Chapter 39 Determination Again
"I didn't ...... I didn't ......" Lu Yiting's sudden seriousness made me a little overwhelmed, but I didn't know what to say.
"What do I think I'm missing?" Lu Yiting looked like he was thinking hard.
"Ah, yes. I haven't officially said that to you. ”
Lu Yiting looked at me with a flash of inspiration, and his eyes were bright.
"What's that?" I'm a little curious, isn't it Lian...... Did I say I love you?
Lu Yiting moved to my side and sat closer to me.
Then, a handsome face with magnification appeared in front of me.
I actually hate it when people are close to me, and it makes me very uncomfortable.
But Lu Yiting did this, but I didn't feel the slightest disgust, but followed his rhythm, looking forward to what he would do next.
Lu Yiting and I sat face to face. Then he took my fingers and put them on his chest.
Different from the nonexistent touch just now, this time Lu Yiting directly pulled my hand and made my heart beat hard.
“…… What are you doing? "I just felt that my palms were hot and wet because I was holding them tightly and making it sweat.
Lu Yiting was very serious, looked into my eyes and said word by word.
"Lan Xin, for the sake of the beautiful stars tonight......" Speaking of this, Lu Yiting's face was also dyed red.
"You...... Can you be my girlfriend? ”
Probably because he was too nervous, Lu Yiting bit his tongue. After saying that, I felt a little remorseful, as if I was blaming myself for not saying anything.
I saw a serious look on Lu Yiting's face that I had never seen before, and the expectation was written on the corners of his mouth.
Of course, compared to Lu Yiting, I myself am no better.
After listening to Lu Yiting's confession, I only felt that the blood in my whole body was gushing into my head.
I don't know why, the feeling that Lu Yiting said to me made me blush and heartbeat even more than the "I love you" he said last time.
I secretly scolded myself in my heart for being unproductive and made myself a little braver, but I only felt that my fingertips were soft, and my heart was crispy and itchy.
I promised God that I really wanted to promise Lu Yiting at that time. But......
You've already made a decision in your mind, haven't you? I have to wait until I have enough weight to stand by Lu Yiting's side before I promise him.
Now if I promised him early, then I won't live under Lu Yiting's protection for the rest of my life and drag him back for the rest of my life?
I don't want it, it's not the time to be with Lu Yiting yet.
But looking at Lu Yiting's expectant eyes, I really couldn't say anything to refuse him.
The thought of rejecting him made his eyes dim little by little, and my heart ached.
I can only deliberately not look at him ruthlessly, and reject him wordlessly with actions.
Lu Yiting is a smart person, and when he saw me like this, he naturally understood in his heart that I had refused.
"Well, I'm not good enough." Lu Yiting slowly let go of my hand, "I'm sorry it's too abrupt." ”
I was silent on my lips, but I was shaking my head in my heart: No! You've done a great job! It's me...... I'm not good enough.
I didn't see the disappointment in Lu Yiting's eyes when he let go of my hand, and when I looked at him, he had already changed to his usual warm expression.
I like Lu Yiting the most, as a lawyer, he habitually treats others coldly, but he always smiles at me.
“…… I'm sorry. "Even though I have a thousand words in my heart and want to tell Lu Yiting, but when the words come to my mouth, there are only these three words left.
"You don't have to say you're sorry, it's not your fault." Lu Yiting shook his head, although his expression was still very gentle, the unhappiness in his eyes could not be hidden.
Seeing Lu Yiting like this, I naturally felt very guilty, after all, he was unhappy because of my refusal.
I wanted to say something to comfort him, but I didn't know what to say.
The atmosphere slowly became dull, and the vague ambiguity in the air just now disappeared.
"It's getting late, shall I send you home?" Lu Yiting was the first to break the silence.
I was still thinking about what to say there, and when I heard Lu Yiting say this, I hurriedly nodded and said okay.
We walked side by side towards the house again, and Lu Yiting didn't speak again all the way, but just said after dropping me off, "Go to bed early, good night." ”
I nodded and said "you too" and turned to go upstairs.
When I got home and opened the door, I found that although Yuan Qi still left the light for me, she and Yuan Yuan had already fallen asleep.
Also, what happened today was so unexpected, they probably got tired a long time ago.
I'm too sleepy to wash up and go to bed. When I walked out of the window, I looked out and found that Lu Yiting was still downstairs.
Why haven't you left yet, I don't know what's going on. I opened the window and was about to poke my head out of the window and call out to Lu Yiting, but he turned around and left.
Lu Yiting walked very slowly, and from time to time he looked back in the direction I was.
I only felt that my heart was a lot softer all of a sudden, and there were too few gentle people, but I just ran into one.
Watching Lu Yiting's figure slowly disappear at the end of the road, I closed the window.
Well, it's time to sleep. Before closing the window, I took another look at the stars tonight.
It's beautiful, although it's a little sparse.
Early the next morning, he was beside me and screaming to wake me up.
"Mom! Mom is about to get up, and the sun is drying her ass! "The sound was crisp and loud, and I couldn't sleep.
"What time is it?" I struggled to open my sleepy eyes. "It's eight o'clock!" He pouted, "I'm going to school!" ”
I slammed out of bed, "Really? Then I'll make you something to eat. ”
I didn't even have time to wash up, so I hurriedly got some food for Xuan Xuan and took care of Xuan Xuan after breakfast.
After you have eaten enough, you go to school. Looking at the jumping figure, my heart felt as sweet as honey.
