113. Four Books and Five Classics
However, when I raised my eyes, the pain in Ah Ping's eyes made me feel bad, and he stepped back step by step, with a look on his face that seemed to be stunned after being hit hard. [
I tried to reach out and pull him, but my arm wasn't as long as the distance between them. Am I talking too much? But it's a knot, and it's not good for either person to open it. In the past two days, as long as I close my eyes, I have been haunted by dreams, and I can't remember any dreams when I wake up, but I am dizzy and tired.
Ah Ping retreated to the threshold and was resisted, I thought he would walk away next, but after a moment of silence, he sat on the threshold with his butt and buried his head deep in his knees.
I froze, opening my mouth but not knowing what else to say, before he could say anything.
He sat down with his legs bent, hugged his knees and buried his face. There was a very strong sense of frustration and loss, and he was originally very happy to accompany him to Beijing for the exam, but why did it become like this?
Even I think it's ridiculous to say that the fuse is actually a chicken! But is that the real problem? Apparently not. It is a cluster of flames that have been planted deep in the heart for a long time, and it burns into a fire with the passage of time, and it can no longer be suppressed.
Suddenly my shoulders were supported, I trembled slightly, and I didn't raise my head but heard Ah Ping's voice coming from above: "Lan, it's me who is wrong." "I couldn't help but cry, if the knot of this dispute was caused by me, then my original intention was definitely not to end with Ah Ping's apology. I felt that his long arm encircled me entirely, and he took me into his arms before he said: "It's not that I don't believe you, I'm angry that I'm not by your side, if I'm here, how can I give that Lu Feng a chance to take advantage of it!" Daughter-in-law, I confess to you, I feel really uncomfortable, I am afraid that he will move you because he saved your life, I am afraid...... Many, many things. ”
Hearing this, I couldn't help but raise my head from the crook of my arm, Ah Ping's face was blurry after tears, all the previous experiences had not made me so uncomfortable, as if I was so fragile and crying in front of him.
"Didn't I come with you?" As soon as he opened his mouth, he felt aggrieved, "I saved his life before, and he came back to save me, so that the two are clear, no one owes anyone, I married you, and I will not think about others again." ”
"If you hadn't married me, would you have liked him?" Hearing Ah Ping still ask uncertainly, I was so angry that I grabbed his hair and shouted into his ear three times: "No, no, no!" The person I like is you, there is no one else, and there will be no one else! Did you hear that? ”
He stared blankly at me and muttered, "I hear you." After a pause, "Can you repeat that again?" ”
I held his face and stared into his eyes word by word: "Ah Ping, I like you." ”
If confession can give him peace of mind, then I don't care if I come first. But I also needed a sense of security, so I immediately asked, "What about you?" Like me? Seeing that he was eager to open his mouth, I covered my head with my hand, "Don't rush to tell me, you ask your own heart, and then answer my question." ”
I hope he can think about it seriously and not mistake dependence and habit for liking.
Ah Ping pulled my hand down and complained, "Let me speak." Daughter-in-law, do I still need to ask about the fact that I like you? You don't know that these days away from home, I can't sleep every night thinking about it. ”
"Ah Ping, don't you think this kind of feeling could also be ......" I hesitated to say the word: "dependence." ”
"Daughter-in-law, you don't even dare to kill chickens, what can I rely on you?"
Well, one sentence blocked me, and I wanted to struggle to retort: "But...... But I'm older than you, and I've always been taking care of you when I first got married, so it's hard to guarantee that you don't treat me as a sister. ”
Ah Ping blocked the words back: "Is there such a crying sister?" When you married me, you didn't take care of me, but I cooperated with you, okay? Daughter-in-law, let's make peace, okay, don't fight about this? This morning, my brain is hot and confused, as long as you give me reassurance, I won't be afraid, I will guard you in the future, and no one will try to provoke you again. ”
Having said that, I can't veto it. So this quarrel started with a nonsensical killing of chickens, and then died down in this way, looking back, I feel that I am quite unproductive, why did I become the crybaby in Ah Ping's mouth? Where have you lived with age?
