgia for each other and that love, after all, love is not the only thing in life.
Occasionally, when I miss it, I will dig out the dusty diary. Look at how we were back then, I can clearly memorize every word in those diaries.
November 21, 2014. Clear. Today the little kid came to pick me up from work, and I took her shopping. She didn't want to leave at all when she saw the stinky tofu, and I couldn't figure out what was good about that stinky thing, but seeing that she wanted to eat it so much, I was going to buy a bunch for her. As a result, she tried her best to let me eat a piece, and it seemed to feel good.
Then we bought an ice cream in the middle of winter, and one person ate it and wiped it out. It's a feeling I've never felt before.
I only have Zijin in my eyes now. ”
"November 27, 2014, cloudy. I haven't written it for a few days, and that day someone told me I wanted to throw up, pregnant? Of course not, it's an upset stomach. I was suddenly nervous, and at night, in the hospital, infusions, chatting with friends, her uncle suddenly came to a thrilling situation.
The night was not peaceful, and the next day I had a gastroscopy. After getting the test results, the stone in my heart finally landed.
I always feel that I am rational and do not panic. But now emotion trumps reason, as long as you're good.
Love you. ”
December 10, 2014. Yin. I feel so tired every day when I go to and from work. But I will be very happy when I think of Zijin.
Carrying someone on my back today, I also fell down. I guess it's an unforgettable memory between us. ”
"December 24, 2014, fine. Came home early in the morning. Today is Christmas Eve, and I can't spend it with her tomorrow. She said that she didn't care about Western festivals, and I think she still wanted me to be with her.
She told her a lot of things, and I don't know if she listened to it.
Don't be afraid, it's good to make a promise? Xu Zeqing has been with Zijin for a lifetime. ”
"October 27, 2014, fine. When he went to work, Yu Jian said, "Brother, it's better to be early." You're so nice, so nice with your girlfriend. She'll also come to pick you up from work. "I smiled, right, we're going to be the envy of others."