Luo Xi was placed in the Youth Federation, on the one hand, to provide information to Du Lei, and on the other hand, to wait for an opportunity to control Uncle Yi and remove a huge obstacle to the investigation. Du Lei had been waiting here for a night, and there were some things that he didn't expect.

He thought that the fourth uncle might be desperate to do something in the old mansion of the Youth Federation, and he also guessed that the fourth uncle would definitely be eliminated by the scheming first uncle. But he didn't expect that I would make such a big disturbance within the Youth Federation. Du Lei originally thought that before dawn, Luo Xi would be able to bring people to arrive, but he didn't expect that he would wait all night.

Moreover, there are so many more people accompanying him.

"Whether or not my mother's death has anything to do with the mastermind, there is no way back. What Zhou Ling said to his mother, if I can find out, I will check, if I can't find out, forget it, they are all dead. Mother missed Zhou Ling all her life, and they finally came together, and I buried them together. Du Lei said.

Regarding the secrets of Du Lei and Zhou Ling, Du Lei has explained it very clearly. However, there are still too many secrets in Du Lei and Zhou Ling. At this time, Uncle Man is more like a person who presides over the overall situation than Uncle Yi. He stood up, walked around the round table and the crowd a few times, and then went to close the door again.

All of a sudden, the room became darker. Only the golden light that pierced the sky one after another, flickered in the room from time to time. Uncle Man glanced at me sitting in the corner, he leaned down, patted me lightly on the shoulder, and whispered, "Don't be afraid." ”

Uncle Man was very good to me, he and my father were old friends, and he treated me like my father did to me. I knew what Uncle Man was going to do, so I nodded and didn't speak. My body was still shaking, and the loss of memory left me without the slightest guess about what was going to happen next, what they were going to say. Uneasiness enveloped my heart, and I was distraught and at a loss.

"Zhou Ling, how did you die?" Finally, Uncle Man asked this sentence.

Du Lei's shoulders trembled, and his voice became cold again: "I said, Li Ke killed." ”

Uncle Man still shook his head: "Impossible, is there some misunderstanding?" ”

"There was no misunderstanding. I saw it with my own eyes. Du Lei said.

Du Lei's words extinguished the last extravagant hope in my heart. Uncle Man wanted to say something, but I interrupted him: "Uncle Man, don't say it, this matter is also unknown to the Youth Federation." The mastermind behind the scenes knows, Du Lei knows, you don't know, even myself, I have forgotten. ”

Everyone's eyes moved to me. I was suddenly glad that I was hiding in a dark corner, and they couldn't see my face clearly. Otherwise, I don't know how to deal with them. I leaned against the wooden wall and slowly stood up, my body's strength was drained, and I wanted to fall down like this, never to wake up again.

However, I can't hold back any longer. In Du Lei's eyes, I am the most cowardly person in the world. I lowered my head, but still took the first step, and soon, I raised my head, the second step, the third step, I walked in front of Du Lei, the sparse scar on Du Lei's face has been completely hidden in the darkness.

"I asked Dr. Liu to hypnotize me, does it have anything to do with this?" I mustered up the courage and asked Du Lei.

During the time I investigated Dr. Liu, I found out that for a while, I was completely decadent. At that time, I was already serving in the police academy, and according to the time calculation, Du Lei and Xu Yi had also graduated and embarked on the job. At that time, they had not disappeared yet, because Xu Yi did everything he could to comfort me during the few days I had been locked in my room.

Du Lei didn't answer, this is, by default.

I was almost desperate, I took a step back, and Jiang Jun also got up from the ground, and he held me up. Once, I was also puzzled about what I couldn't overcome and wanted to forget, but only now do I understand. The only thing that can really make a person different is yourself.

Whether it is the death of my father, or the death of my mother, or the betrayal of Xu Yi and Du Lei, I have passed it all. I can cross the past now, and I can cross the past at the beginning. Now, I finally got in touch, and I couldn't cross it until I became what I hated the most.

Justice is what I have always pursued. I can tolerate anyone else's sin, but I can't tolerate my own. In the eyes of others, I am absolutely righteous, I hate crimes, and solving cases and investigating cases is all for justice. Even when I look at myself in the mirror, I feel that no one is holier than me.

I could never have imagined that I would kill people and commit crimes.

I stretched out my hands, and all of a sudden, I saw my hands, stained with blood. I was about to lose my breath because I felt like a stream of black blood was slowly flowing through my body. It was like that dream I had, the black liquid, eating away at my skin.

I could see my own heart, it was rotten and blackened.

Shen Cheng didn't seem to dare to believe that I would kill someone, he thought for a while and asked a question: "Legitimate defense?" Or is it a special case? ”

I shook my head, and at this time, anyone's justification was so weak. I shook my head: "It can't be like this. Otherwise, I wouldn't be so desperate as to ask Dr. Liu to hypnotize me. ”

I once shot while chasing fugitives, and they were also dead. However, everything I do is in accordance with the requirements of law and justice. I can't imagine what happened at that time, which would make me decadent for a long time, and finally beg Dr. Liu to let me forget everything that happened at that time.

I took a deep breath: "Du Lei, please tell me, what happened at that time?" ”

Du Lei sneered: "It seems that you really forgot everything." ”

I nodded: "I really, not have any impressions. ”

At this time, Du Lei actually raised a kick and kicked me to the ground. I didn't fight back, Du Lei stood up and yelled at me on the ground: "That rainy night, did you really forget everything!" ”

"Rainy night ......" I repeated the two words Du Lei said in a daze. The old professor at the police academy who still remembers how many days I was depressed said that it all started on a rainy night. That night, I didn't show up for the all-night case research meeting at the Police Academy.

At that time, someone saw me in the police academy in tatters, they called me, and I didn't react.

My mind went blank and I turned around and stared at the heavy rain outside. Slowly, I seemed to have some impressions, but the impressions were not clear at all. Liu Jia has told me many times that she has no way to control this kind of thing, and she said that I may remember some of it when I am stimulated.

But to remember it completely, only through rehypnosis.

It's as if everything started because of a phone call. Late at night, a phone call broke the peace of the unit, I answered a phone call, hurried out, so heavy rain, but I didn't even answer the umbrella. I remember that my mother seemed to shout at me a few times behind me, but I didn't answer and ran straight down the stairs.

After that, the memory was disconnected.

Another memory that comes to mind happened after I left the police academy. I drove a car, the car, I don't know whose it was, I was in memory, and I saw a bundle of rope on the passenger of the car. Once again, the memory was disconnected, and what I could remember later was that I had arrived in a very remote place.

There, there was a man standing, not far away.

I took the bundle of rope, got out of the car, and walked very quickly towards the man.

The man seemed to be saying something, and he stepped back, but I punched the man in the chest. The man, who didn't seem to expect me to suddenly attack him, fell to the ground after being hit by me, and I strangled him by the neck with a rope.

He struggled violently, and we fought together.

At that time, my body was not sick, whether it was intelligence or force, it was at its peak, that man was pressed to the ground by me after a violent fight with me, and I, unexpectedly, strangled him to death......