Fortunately, Liu Ming didn't come back with him, otherwise he wouldn't have to secretly laugh at the scene of the two of us. Two bowls of chicken soup were served, and one person pulled a chair and sat in the courtyard to drink. A bowl of belly, Ah Ping handed the bowl over, "Daughter-in-law, you still have to drink." ”
I didn't even raise my eyes and said, "Take it yourself." ”
So he ran to the pot and filled another bowl of soup, and also sandwiched a chicken leg and sent it to my bowl, "Daughter-in-law, add chicken legs to you, you are so thin to make up for more." ”
After he reminded him, he remembered that this chicken was bought to supplement his nutrition, and he saw that he had dark circles under his eyes, and couldn't help asking: "How did you do in the exam?" He looked relaxed: "It's not too difficult, the first test is four books and three ways, and the scriptures are four ways; The second trial is one, the system is five, the edict, the edict, and the chapter table is one each. ”
twitched the corners of his mouth, I don't even know a little about what he said, but I only roughly understand that he is referring to the Four Books and Five Classics. However, there are also doubts when I hear him: "Do you have to take many exams a day?" Wouldn't that be a whole day of sitting on the exam? ”
Ah Ping was silent for a moment before telling me: "In fact, every test should be three days, enter the venue the day before to receive the exam papers, and hand in the papers the next day." I turned in early for the first session and entered late for the second session. ”
I was stunned, how could I be like this? It's not at all that I'm just the rules of the exam room for entering the venue the day before and leaving the room the day after, the real fact is that basically the three days of the exam subjects are full, and Ah Ping compressed the time of the two exams to the shortest in order to come to me. He made a bet with his grandfather, and this time he not only had to pass the exam, but also won the first place, that is, he had to win the first place, I didn't say it, but I felt a little hung in my heart.
But then I think that the scores of the three games should be superimposed, and if the first two games are not reliable for special reasons, then we can only grasp the third game. I asked Ah Ping: "Are you sure about the third game?" ”
"The third trial of scripture, history, and strategy five. It's up to the examiner to judge. ”
I thought for a while and said, "Don't read tonight, go to bed early, rest well, and go to the exam room tomorrow morning with a clear mind, first of all, you should have a good mental outlook, so that the examiner has a good impression." ”
Ah Ping nodded obediently, put down the bowl and took my hand, "Daughter-in-law, I have to enter the examination room for three days this time, so I can't bear you." Listening to the regret in his tone, he couldn't help but smile: "He also said that he didn't rely on me, it's only been three days, so you can't turn me into a villain and bring me into the examination room." ”
"If I can become a villain, I will definitely bring you in my pocket." Ah Ping answered childishly.
I also followed him and said, "That's a good idea, if I'm a villain, I'll wait for you to peek at other people's answers after you start the exam and then quietly run back to tell you." ”
He couldn't help but be amused when he heard this, and he squeezed my palm and asked, "Then how do you know that other people's answers are right?" If it's wrong, wouldn't it make me follow it wrong? It's right to think about it, what others write is not a standard answer, so I thought of another possibility: "Will your examiners write the test papers on the spot?" If I write it, I'll go and see him, it can't be wrong. ”
"It's not too wrong to be wrong, but if I write the same essay as the examiner, wouldn't it be an edict to cheat?"
I went to knock him on the head, "Don't you know how to work around?" I'm going to steal the examiner's article and tell you, of course, you can only use it as a reference, and bring a rough outline, how can you copy it all? ”
"What the lady said is very true, and she has been taught for her husband."
I laughed when I saw that Ah Ping had something to do, and the two of them discussed it as if there was really something like that. Unguarded, Ah Ping suddenly said: "Daughter-in-law, you know so much, and you know all the doorways in the examination room." ”
The speaker has no intention of listening to the heart, and my heart directly missed a beat, and secretly observed that Ah Ping's expression did not seem to be suspicious of me. Although I breathed a sigh of relief, I couldn't help but worry, Ah Ping was the closest person, the longer I spent with him, the more relaxed I became, and I wouldn't be defensive against him, and then some of my instinctive things would pop up, and these didn't match my current village woman's personality. I'm afraid that even if Ah Ping didn't pay attention at this time, he would find it strange one day afterwards.
What should I say? You can't always blame the storyteller for things.
I was in the midst of a mind turn, feeling the warm breath behind my neck, and when I turned my eyes, I met Ah Ping's misty eyes. Subconsciously asked, "What's wrong?" His reply was to put his lips soft and hot against the base of my ear......
He shuddered violently, and then a burst of numbness spread from the base of his ear. Ah Ping's move is not a hint, it is to directly declare his intentions, but, in broad daylight?
In broad daylight.
Ah Ping didn't give me a chance to say no, he directly blocked my lips, kissed me so dark that my head was deprived of oxygen, and I had no sense of resistance, so I could only let him do whatever he wanted.
I heard the door slammed shut, and I was picked up by him and strode to the bed, and he pressed it down as he put it down. The shirt was removed, and he hugged me inch by inch and kissed my shoulder to my collarbone, making my body slowly heat up. I shuddered when the soft lips pressed against my waist, as if an electric current was rushing through the depths of my body, and he noticed it, pursed his lips and chuckled softly before tossing and kissing my thin waist.
The tingling sensation was so tormented that I wanted to writhe and break free from him, but his lips followed me like a shadow, and I couldn't hide from him, no matter how much I tried to hide. Later, he grabbed my waist with one palm and didn't let me move again, while his other hand snaked downward......