Chapter 761 He won't be there
"Madame! It's true! It's true! Mr. Yan, I'm sad that he's gone! But...... He...... He really can't come back! Lao Wu's eyes were red, and he couldn't hold back his tears.
However, Pei Ran was spinning at the moment, as if he could fall to the ground and never get up again.
"Old Wu...... You must have colluded with Zhuo Lang to scare me on purpose, didn't you? Isn't it! Pei Ran's tone was sharp and sharp, she couldn't believe that the man she was thinking about would really abandon herself.
It's as if God played the biggest joke on Pei Ran!
"No, no, my Zhuo Lang must still be on his way back, he will be back soon, Lao Wu, look, I have seen his car!" Yes, there is! ”
I don't know where the strength came from, Pei Ran suddenly broke free of Lao Wu's support, staggered to the floor-to-ceiling windows of the manor, and pointed to the McLaren parked in the courtyard: "Look! Lao Wu, look at it! Zhuo Lang's car is there! He's back! I'm going down to pick him up! ”
Saying that, Pei Ran rushed towards the door again, and when she had already rushed to the door, she might as well be hugged by Lao Wu: "Madam! Don't lie to yourself anymore, take a closer look, it's the car that Mr. Yan parked there before he left! He's dead! ”
"Smack!"
A crisp sound.
Pei Ran didn't know where the strength came from, and slapped Lao Wu in the face.
Immediately stunned Lao Wu.
"You talk nonsense! Are you cursing him to death? My Zhuo Lang will always be with me, and grow old together! He didn't die! Pei Ran's emotions were completely out of control, and he was on the verge of collapse, in a trance, as if he was hallucinating.
"Zhuo Lang, I saw you, why are you so far away from me? Do you want me to come over? Pei Ran muttered, and his steps unconsciously walked towards the window in the corridor on the second floor.
It seemed that in front of Pei Ran's eyes, she really saw Yan Zhuolang.
She saw Yan Zhuolang constantly waving at herself, he was smiling at herself, as before, doting, warm, and with that irresistible magnetism in his voice.
"Zhuo Lang, I'm here." Pei Ran walked forward step by step, his body still trembling uncontrollably, and tears kept pouring out.
Lao Wu fixed his eyes and looked at it, Madame, this is ...... Crazy!
Hurriedly rushed forward and hugged Pei Ran: "Madam!" Madam! Wake up! ”
Lao Wu even felt that he didn't know what to do, he didn't know what to do, and he didn't know what crazy moves Pei Ran would make in such a situation.
For a while, Lao Wu was already in chaos.
And Pei Ran was even more exhausted, her subconscious was telling her that everything that happened was not true!
At this moment, Pei Ran's mother Yang Qian had also arrived at the manor, and just walked up the stairs, she saw Pei Ran being hugged tightly by Lao Wu from a distance, and Pei Ran actually stretched out her hands and grabbed the window lattice, with a confused look on her face.
"Ran'er!" Yang Qian couldn't help but let out a scream.
The expression on Pei Ran's face was blank, and he slowly turned his head away, looking at his mother's face, like a little girl who had been wronged, suddenly broke free from Lao Wu's arms and plunged towards her mother.
"Mom! They're all lying to me! They all lied to me! They said that Zhuo Lang was dead...... How could Zhuo Lang die? He promised me, promised to accompany me every year's birthday, accompany me to watch the sunrise and sunset, Mom! How could Zhuo Lang die? ”
Yang Qian looked at her daughter, who had fallen into madness, and couldn't help but sigh deeply: "Ran'er, I've heard about it, Zhuo Lang...... It was an accident......"
Pei Ran's body stiffened suddenly, as if in disbelief, his eyes widened, and he looked at his mother Yang Qian in great astonishment, only to see her tears burst through her eyes.
"No, it can't be! Mother! Why do you even have to lie to me! Pei Ran squatted on the ground violently, holding his knees with both hands and crying.
Yang Qian's heart was full of sourness, but she didn't know how to comfort her daughter at this moment.
"Ran'er ......"
Yang Qian closed her eyes in pain, trying not to let her tears flow out of her eyes.
After a long time, Pei Ran kept choking, out of breath, as if he finally felt tired, and when he was about to stand up, his eyes went dark, and he fainted all of a sudden!
Yang Qian was taken aback, "Ran'er! What's wrong with you, Ran'er! ”
Lao Wu hurriedly rushed forward, pinched Pei Ran's person with one hand, and only saw that Pei Ran, who had a distinct pinch mark at the nasolabial fold, finally woke up under the stimulation of foreign objects.
Pei Ran, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes and saw the chandelier in the bedroom, and a spirit stood up, hurriedly looking for slippers, and muttered: "I'm going to find Zhuo Lang!" I'm going to find Zhuo Lang! ”
Yang Qian's heart was sour, but at this moment she didn't know how to comfort her daughter.
had to stop her softly: "Ran'er, come here, Mom has something to say to you." ”
Pei Ran opened those big eyes and shook his head again and again: "No! I don't listen! I don't want to listen! Zhuo Lang is not dead! I'm going to find him, even to the ends of the earth! ”
The expression on Yang Qian's face was even more painful, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, losing Yan Zhuolang, learning of Yan Zhuolang's death, Yang Qian knew how helpless her daughter would be, and at the same time, she also deeply knew how much harm this incident would bring her!
