059 It's better to go back
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When I went home, I skillfully opened my notebook and typed in the search engine a few keywords ""Qiluo Broken" Puyang", and a large number of pirated websites immediately popped up on the page, showing that the author's name was "Lingjiang".
It's really a ...... Pu Yang's heart tightened, and he found the homepage of the author named "Lingjiang" according to the website given by Shen Huan, and saw that there were five or six books neatly arranged there, and the last one was marked with the unfinished "Qiluo Fragment".
clicked in, and only the emotional entanglements and impermanence of fate revealed in the introduction gave him an ominous premonition.
Pu Yang took a deep breath, realized that his hands were trembling slightly, looked around, and there was bright sunlight spilling in through the glass on the balcony, so he sat on the cushion with the computer in front of the light, and looked at the life of the person with the same name as him, which was handwritten by others.
At the beginning of the story, a girl named "Su Qi" went to another world in a big change. Before being swallowed up by that treacherous world, she met eighteen-year-old Puyang.
Pu Yang watched that "Pu Yang" save Su Qi and take her in, melting her warmth little by little. Ask yourself, if he hadn't come to this world, he would have been like that when he grew up in the "only one-do", he would have been like that.
After that, the relationship between Su Qi and Puyang became deeper and deeper in trivial matters, and the identity of "Puyang" was revealed little by little - he was the killer of the "only self" that frightened the people of the rivers and lakes, and at the age of fifteen, he killed the first target in this life: Lu Nan assassinated Shi Su Wei.
There seemed to be thunder in his ears, and in addition to the roar, Puyang had lost all consciousness. Weiwotang, Su Qi, Lunan Thorn History...... Countless people and things hovered in his mind, like a startled roost in the evening, so noisy that his head was about to explode!
The boy bent down with his head in his hands, and screamed in pain, tasting a hint of fishy sweetness on the tip of his tongue, and unconsciously biting his lip.
The blood stimulated his senses, and the instinct that had been trained by his master for a long time took over in an instant, and the surging emotions were forcibly suppressed. Forcibly pulling his emotions away, he felt the pain of a knife and axe in his brain, while watching the development of the plot with a cold eye.
In that book, in order to protect Su Qi's life, Puyang was subjected to several heart-wrenching palms from his old enemies, and he didn't know whether he was alive or dead, and he disappeared without a trace.
Holding his laptop in the sun, he looked at the girl who was looking for him who was nowhere to be found, and felt ridiculous and pitiful: "Su Qi, such an impermanent fate is just made up by someone to play tricks on us." Our struggles are just to make the audience laugh, why are you so persistent. ”
Confirm that the Puyang in the book is himself, and the feeling of helplessness overwhelms the boy. He, and his fourteen years of life, are all the nonsense of this man called Lingjiang?
How arrogant and cruel this man is!
Pu Yang was cold, he remembered that when he first arrived in this world, Su Jia obviously knew him. In this way, Su Jia has also read this book......
He forced himself to keep watching. Watching Su Qi encounter danger after danger, every time he couldn't kill her, it made her stronger; watched her meet Li Yu, the king of Lu, and had feelings for each other; watched her finally face the "only one" and reveal his bloody life experience; finally watched her enter the court and embark on a journey with the country as a chessboard.
Seeing that the Puyang love in the book is deep-rooted, guarding Su Qi and her lover wholeheartedly, the strong sense of substitution is slightly weakened - although if he had that kind of experience, he would definitely embark on this road, but now he can't fall in love with Su Qi anyway. Just like a fledgling, once you identify one person, you won't recognize the second one.
Even so, he empathizes with what happened to him in the book. What could be more cruel than seeing one's loved ones with other men, guarding them day and night, and injuring themselves in the shadows in order to endure such almost maddening pain?
The story comes to an abrupt end here, and the author, Ling Jiang, issues an announcement expressing his unwillingness to write down this sad and cruel story again. Look at the time, it was the days when he had just come into this world.
At that time, he was trying to find a way to survive, but he didn't know that he could survive, thanks to this man's mercy, he gently and skillfully let him go. It's like an ant that never knows that the huge hill it climbs is a human, and this human doesn't bother to hurt it, so he lets it go.
[Sister, I feel cold. He edited a text message and sent it out.
The other side quickly replied: [I still feel cold in this weather, is there something uncomfortable? Take your temperature and take your temperature, and if you have a fever, go to the hospital as soon as possible, and I'll come to see you after work. 】
After a while, he didn't reply, and added: [Good, can I go to the hospital by myself? 】
For some reason, Puyang felt like crying. [I just took my temperature, it's fine.] I added a piece of clothing, and it wasn't cold. But in fact, he was so cold that he couldn't help but knock his teeth lightly.
Back on the search engine page, he began to search for the meaning of "stepmother". In addition to "stepmother", this word should have another special meaning - he heard someone in the crew say that Shuyu, the author of "Fei Chu", is Chu Yao's stepmother, and Shuyu is clearly a young girl.
The first time he heard the word was in ...... Daxue South Road, Sour Soup Fish Hot Pot Restaurant, He Tian Tiankouzhong.
A large number of memories came to his heart, and he chewed every expression, every action, and every word that Su Jia and He Tiantian said that day, word by word.
At the same time, he searched for the meaning of the word. Abusive characters to achieve tearjerker purposes.
