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"Is Qi Ping you?" Lin Zhu's voice was obviously a little trembling, and his voice just fell. The familiar figure turned, and sure enough, it was flush.
Suddenly, there was silence. Everybody's thinking about something.
"Qi Ping is here, only you." I silently looked around, hoping to see another familiar shadow. However, there was only disappointment.
"Don't cry, silly girl." Qi Ping's voice was hoarse and muffled. The years have passed, and each of us has changed.
Lin Zhu's sudden crying seemed to exaggerate the whole atmosphere, and our emotions began to fall. We were once full of dreams, but in the end we were captured by reality; We once swore to join hands to grow old, but in the end we didn't even have the courage to hug; We used to laugh and scold, but in the end we even had to hide our smiles.
"Luo Yang, I'm sorry." Xiaoxue's sudden apology confused us.
"Xue'er, I didn't know how to take care of you at the time. Even when we broke up, I still couldn't understand why. I always thought you were being vexatious, and I didn't understand until later. Love, it really needs to wait and be accompanied. Luo Yang said slowly.
It turns out that if you really love it, you will always remember it.
"I always thought we weren't going to be apart until you told me. You're with someone else. Qi Ping, do you know how much I hate you and how much I hate myself? I hate that I can't forget you, and I hate that you just go. Forget all about your promises. Lin Zhu's emotions began to get excited.
We didn't stop her, we didn't interrupt her. All the ordeal she had been through really needed answers, and she needed to let the person in front of her know about it.
We are all trying to love, and in the end we are all painfully forgetting.
We all think that time can heal these wounds and allow us to talk about the past with an understatement smile. The truth is that we bury them in our hearts, seemingly not caring, but unforgettable for a lifetime.
"I, really, I'm sorry. Girl, I'm sorry. I really ****** asshole. Qi Ping said that he had beaten himself.
"I really hate you, and I really love you." Lin Zhu hugged Qi Ping and cried.
Cry, crying, it's time to set off again. People who are destined to be inseparable are at the same intersection, and after a short stay, they have to set off separately.
"There's one person missing." Luo Yang looked at us.
"Well, maybe that person won't come." I tried to calm myself down.
Zeqing, everyone is here. Are you really not coming? Am I really not going to be able to see you again?
I felt very uncomfortable, and a gust of wind blew. Qi Ping and Luo Yang stood in front of Lin Zhu and Xue Xue respectively. After so many years of old habits, it seems that time still leaves something to be missed.
Zhong Hao was holding my hand next to me. But why can't I feel a little warmth?
"It's almost time, go back early and rest. We will meet again in the future" I watched the shrimp and shrimp standing in the cold wind with pregnancy, and I was very guilty to accompany us to reminisce. So I think it's time to disperse.
It's just that this time goodbye, when is goodbye?
We hugged goodbye one by one, and we used all our strength to hold each other closer, and we were all afraid that we would never see each other again.
When everyone left, Zhong Hao and I were still standing in place. I didn't want to go, because I was expecting him to come; I didn't dare to go because I was afraid of missing him again. So I'm going to wait.
"Zhong Hao, let's go. I want to be alone, to be alone. Thank you. I looked at the person next to me and said.
"It's okay, I'll wait for you. Waiting. "Zhong Hao is very determined.
"I'm sorry, I don't love you. I can't fall in love with you. "I can't bear to look at this person who loves me so much, I know that the harder I am, the more pain he has, and the sooner I can let go.
"Take care of yourself." After being silent for a while, Zhong Hao let go of my hand and turned to leave.
I guess the cruelest words in the world are not "I don't love you" but "I can't make myself fall in love with you".
Watching Zhong Hao leave, I cried and cried. It's like crying all the grievances and thoughts of the past ten years.
And so, on this winter night, I fell asleep with the wind and with thoughts, crying. In the dream, he went to a ten-year appointment, and woke up with a familiar dress covering my body. This is the clothes I once bought with Zeqing, and there is a note in it.
He came and went again. We missed it after all.
I hope to see you later if I can. When I can take care of myself, when I smooth out the edges, when I get rid of my bad temper, when I am no longer so impulsive.
So that we can be together? Is it possible to grow old? Isn't it possible to have a part in fate?
Instead of now, I spent all my luck trying to meet you, and then spent my whole life forgetting you.