Chapter 5: Nightmares
Back at the hotel, Dai locked himself in his room.
In a small window, the sun rises and sets, and in the cramped cage that no one cares about, she touches her growing belly, and lingers on the edge of despair.
After two days and two nights of painful torture, countless faints, countless awakenings, and finally hearing the child's cry, she tried hard to hold her eyelids to see the child.
Screams of terror and hurried flight were heard. The thick liquid in her body was losing little by little, soaking the whole bed as if she had just been soaked in blood, reminding her of the bright mandarin duck quilt that night.
He hugged Daisa and walked away, she froze in place alone, the blood on her wrist, falling drop by drop, converging into a river, and the blood under her overlapped chaotically. In a pool of blood, Xiao Gu Yi sat quietly, mechanically repeating the action of building toy blocks.
In the dark, Dai waited for Huo Ran to sit up from the bed, his face cold.
Four years.
These fragmented images repeated in the midnight dream are clearer and clearer each time, like a fish bone in the throat, which cannot be pulled out or swallowed.
The mobile phone at the bedside vibrated "buzzing", Dai Zhi wiped the fine sweat stains on his forehead, picked up the phone, and Duan Yuzeng's deep and low voice came out: "Haven't slept yet?" ”
Perhaps because he is a doctor, his voice is always invisibly soothing. Dai glanced at 23:45 on the screen and simply responded with an "um".
"You're having nightmares again." Duan Yu had certainly exposed her lies.
Dai turned on the light and leaned against the head of the bed, and sighed helplessly: "Yes, you are like a god, I doubt that you have secretly installed remote monitoring on me." ”
"Have you seen Xiao Gu Yi?" Duan Yu once asked.
Dai was silent.
"It's not that I'm like a god, it's that I know you too well." Duan Yu was stunned, "You have waited for so many years, go back to Rongcheng, how can you not go to see him as soon as possible." And after seeing it with your own eyes, how can you sleep peacefully?
"It's me who is sorry for him. I should have come back sooner! ”
During the few months she was imprisoned, if it weren't for Xiao Gu Yi, she wouldn't have been able to survive at all. finally survived until he was born, but she almost died because of postpartum hemorrhage and couldn't protect him.
She thought that he was the little master of the Gu family, and he could be well taken care of no matter what. But the result? Not only did he get sick, but he was left alone in the rehabilitation center!
"How could he have autism? Could it be that I didn't keep up with my nutrition when I was pregnant with him? Or is it because of the effects of dystocia on his body? She couldn't figure it out, her little Gu Yi was obviously such a beautiful child, how could she ......
"Don't blame yourself first, I've already contacted you for a while, and the doctor who diagnosed Xiao Gu Yi back then will tell you the specific situation." Duan Yu paused with a slight hesitation, "Dai Zhi, none of this is your fault. ”
"Hmm." Dai Zhi's answer was a little weak.
"Tell me slim, you killed all sides today?" Duan Yu suddenly changed the topic.
Dai was waiting to hook his lips: "Don't listen to her exaggerations. ”
"Whether it's an exaggeration or not, I have my own judgment." Duan Yu once chuckled, "It's a pity that I can't get out of here for the time being, and I have to toss for more than half a month, and it is estimated that it will not end until the end of the year." Otherwise, I'd love to fly to you right away and help you. ”
Dai Zhi teased: "You are an elite in the medical field, an authority in surgery, and you shoulder the hope of countless patients, you must take your time, I dare not delay you to save the world!" The sin is too great! ”
She was finally no longer in the doldrums, and Duan Yu smiled silently: "Take care of yourself and wait for me to come back." ”
His tenderness was transmitted through the earpiece without hesitation.
Dai Zhi's eyes flashed slightly, but he didn't speak.