255. Not a word will be believed

I know best how much Ah Ping revered his imperial grandfather, except for the royal responsibility, I can't empathize with how sad he should have been at that time, but I feel that at this moment he seems to have precipitated all his emotions, and he doesn't see sadness and joy, just a simple statement.

I couldn't hug him, but I could shed tears, and the tears that slipped from the corners of my eyes were sad for him, and sad for the death of that generation of emperors. The old emperor had never really treated me badly, and he had to rely on me to survive in this palace, and during the many days he frequented Orchid Garden, we gradually became like friends. I would not think that he was the emperor, and he also put down the majesty and identity of the emperor, and simply came to drink tea and wine.

Some people say that Zhu Yuanzhang is a generation of heroes, and his life is not praised by future generations, but in my eyes, he is a loving and caring grandfather.

Ah Ping wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "Don't cry, Lan, the imperial grandfather knows that you miss him, and when he left, he also explained that he must wait for you to wake up, and also said that you will definitely wake up." Look, the emperor's grandfather has always been like a god, and in the end he got this matter right. ”

Sometimes grief doesn't necessarily have to cry, and the calmer the surface, the deeper the sadness. Even if I can speak at this time, words can't soothe him, so I can only wait for him to settle down on his own, and let time heal the pain of losing a loved one.

Yun Gu brought the soup, but Ah Ping didn't give it to anyone else, one hand wrapped around me and held the bowl, and the other hand carefully scooped up the soup with a spoon and brought it to my mouth. The taste of my tongue has not yet returned, and I feel that everything I eat is dull and tasteless, but I still try my best to swallow it. Because I have been drowsy for too long, I urgently need nutrition to replenish my physical strength.

After a bowl of tonic soup was put into the stomach, I felt that my body was warming a lot, and when Yun Gu took the bowl away, she pulled Xiao Tong who was standing on the side and motioned for him to leave too. And although Xiaotong was unhappy, he still walked out, walked to the door and looked back at me worriedly, his face still had tears on his face, he should have a lot of things to say to me, but because Ah Ping was still enduring it.

The door was closed from the outside, and the space was just me and Ah Ping.

He understood me, knew what I couldn't say right now but wanted to know the most, and whispered in my ear, in a calm voice.

After he told me, my thoughts that were still a mess in my mind gradually cleared up, and I remembered everything that happened before I fell unconscious. On that day, the concubine brought a group of people to "ask for the crime", asking about Yan Qi and Xiaotong's crime of not entering the harem, and trying to insult them in public, I tried my best to stop it, but I still had a hard time with the people brought by the concubine. When the stick came down, the pain was accompanied by despair, thinking that it was really going to be explained there, and I would not see Ah Ping anymore.

It was in such a desperate predicament that even my vision was blurred, and he was like Sun Wukong stepping on colorful auspicious clouds to save me. He not only saved me, but also saved Yan Qi and Xiaotong, but he didn't say anything about the dispute and ending after that incident.

With his extreme anger at the time, I am afraid that he will face the concubine head-on. But it doesn't matter, no matter how big the concubine is, she can't be as big as Zhu Yuanzhang, and the concubine's vendetta against Queen Ma is afraid that it will become her fatal wound. And Ah Ping has successfully ascended to the throne, which proves that the incident did not affect him. As for the possible cause of the stick hitting the spine, I fell into a coma for half a year.

Yes, I was in a coma for half a year. missed Zhu Yuanzhang's deathbed edict, missed Ah Ping's accession to the throne, and missed these many days and nights that accompanied him. Let him walk alone on this road, alone.

I've tasted the taste of waiting, but I'm really nothing compared to him. Because Ah Ping said in my ear that all the imperial doctors came to consult, and the conclusion given was that it was a miracle that I was still alive and breathing, which meant that I would not wake up.

It was a hopeless wait, and I didn't dare to think about how helpless and hesitant he had been when he came back to hold me, but after dawn he swallowed all the pain. It's no wonder that the little palace maid before saw me wake up and panicked like a ghost, it is said that the little palace maid was specially transferred from the Tai Hospital and knows some medical science.

I thought that I shouldn't be sleepy after sleeping for so long, but listening to Ah Ping's whispering, sleepiness hit me again, and I gradually fell asleep.

But this time I didn't sleep long, because as soon as my eyes opened, although it was dark, Ah Ping was still by my side. His black eyes were covered by the closure of his eyelashes, and his breathing was light and even, and he should have fallen asleep.

A palace lamp rested on the small table at the head of the bed, and I slept on the inside of the bed, while his arms were crossed by his waist.

