Chapter 200 The Past is the Past

If he hadn't been stubborn, he wouldn't have buried his head in his position and paid so much price.

If he wasn't stubborn, he wouldn't have let me be around him for so many years without staining me.

If he hadn't been stubborn, he wouldn't have teased me again after I was gone......

Hehe, we are all such stubborn people, but we still came to a fork in the road and went the opposite way, from now on, we should never see each other again!

I'm tired, Lin Fang is no exception, seeing that I never let go, he no longer grinds hard bubbles but hugs me into the quilt, he almost didn't leave from behind and hugged me, a slightly cold voice sounded in my ears.

"Blue Heart, do you remember the scene when we knew each other?"

How could you not remember? That year, Lin Fang just came to school to participate in the competition of the age volleyball team, Lu Xiaohong called me to see the handsome guy, I stood outside the net for only ten minutes, but the volleyball hit me three times, and I walked away with gold stars on my head under the scorching sun.

It was Lin Fang who came to pick up the ball, and he apologized to me three times with a smile, but I didn't blame anyone at all!

Maybe...... I'm still a little glad in my heart!

Angry, I suppressed my voice and shouted, "I don't remember." ”

Lin Fang chuckled and hugged a little tighter, but his hand was holding my arm that was desperately protected on his chest, his mouth still smelled of wine, and his voice was a little tired:

"How could you not remember! Are you afraid that I will laugh at you when you say it? No, I forgot to tell you that you've always been cute in my eyes! ”

My thoughts were forcibly pulled away by him, and I couldn't help but ask: "Isn't it just a ball, it's not embarrassing!" ”

"Well, you see, you still remember."

Hearing the chuckle on the side of the forest, I was sure that I was tricked, I was quite angry, I don't know why I was so angry!

I slowly calmed down, Lin Fang didn't speak anymore, the quiet suite was quiet like only the sound of the two of us breathing, I forced my spirit to listen quietly to the movement behind me......

I feel like I've been waiting for a long time, and he's breathing evenly, and it seems like he's asleep?

Swallowing nervously, I pursed my lips to untie the arm he had placed on my chest, and with each movement I would make sure to make sure I didn't alarm him, and I made up my mind to sneak away.

I can't think about whether or not to meet in the future, I just know that I have to go, and I will leave immediately!

Holding my breath, I slowly untied his hand, and when I felt that he was not responding at all, I moved my body outward, and with a little luck in my heart, I looked back at him......

Lying quietly on the side of the forest, breathing evenly, but his eyes were open, he was looking at me so fixedly at this time, looking at me with his back to the light, it almost scared me to pee!

I trembled and ran out with almost no choice, but the side of the forest seemed to have wings, and hugged me again when I ran to the end of the bed!

Both of them were babies, and my struggles were a little more intense.

He dragged me to bed again, still in the same position as he slept with me in his arms, his iron arm slammed in front of me, and his voice was angry: "Can you be quiet for a while?" ”

"Yes!" I tried to send my body away again: "You let go of me. ”

Lin Fang didn't let go of me, he didn't even speak again for a long time, my head was dizzy and heavy and it hurt so much, I couldn't help but fall asleep!

The two of them lay down peacefully for a while, and his arm finally loosened: "If I want to force you, you won't be able to escape, so you can lie quietly with me for a while!" ”

If this was in the past, I believed it, and now I look at it, whether it is his unstable mood now, or the experience I have summed up from Lu Baozi, I don't believe it!

I licked my dry mouth and resisted in a low voice: "Since it's a gentleman's style, why don't you let me go." ”

"I'm not a gentleman, and I don't want to be a gentleman, Lan Xin, I advise you to be quiet!"

In case I fall asleep quietly, even if Lin Fang borrows wine and does something, I don't have a place to go, thinking of this, I make up my mind: I can't be quiet!

In order to stay awake, I quietly picked here for a while, and moved there for a while, thinking that I would be almost safe if I got to it until dawn!

However, my little action still annoyed him, and he almost pounced on me when I was distracted, and this time he didn't bother at all, and the purpose was obviously to make me panic!

I pushed him away once with all my strength, but I didn't know what I stepped on and fell, hitting my head on the side of the bed.

Bang, the world is quiet!

I was woken up by a strong discomfort, and my whole body hurt, especially my head, which was accompanied by vertigo!

Before I could open my eyes and frown, the discomfort in my stomach also welled up, and my limp body fell to the edge of the bed and vomited......

There's nothing left to spit out, it's all sour water, wow wow spit out my eyes with tears and snot, and I feel like I'm going to hang up immediately!

Just as I touched something casually and wiped my eyes, several balls of toilet paper appeared in my sight, and they were thrown away by the bed so quietly!

I was stunned for a moment, and immediately turned around to look at myself and the position around me, the memories of last night came back intermittently, but I can't remember the specific situation after my head was hit.

As soon as I thought of my head, my elbow was weak and my body fell heavily to the bed, Lin Fang seemed to be sleeping in a daze, and the long arm took me into his arms very naturally!

The back of my head was numb, and black clouds appeared in front of my eyes, and I didn't even have the courage to check my body with my hands!

Lin Fang said that he didn't want to be a gentleman, so this time, did he really become a villain!

By the time I came to consciousness again, Lin Fang was already fully dressed, and he was talking and laughing on the phone while leaning over my line of sight, and my body felt like it had been wiped by a towel!

