061 Don't think about it

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At the beginning of the day, although the temperature was high, the air in the early morning still carried two points of humidity and coolness.

Lying on her side on the mat, with only a thin quilt on her body, fine beads of sweat oozed from the wings of her nose, and she was not sleeping peacefully, her eyes were moving rapidly, obviously dreaming.

The piercing alarm clock goes off suddenly! She was so startled that she opened her eyes suddenly, and she was stunned before she realized that it was the alarm clock set the night before.

Stretched out a hand from under the quilt to turn off the alarm, stretched out, slowly got up and changed into sportswear, opened the door and shouted: "Pu ......" The smile froze.

The empty living room, the aftermath echoed, tangled in her ears. The person she called out had been gone for a long time. Only she still retains the habit of morning exercise, and she has not slacked off for a day.

During this time, she raised herself quite well, her eyes were clear, her skin was delicate, and she was the color of peach blossoms, and even the dark circles under her eyes formed by staying up late for a long time had faded.

I met Mr. Ma during the morning exercise, and the old man was still in good spirits, and he stared at her twice as if he could see through people's hearts with a pair of sharp eyes. Su Jia greeted him and got a sigh.

After that, she forgot about the episode and put on her headphones and ran in circles around the small square. As soon as the sun came up, the water quickly dried up, and the air became hot, and she sweated, stopped and walked downstairs to the snack bar to have breakfast.

I took a shower at home, took the bus to the museum, cleaned the office, turned on the air conditioner and water heater, watered a few pots of succulents, and my colleagues came. Say hello happily and get busy.

Last week, Bu Yanxing assigned a task, and Su Jia checked it again and sent the information to his boss's mailbox. It didn't take long for Bu Yanxing to appear at the door of the office: "Su Jia, this is a good day." She is serious by nature, and it is rare to praise people, and the word "good" is the highest praise that her employees can get.

At the same time, everyone crackled and began to applaud, and Bu Yanxing couldn't help but say, "What are you stupid about?" I'll change this plan and approve it, and you're all ready to work! ”

"Oh my waist!"

"Ah, my hands!"

The wail sounded in advance - when it is time to really do things, you can't be so careless. They are professional, always serious and strong in their field.

Bu Yanxing withdrew and left, and said in his heart, this elementary school girl is now enlightened, cultivate it well, I don't know where she can go in the future. She was also optimistic about Su Jia before, but this girl has too many hobbies and interests, although she has aura, it is always difficult to use all her energy to work. No, with a little attention now, the things made are very visible.

Su Jia ran out of work and sat back to read a book—not the messy books she usually liked, but serious museological works. She still has the basic English originals on her desk, which are also famous works of foreign museology, which are worth reading carefully.

The exhibition department is quite idle on most days when there is no work, and touching fish has almost become a tacit behavior, as long as the museum rules are blatantly violated, Bu Yanxing is too lazy to care.

At this time, a colleague asked curiously: "Xiaojia, why don't you code words?" Su Jia occasionally touches the code words at work, a colleague in the office knows about it, and someone hides it for her.

Su Jia raised his head and blinked: "I won't write now." After a pause, he added, "No inspiration, I may have exhausted Jiang Lang." "Grin-ha-ha-ha

Seeing that she was reading and reading seriously, her colleagues no longer bothered. Suddenly, a girl exclaimed in surprise: "Ah! "Fei Chu" will be released in a month! However, Chang'an Film and Television released the latest news of the movie "Fei Chu", the premiere is scheduled to be held in Beijing, Shanghai and the ancient city at the same time a month later.

The girl forwarded the message, turned around and asked Su Jia: "It says that Duan Mingzhan, Jiang Yin and Xu Mengning are going to each go to a city." Do you want to go to Puyang at home? Does he know who is coming to the ancient city? ”

Su Jia didn't seem to hear clearly, and it took a while to react, "Ah...... He went back. Should...... I won't participate. The voice was low, but the office was quiet, and the girl was clear.

Puyang has been to the museum many times, and his colleagues know him, and when he heard that the young man had returned to his hometown, they all laughed at Su Jia: "You are too good at secrecy!" Tell us a good way, and we'll say goodbye. ”

Su Jia put down the book and begged for mercy again and again: "I was wrong, I was wrong." After thinking about it, "How about inviting everyone to dinner in the evening?" ”

"Hey!" The colleagues in the office cheered, and Bu Yanxing poked Su Jia in the email like he had radar ears: "I'll go too." ”

Su Jia: "...... "Boss, do your family know that your ears are so smart?"

So there was nothing special about this day, it was about nine o'clock in the evening after dinner with her colleagues, Su Jia drank some wine, and smirked all the way home, fortunately there was no danger. When I opened the door, the house was pitch black and the living room was extremely empty.

Her hand fumbled to press the switch, and the energy-saving lamp suddenly turned on, stabbing tears in the corners of her eyes. Sitting alone on the couch for a while, or going to wash up - you have to go to bed around ten o'clock, don't you?