I felt that my mouth was very dry, and I looked out of the bed, and saw that there were teapots and teacups on the small table, but I didn't want to say that I was weak, even if I had the strength to reach it in my current state. Sometimes I don't feel anything without moving, but once I start to focus all my attention on it, and then I feel more and more thirsty.

Tried to raise his hand to tear his arm apart first, and only after a simple gesture did he put his hand on his palm for the third time, but the next moment he flipped it over and held it, his long eyelashes bounced away, and his eyes were clear.

"You didn't sleep?" blurted out a voice, even I was surprised, I can actually speak?

Ah Ping's eyes flashed, revealing a very pale joy, but his tone was very restrained and whispered my name: "Lan, what do you want?" He judged that I had something to ask for only by a subtle expression, and he didn't hide it from him, his eyes slid to the teapot on the small table, he immediately understood, got up and poured a cup of tea, and then half helped me up, and after feeding me two cups, he asked in a shallow voice: "Do you still want to drink?" ”

I shook my head, and he carefully put me down. When he came back to his stomach, I asked, "How long have I slept again?" He replied, "I slept for more than a day." I was stunned, thinking that I had just closed my eyes, and at most I had slept for two or three hours, and I had slept for more than a day? Isn't Ah Ping, who has experienced my long coma unconscious, very anxious?

He read the melancholy in my eyes, "I'm fine, I don't care about waiting for this day for so long, and now that you've woken up, you won't be willing to leave me alone." ”

was stunned by him, and he was right. If I can control all this, I will never let him alone to support the overall situation, even if I can't help much in political affairs, but at least I can accompany him. Leaning his head lightly on his chest, listening to the powerful heartbeat, "Ah Ping, you have to believe that no matter what happens, I will not be able to leave you." ”

"Well, I firmly believe it, so even if the imperial doctor says that you won't wake up, I won't believe a word."

Silently clinging to him, wanting to hug him to comfort or reward, but his heart is more than enough. The progress after waking up this time is only to be able to speak, and the strength to raise his hand is still not there, and after being quiet for a while, it is obvious that the two of them can't sleep for a while, so Ah Ping proposed: "Do you want to get up?" ”

"Can I?"

"What's not to do, I'll carry you wherever you want to go."

I was silent for a moment, "I want to see Yuan'er." "I just saw him again before, and I just wanted to leave all the time for him, and my physical strength was far from enough to last too long, so I soon fell asleep again. At this time, I really miss Yuan'er, I really feel indebted to this child, I just left him with my husband shortly after birth, and I said goodbye for more than half a year, and finally came back through the run-in to let the child trust, but I was unconscious for half a year, which means that I have not participated in his growth.

Ah Ping did not refuse my offer, helped me to sit up, took my clothes and put them on for me, and then carried me out the door.

After I saw the layout outside, my first perception was that this was not Orchid Garden, and then I gradually recognized that this should be Zhu Yuanzhang's dormitory, but it changed a little, and it basically remained the same. I don't know what the rules of succession to the throne are, whether I have to inherit it even with the dormitory, I think that if there was a shadow of Zhu Yuanzhang everywhere here, wouldn't it be a torture for Ah Ping to stay here every day?

Ah Ping carried me to the side hall, and immediately a palace person trotted over, knocked on the door and opened the door by Yun Gu, and saw that it was us who saluted in a low voice. I smiled apologetically at Aunt Yun, and came to disturb her late at night, presumably she was still taking care of Yuan'er during this time. On the bed, Xiao Yuan'er was sleeping soundly, and her little face was exposed outside the quilt, but she hadn't seen it for half a year, but she had grown a lot, and even her eyebrows and eyes had grown.

Ah Ping wanted to put me down but I stopped him, and bit him lightly in the ear: "Let's go first, don't wake up the child." ”

"Hmm." He answered softly and turned away, and when he came to the courtyard, he asked me, "Where else do you want to go?" ”

I thought for a moment, "Would you like to go to Orchid Garden?" ”

"Okay."

Now Ah Ping is the emperor, even if he gets up at night, he is a group of palace people, and after hearing our words, he heard a eunuch shouting to prepare a sedan chair, but was stopped by Ah Ping. He carried me out of the dormitory on his back, and walked in the direction of the Orchid Garden.

I still remember that the weather was still cold at the beginning, but now it is a little hot even this night, and after walking for a while, I saw Ah Ping's forehead sweating. I wanted to wipe him, but I couldn't lift my hand in front of him.