The rough texture makes me very uncomfortable!

My head became more and more dizzy, I retched a few more times, Lin Fang finally hung up the phone and came over to me with an anxious face and asked, "Let's go to the hospital!" ”

I couldn't speak, and I wanted to glare at him with my eyes, but my eyes were full of tears and I didn't know if he had received my hostility.

Lin Fang put the boneless me again, the rough towel swept across my lower abdomen and went down as if I wanted to clean up something, I finally gritted my teeth and roared:

"Don't touch me!"

This time, he didn't touch me, but I didn't feel the slightest taste of victory, and I thought, I've already lost!

It's really ridiculous, it's not enough to lose for ten years, I'm going to lose to him in such a tight whole life, I should have owed Lin Fang a lot of things in my last life!

Before I lost consciousness again, I figured out that I must have used cruel methods to end his life in my last life, and in this life, he will torture my whole life in an even more cruel way!

Hate the forest side? I hate, the hatred that I couldn't get before, and now the hatred that I hate, the real hate!

In the middle of the night on the second day of coming to H City, I was gloriously hospitalized, concussed, and hit the side of the bed with that little bit of alcohol or something, and I lay on the hospital bed for two days without turning over!

In a daze, I felt that many people had come to see me, but in my extreme depression I kept pretending to be dead as if I didn't see it, and it was Lin Fang, who had always been very busy, who was guarding me this time.

It's like a prison guard guarding a prisoner!

I remember that when I was sick before, I really wanted Lin Fang to accompany me, he was not available, and now I don't want to see him, but he is not leaving!

I was secretly sighing, a piece of apple was stuffed into my mouth, and Lin smiled and said, "I know you're awake!" ”

I opened my eyes and looked at him fixedly, took the apple in my hand, swallowed my saliva and asked directly, "We're still the same as before, right?" ”

No physical contact, two innocent people!

The smile on Lin Fang's face was gone, and the movements in his hand paused before continuing, and his slender fingers held the knife and put the apple slices in the plastic bag on the side, as if they were prepared for me.

I pinched the apple in my hand, and said excitedly again: "Say, say that nothing happened to us, Lin Fang, say!" ”

His eyelids were raised, and he looked at me with a very serious expression, and after a while, he spat out three words at me: "I'm sorry!" ”

I threw the apple in my hand to the ground, struggled to get up but couldn't, and fell weakly on the hospital bed, and I struggled to ask him:

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't tell me about these falsehoods, I won't pursue the rest, just tell me, it's good that we're still the same as before!"

Lin Bian put the knife in his hand to the side, his long arm lightly pressed my body, and his hand quickly fixed my hand that was being infusion, he looked at me from afar, and there was no dodge in his eyes:

"Even if we don't have this relationship, we can't break it, we've been together for so many years, even if I don't say it, can't you really feel it?"

"Don't touch me, you let me go."

I wanted to struggle, but I couldn't exert any strength when I didn't get a grain of rice for a few days, so I could only let him press me like this, and I couldn't move even if I crushed a mouthful of teeth!

He said: "You know me, you know everything about me, you know my persistence, I thought you would continue to wait for me, it was me who was careless, but it doesn't matter, good things are grinding, we will always be together." ”

Yes, I understand him, I wait for him, I love him, but what is the result?

couldn't help but redden, and I said word by word: "You lie, how can you let me go if you care about me!" ”

"You tell me, you're tired, Lanxin, you're tired, why don't you take a good rest when you're tired, and then wait for me? I'm almost there, you can rest a little longer and I'll be there. ”

Lin Bian's eyes were red as he spoke, I never couldn't bear to watch his crying scene, that was because I felt more sorry for him than anyone else, I thought I hated him so much and should be proud of him now, but I didn't expect that I still couldn't bear to look at it!

He said, "Originally, if I waited for him, there would be a result between us, but I didn't wait!"

So...... Is it all because of me? Because I waited too long, and because I didn't?

Tears poured down, and I didn't dare to look at him with a tilt of my head: "Liar, you don't want me anywhere in my heart, I have waited for you for so many years and you haven't given me any thoughts, but now you come to blame me, you lie." ”

Lin leaned over and gently imprinted a kiss on my lips, and he grabbed my hand and explained, "Didn't you say that you are very conservative and want to stay until you are newly married!" ”

Did I say that? Even if there were, it would be a joke!

As if talking about the sad place, Lin Fang was still disappointed and said, "You really left it to the newlywed, right?" ”

I responded to him with nothing but tears!

It's so infuriating, I really regret coming here on impulse, does it have to be so expensive to revisit?

He stretched out his hand and hugged me, and after the two of them calmed down relatively wordlessly, Lin Fang suddenly whispered to me: "It's not good to go back to my hometown for a wedding during the Chinese New Year?" ”

I glanced at him weakly and smiled dryly: "No matter how touching it is, it's in the past." ”

Originally, reliving the old dream came naturally, and the promise should be Lin Fang defending the title as soon as it came out, but he didn't expect my answer to be so calm and ruthless.

To be honest, I didn't even think of it myself!

How could I refuse the forest side? And it was after something irreversible happened, at the moment when he made a promise, I rejected him very decisively, and even now in retrospect, I think it's quite incredible.