Author.
The boy forced his breath to keep himself from thinking about the worst guess. But out of a hunch, he didn't ask Su Jia again, but sent a text message to He Tiantian: [Who is Lingjiang? 】
He Tiantian was about to be busy, and replied after a while: [Eh, did you find that Jiajia was writing a book? Lingjiang is her~ Tell her to hide it from you, now take off the vest! By the way, there is a character in "Qiluo Broken" written by her who has the same name as you, don't be angry. 】
The empty heart fell into the abyss.
Sure enough, it was her.
She is the one who plays with her fate between the applause. She single-handedly arranged his fate, so when he appeared out of thin air, she would be so surprised, but so naturally responsible for him.
Because he was her creation.
Trembling all over, he opened the local search bar and keyed the three words "Qiluo Broken". The blue progress bar moved slowly, and in an extremely hidden folder, there were hundreds of thousands of words of the text of "Qiluo Shattered", as well as an outline.
Sister, do you think it's enough to hide here? But I've learned to search quickly...... Why didn't you delete these things sooner rather than later, so that I could see that you were the one I should hate to death?
In addition to the more than 200,000 words that have been published on the website, the pattern of more than 100,000 manuscripts in the document has gradually become larger, the emperor died of illness, Li Yu, the king of Lu, ascended the throne, Su Qi entered the court, foreign invasions and rebellions in feudal towns, one war after another...... Countless dangers followed, and that Puyang had one person and one sword, always supporting Su Qi, who was in turmoil.
The manuscript did not tell the whole story, Puyang clicked on the outline again and saw the ending of the story - the world was decided, Su Qi was pregnant, and Puyang went to the East China Sea. However, in a few months, the situation took a turn for the worse, Su Qi was accused of murdering the prince and imprisoned in the cold palace, Puyang, who had just settled down in the East China Sea, rushed to the capital again, went straight to the palace, and took Su Qi away under the siege of the masters of Ouchi.
On the way to escape, Su Qi died in childbirth, leaving only a baby girl covered in blood and crying loudly in Puyang. And Li Yu was never able to forgive himself because of Su Qi's death, and finally died young.
Puyang looked at the story at hand and felt absurd. He was created to live such a life of endless torment. He struggled, thinking that he had gotten rid of the control of the "only medo", that he could control his own life, and that he could protect Su Qi, but after all, he couldn't escape such a delicate hand playing at will.
Fifteen years of experience are all fake. Even "Weiwotang" is known as invincible in the rivers and lakes, but it is only a wisp of her thoughts, and it will eventually be folded in Su Qi's hands.
As soon as she thinks about it, she can set off stormy waves in that river and lake, and she can also make the world bleed and drift, and she can crush people's hearts and ashes. How much does she hate him, so that she can arrange such a cruel life and such a sad life for him?
No, no, she didn't hate him. She just didn't care—no one cared about the joys and sorrows of a thought, he was just something she made up for people to see. In order to arouse the reader's mind, she did not hesitate to torture him like that, but this torture did not matter to her, because he was not a living person, he was just an illusory image.
That's why she asked him to read Sophie's World, so it was.
The world he used to be in was her "Su Jia's world".
All care is just for self-preservation - when he appears in front of her, her first reaction will never be guilt, but self-preservation. She hid the truth, making him think that the world was really safe, and he could live happily here, with her, in peace and happiness.
It's ridiculous that his troubles in the past are all mediocre people. Even real life no longer exists, what qualifications do you have to think about such a big thing as love and hate, and what kind of mental strength does she have to worry about the triviality of how many mouthfuls of food she has eaten.
He scarcely dared to think about how playfully she was observing him. How ridiculous his deeds must have been in her eyes—behold, there is an ant here who thinks he is a human and wants to live with me!
The anger of being deceived, the shame of being observed...... The power of the agitation in the meridians finally got out of control, forcing the internal organs to ooze blood, and the sharp pain erupted in one gulp, splashing all the time on the off-white soft seat cushion.
It's ridiculous that he thinks she is the light of salvation, but it turns out that she is the source of all his misfortunes.
Puyang, Puyang, what other face do you have, what reason do you have to live in this world? You don't belong here.
Why don't you go back?
Why don't you go back......
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Su Jia came home from work, carrying a bag of fresh cherries, with brisk steps and a smile.
She opened the door with the key and came in, shouting: "Yangyang, there are cherries to eat today, come and wash them!" ”
No response.
She was a little puzzled, and when she looked behind the screen, the mattress was neatly folded, but the person was not there. Looking at the living room, the boy's coat is hanging on the hanger, the canvas shoes are on the shoe rack, and the mobile phone is casually placed on the small round table - obviously he has not gone out.
The kitchen and bathrooms were also empty. Su Jia walked to the balcony in confusion, her pupils constricted suddenly!
The balcony was sealed, and the upholstery was streckled with blood, which had changed color to a palpitating reddish-brown.
The power of the laptop is on, but the screen is black. Su Jia walked over and pressed enter, and the screen lit up. The page is stuck in the unfinished document of "Qiluo Shatter".
Not a soul was there.
There was a bang in his head - he got it!
The cherries fell to the ground, bright red and full, like beating little hearts, rolling on the floor, gradually becoming dead and silent.
The second volume of "Sudden Awakening in a Foreign Country" is over