There was nothing to say all night, and the next day was a weekend, and they grabbed a friend from Liu Ziyu again, and the two of them went to the Tang West Market to go shopping and watch movies.

Continuing the consistent mode of getting along, praising the motherland rich in food, complaining about the more and more blessed and miserable in this high temperature yellow warning weather, Liu Ziyu who is "bitter in the baby's heart" every day, He Tiantian said that they Huayue has recently received some good things, and she followed the boss to meet a collector with quirks, Su Jia said that Zuo Siyuan asked her out again.

"Say it again!" He Tiantian exclaimed.

Su Jia looked at her helplessly, "I said, Senior Brother Zuo is courting me at an extremely strange frequency—a decreasing sequence of five days. ”

She said complicatedly, but He Tiantian understood: "Eh, that is to say, he asked you to go to the movies on the 10th of last month, invited you to dinner on the 5th of last month, and asked you to do on the 1st of this month?" ”

"No appointment, gave me a book."

"......" He Tiantian was speechless, it was really a gift with all his thoughts. If it was anything else, she would have refused. But professional books, especially professional books in the original English version, are quite rare, and they don't seem too ambiguous, and she really can't refuse.

"So?" He Tiantian stared at his close friend and vowed to find out her next move.

Su Jia spread his hands: "You know I don't plan to fall in love, so I paid him back at the price of the book." ”

"......" can almost imagine the moment he received the book, Zuo Siyuan's depressed pawn, He Tiantian unkindly fell on the table and laughed, his long hair almost fell into the fish head tofu soup, and was caught by Su Jia and pinned to her ear.

"I suddenly wanted to know what he was going to do on the 25th of this month......"

Su Jia rolled his eyes at Jiyou: "So interested, you go and ask." I want to get out of the way anyway. "I don't want to develop a relationship, what do you do with people? It's good to tear it up as soon as possible.

He Tiantian's face was shocked: "You tell me the truth, you still can't write an article?" ”

Su Jia didn't want to talk about Zuo Siyuan more, she just wanted to change the topic as soon as possible, and she was unconsciously brought into a trap by her, and said casually: "I won't write it." Seeing the hatred on Jiyou's face, he added, "I didn't know the height of the sky before, and tried to control a world with a pen. When you find out that the world you write about may be real, you can't do it anymore. ”

She is not a god, she can ignore the suffering of all beings, smile and watch them struggle to survive, see their fate is impermanent. She is human and cannot bear the suffering of a world.

"Man is an empathetic animal," except for a very small number of psychopaths, sympathy for others is an important condition for the survival of human society, "I am not a pervert, and I cannot take pleasure in the suffering of others." Even though it was a world I created, when I created it, I only thought about the joys and sorrows of the protagonist, and in order to advance the plot, I even wrote about several wars......"

"When I think that these wars can be true, that those who die in famine, pestilence, and war are all dying because of me...... Don't you think it's even more terrible than Hitler? ”

Puyang is a living example of the reality of the damage she did to her characters. Not only did she hurt the protagonist, but she more likely killed countless people.

Such sins are too great.

So she didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't dare to write at will to play the fate of playing tricks. She was afraid of bringing disaster to that world, and she was even more afraid of affecting Puyang, who went back.

The charming peach blossom eyes widened, and He Tiantian said, "Are you stupid? "As an author, if you don't even have this decision, what book will you write?

"There has never been a world that is completely peaceful. You're not writing about utopia. In a world based on the real world and human nature, no matter how powerful the overhead is, natural disasters and man-made disasters will exist. Even if you don't arrange those wars, they will evolve on their own, and this is determined by human nature, not by you. ”

Secretly glad that he had prepared before, otherwise he didn't know how long it would take to drill the tip of the horns.

Su Jia breathed a long sigh of relief and said with a smile: "You're right, I can't blame myself for all the disasters of a world. Although, the suffering of Su Qi and Puyang is due to her, which is irrefutable and undeniable.

"But I still don't want to write anymore." She didn't know how changing a word would affect the world—the important thing was Puyang—so she didn't dare to move a word. I don't want to create a new world, "What if there is another character, I can't live anymore?" ”

The hard work and feelings she poured into Puyang were incomparable, but she didn't know what the conditions were for coming to the real world from the void. This time it's Puyang, if it's a heinous villain next time, or a capricious pervert, she really doesn't want to live.

She thought that her logic was very complete and there was nothing wrong with it, but He Tiantian still saw the difference. She thought about it for a while, didn't pierce it, just glanced at Su Jia: "How old are you, don't live like the martyr of the chastity archway, live your own life!" ”

"Hmm." Su Jia looked at the blurred shadows of the two people in the brown glass window, and showed a relieved smile.

It's also time not to think about that world. The mountains and rivers are full of empty thoughts, it is better to take pity on the present...... Ah, life.