"Peng!" After a while, there was a low muffled sound in the distance, and then the sky was as dazzling as a sprinkling of brilliant gems, and colorful fireworks bloomed in the night sky like brilliant gems.

With the end of the first barrel of fireworks, the joyful Christmas song was turned on again, and the lights of the various decorations slowly turned from faint to soft, and when everything in front of me was bright again, my heart did not become clearer, and a voice in my heart kept repeating: Christmas Eve has passed......

Looking at the smiling faces passing in front of me, in this atmosphere full of laughter and laughter, the feeling of loneliness is more obvious, it is multiplying rapidly by the square of the speed, no matter how high the interest of the people around them, their emotions can never be affected by them, can not really integrate into it.

I think that two people who love each other can be here together, hand in hand to witness this romantic and beautiful night, and witness a love between them, which is the simplest happiness.

What about me? What am I here for? And what about him? Where is he at this moment? Does he remember that there's another one I'm waiting here stupidly?

The tears on my face have dried, the cold wind blows my cheeks a little stinging, watching the Ferris wheel spinning the box of happiness again, my heart keeps sinking, it walks very slowly, but very resolutely, just like happiness, never looking back, and I can only stand under the reincarnation, looking up at it, looking up at the happiness of others......

Slowly, the tip of my nose began to pantothenic acid again, and the orange light was still a little faint, but it could shine two shadows on a lonely me.

"The anniversary of our 100th day of dating! Just make an appointment to meet at the Ferris wheel in the amusement park, and I will ride the Ferris wheel with you......" This is his original words, the more I think about it, the more ironic I feel, and finally I can only shake my head with a sneer, look at everything in front of me coldly, and my thoughts fly to that night: Who said that he accompanied me this night? Who said he would make me happy? Who said he wouldn't leave me? Who said that I will never be frightened in the future......

The branches of the trees swayed from time to time, "salsa" sounded, like a beast that had just come out of the cage, the clouds were wrapped around the starlight, leaving only a black and oppressive night sky, here, except for the shadow under the lampway, I was only lonely.

Leaning against the railing, I don't know how long I stood there until my legs were a little numb from the cold, and I never took my eyes off the Ferris wheel.

It spun back and forth, sending away one sweet couple after another, I counted the couples who had been on the Ferris wheel over and over again, watched their faces full of happy smiles, and then watched them leave, and then continued to look up at its next spin, and gradually the original cold railing also had my residual warmth.