Just when I sent him away and was ready to clean up the kitchen. Yuan Qi yawned and walked out of his bedroom.
Yuan Qi quickly finished washing, and also sat down at the dining table and shouted, waiting for me to get her some food.
I simply didn't clean up the kitchen anymore, and got me and Yuan Qi some food.
As soon as it was ready to be served to the dining table, Yuan Qi gossiped to me and asked, "Hey, why did you come back so late yesterday?" Isn't it Lu Yiting......"
Yuan Qi's face almost had the words "there is a story" written on it. "What are you doing, you're going to make a record, it's not like you don't know."
However, how could my pretended calm expression escape Yuan Qi's eyes? "Forget it, I don't believe it!"
"Okay, okay, after I walked around the street with Lu Yiting, there was no goodbye." Facing Yuan Qi's sharp eyes, I could only answer honestly, ignoring something by the way.
"He didn't tell you anything?" Yuan Qi looked at Lan Xin with novelty, and when he heard the answer he wanted to hear, he was even more energetic.
When Yuan Qi asked like this, I couldn't help but think of Lu Yiting's confession last night.
He ...... Last night, he asked me if I would like to be his girlfriend. I stammered, my face flushed.
"Really!" Yuan Qi looked more excited than me, "What about you!" Did you promise him? "Looking at Lan Xin's appearance, it seems that there is a play.
"You should say yes! After all, you like him too! Yuan Qi said in a very affirmative tone, "I can see it!" ”
Is it? My mind was pierced like this, and I inevitably felt a little uncomfortable. I didn't know how to put my hands at a loss.
"I didn't ...... No. ”
Looking at Yuan Qi's expectant expression, I still said that I didn't promise Lu Yiting last night.
"What?! Why? Yuan Qi exclaimed, with an expression of disbelief, "Obviously you ...... too" What was interesting to him, but Yuan Qi didn't say it.
"Because I don't feel worthy of him." I had nothing to hide in front of Yuan Qi, so I directly told Yuan Qi the real reason.
When Yuan Qi heard what I said, he was also silent. As a friend of mine for many years, she knows my inferiority complex better than anyone else.
It took a long time for Yuan Qi to break the silence. "And what are you going to do?"
"Of course I want to change myself and change myself for the better." There was a hint of firmness in my tone.
It's just ...... "I'm a little confused again." But what? Yuan Qi also asked anxiously on the side, waiting for me to finish speaking.
"It's just that I don't know how to change it!" It's true, I thought about changing it when I promised Lu Yiting a long time ago.
But what happened one after another hit my self-confidence and put me in a predicament where I didn't know what to do.
"It's not easy!" Yuan Qi changed back to what he was like just now, "I thought you had some unspeakable reason!" ”
"What's your solution?" I raised my eyes and looked at Yuan Qi, "Why is it so simple?" ”
Yuan Qi scolded me for being stupid, left his stool, walked over to me, and then slapped my little belly.
"I see, you can start with the most basic weight loss!"
I lowered my head and looked at my belly that was slapped by Yuan Qi, it was still slightly bulging, and it would shake like jelly when I poked it.
It doesn't look like a twenty-four-year-old woman's belly at all, and I'm a little sad.
But it's time to make up your mind and shake off this annoying flesh! Am I still holding the yoga class?
"Hmm!" I looked at Yuan Qi and nodded heavily, indicating that I will definitely lose weight seriously this time!
Now the restaurant in Dinghai doesn't want me anymore, and I don't have a job to do. Just take advantage of this time to lose weight.
In a month, I will be able to turn back into the blue heart that I used to have without a small belly!
Life in the Lin family, although it has changed my personality, cannot erase the stubbornness of my bones.
What I want to do, as long as I take action, then I will definitely succeed!
I've always done whatever I wanted, and now that I've made a decision, there's nothing to delay.
I immediately searched the Internet for various ways to lose weight, what exercises to do to lose weight...... I got the hang of it very quickly.
Coupled with yoga classes, I think it shouldn't be difficult to lose weight.
Just when I was busy with my weight loss career and was in full swing, Lu Yiting was still working hard about my mother's affairs.
Lu Yiting, who was sitting at the desk, was silent, holding a bank card tightly in his hand, as if thinking about something.
After a while, he picked up the phone on the table, clicked on a number and dialed it.
"Hello? Do you have time now? Let's come out and meet you. ”
The other side was a little surprised by Lu Yiting's request, but still said, "Okay." ”
When Lan Ce hurriedly ran to the place where he made an appointment with Lu Yiting, Lu Yiting seemed to have been waiting for a long time.
Lan Ce also had a lot to ask Lu Yiting, but he didn't have time to sit down and asked eagerly, "Was my sister okay yesterday?" ”
"It's not a big deal...... Lu Yiting's voice was as cold as a layer of ice, "It's just that his neck was cut......"
Lu Yiting paused and continued, "Your mother did it. ”
Lan Ce wanted to ask something more, but Lu Yiting's words choked him all of a sudden.
Lan Ce secretly hated his mother for being so excessive, and this time he actually cut his sister's neck!
"Don't worry, your sister's injuries are out of the way." Lu Yi straightened up, "I have something else to say today." ”
Seeing that Lu Yiting was so serious, Lan Ce also sat up straight, "What's the matter, just say it." ”
"What I told you on the phone yesterday about letting your sister leave the Lan family, your sister has agreed."