The pain of losing a loved one will be remembered for a lifetime, and even walk out of that shadow forever.
Yang Qian whispered to Lao Wu: "Lao Wu! Go call the doctor and get ready to settle down! Can't let Ran'er continue like this, and continue like this...... I'm afraid, I'm afraid ......"
Lao Wu naturally understood what Yang Qian meant, and he was very clear about the consequences of excessive sadness, especially now that Pei Ran was delirious and in a trance, it was easy to have an accident if he continued like this!
"I'm going to call a doctor!" Lao Wu finally had a backbone in his heart, and hurriedly ran downstairs.
Yang Qian hugged her daughter tightly, for fear that something would happen to her.
Pei Ran stared at a pair of big empty eyes, staring out the window blankly, his thoughts had already flown away with Yan Zhuolang's heart.
Pei Ran, who was sleeping, was like a child, frowning, his nose shrunk slightly, and his face was full of uneasiness.
Immersed in a sweet dream and unwilling to wake up, the constant restlessness kept her in a light sleep, but she couldn't wake up.
Increasing the dose of diazepam made her fall asleep like this, while Yang Qian stayed by her side, illuminating the child.
Looking at her daughter lying in pain on the bed, Yang Qian's heart was like a knife, no one could understand her mood at this time, but there was no doubt that Yang Qian was also in pain, her daughter was still so young, and Zhuo Lang, the young man was so good, and the pair that everyone envied was now alone?
Not to mention leaving behind this child who is less than two years old.
In the years of his life in the future, I am afraid that Pei Ran will always spend this kind of thought.
Yang Qian sighed softly and stood up slowly, in just one afternoon, Yang Qian seemed to have suddenly aged a few years, and even her temples had already appeared a trace of gray hair.
I don't know how long I have been struggling in the endless sinking, and I don't know if I am covered in a cold sweat because the water and rice do not enter, when Pei Ran opened his eyes, it was already a deep night, and it was very quiet.
Even if some light came in from the garden lamp in the manor, Pei Ran still felt dazzling, his eyes were red and swollen, and when he opened them, he brought bursts of pain, and after lying on the bed with his eyes open for a long time, Pei Ran finally accepted a reality.
She didn't cry or make a fuss, she didn't even make the slightest sound, and walked barefoot on the floor, which brought a chill to her body.
But she didn't mind, on the contrary, she stood at the door of Yan Zhuolang's former study and gently turned on the light.
On the shelves of the study still stored those affectionate words written by Yan Zhuolang in the past.
Turning the page, Pei Ran unconsciously burst into tears and laughed, remembering that when Pei Jing was at home, Yan Zhuolang was tormented day and night, and he wanted to love but didn't dare.
Turning another page, Pei Ran couldn't help but think of the care and romance he gave her, especially his domineering and lingering kiss, the feeling of almost suffocation, and the tooth mark she left deep on him.
These memories are constantly interspersed to form new fragments, and this fragment has been lingering in her mind, piece by piece, piece by piece.
Looking at these past memories, Pei Ran couldn't help but burst into tears, but the tears instantly became cold, and even had some bitterness.
The ultimate bitterness and the extreme pain, and the silent night are full of the ultimate black, dull, depressing, and hesitant.
Pei Ran didn't know where she should go, there was always an obsession in her heart that supported her, and she even felt that Yan Zhuolang was still alive and alive in a certain corner of the world.
Maybe one day and at some moment, he will suddenly appear by his side, hug himself tightly, and will not be separated again.
Forcibly swallowed this bitterness, and quietly put the notebook full of tears and happiness and joy quietly in the suitcase.
At this moment, Pei Ran has already made a decision, just as she followed the thoughts in her heart, she wants to find Yan Zhuolang, even if it is a lifetime, even if it is a trekking through mountains and rivers, even if it is going to every corner of the world, she will find him!
She wouldn't believe that the man who had said he would be with her for so long would die so easily.
Pei Ran, whose mind had gradually calmed down, had a lingering shadow in his mind.
Sadness turned into a powerful obsession in her heart, she wanted to find Yan Zhuolang, no matter where she was in the world!
I just saw Pei Ran gently walk back to the room, glanced at her daughter who was sleeping in the stroller, the smile on her face condensed, and the corners of her mouth flashed with bitterness.
No matter what, she has to get Yan Zhuolang back, and she can't let her child be without a father.
can't let her lose her father's favor since she was a child.
Thinking of this, Pei Ran calmed down a little, then found the travel bag, and stuffed those daily necessities into it in one go, she was going to find him!
endured the pain in his heart and left a letter to his mother Yang Qian.
"Mom, I still decided to look for Zhuo Lang, no matter where he is now, no matter whether he still remembers me or not, I must find him, for me, for Ran'er, for our family, I have no reason to stop, I have to find him, I don't know how I will spend my life without him, I only know that my child's father will never disappear from this world irresponsibly."