That period of hospitalization was really boring, but it was the most peaceful time in his life.

Until this moment, he never doubted his sincerity at that time, he was real, really just a little bit, and he was emotionally attached to her.

He admitted that he had taken care of Tang Nuan, not so much that he was obsessed with Tang Nuan at the beginning, but that he was only obsessed with the beautiful girl in his youth and the girl he borrowed books to pass on poems.

He admitted that he had moved Song Song, but that kind of heartbeat was more inclined to family affection, he could do everything for her, but he would not force her to do anything.

But, you know what?

What kind of feeling did Cheng Qingliang give him at that time?

She gave him the feeling that he wanted to live his life like this.

A lifetime, what a long word, when he pursued Tang Nuan, he never said that he would like her for a lifetime, and he felt sorry for Song Song when he was willing to marry him, and he never thought that he could take care of her for a lifetime.

However, he looked at Cheng Qingliang and thought of "life".

At that time, he felt that he had really found the girl who really deserved to live his life.

At that time, he still felt that Song Song was happy, and he could forget about her with peace of mind and live the life he should live.

Although at that time, he was not sure what kind of emotion he had for her, whether he was moved or emotional, but he was really, really full of expectations for the future and her.

But have you thought of it?

The beauty you see is all an illusion.

Your marriage is a deception, a joke of the frustration and frustration you have had for the loss of your child......

The woman you decide to live your life is because other men are deceiving you.

Of course he hated it...... He hated it so much, he had never hated or been angry with a person so much in his life.

Naturally, he wouldn't just make her feel better so easily, he wanted to make her double the feeling of falling from heaven to hell.

So he was good to her, twice as good, he watched her coldly sink into the beautiful assumptions he gave her little by little, and all he had in his heart was a sneer and expectation.

He finally got his wish, and the woman who was full of lies and scheming finally left with scars from his life.

He won, he should be happy......

But he was not as happy as he imagined, he was fine not to see her, and when he saw her, his temper would get out of control.

He's such a good-natured person...... Why was she so ruthless?

Only now did he know that when he laid out to seduce her little by little, he was also seduced by his own game.

Maybe he already understood it in his heart, but he didn't want to let himself understand, because he was afraid of regret and regret what he had done, so he kept holding on, until now, hearing that she was no longer in the city, his strength completely collapsed.

All along, it's not that she's awkward, it's that he's awkward.

What he thought in his heart was different from what he expected, he couldn't accept such a contrast, and he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

Song Qingchun likes Su Zhinian, he is jealous, but he doesn't mind, and even he sincerely wishes that they can stay together for the rest of their lives and never be separated.

But Cheng Qinglian likes Su Zhinian, he minds...... He minded more than anyone else, he couldn't stand that she was deceiving himself for another man, he thought it was his own self-esteem, until this moment, he understood that he was jealous at that time.