Chapter 346 There will be no disappointment without expectations

Shi Junhe's eyes were stained with tears, grief, helplessness, and sadness occupied his pupils, and Shi Qingxue was also heartache when he saw it.

Qingxue had never seen Shi Junhe reveal such complex emotions, even if she had nowhere to vent her depression, she couldn't bear to let her father be so embarrassed.

But Qingmin ......

"If you are worried that the environment of all the other courtyards of the Shi family is not good enough, I can buy another suitable courtyard for living, and then send the most capable and good people in the house to the other courtyard, and the food and clothing will be followed up, in short, Qingmin will not suffer no matter what."

Shi Junhe grasped the problem that Shi Qingxue was really worried about very well and made the best arrangement.

"Don't worry, Qingmin is my son, and I won't treat him badly no matter what. You just believe Daddy this time, okay? ”

Shi Qingxue was asked by Shi Junhe in such a low tone, no matter how resentful she was in her heart, she had to compromise.

She turned her face away, unwilling to look at Shi Junhe, and only said in a dumb voice: "Qingmin is still waiting for me to go back in the other courtyard, and I will bring him back when the full moon banquet comes." ”

Shi Junhe knew that Shi Qingxue had agreed to Dong Hui's three requests.

Immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

Although he knew that Dong Hui would definitely not be happy to see Shi Qingmin at the full moon banquet, Shi Junhe didn't want to think so much, and nodded again and again, "Okay, good!" You must come back then! ”

After Shi Junhe finished speaking, he looked at Shi Qingxue hesitantly, and stopped talking.

"Qingxue, you ......"

Shi Qingxue understood Shi Junhe's entanglement, but she still had a grudge against her father's arrangement, and she didn't speak for her father intimately as usual.

Shi Junhe smiled bitterly, but still said, "Qingxue, Daddy will arrange for someone to take care of Qingmin, you better go home and live!" Without you at home, the atmosphere is not so lively. ”

was able to get such a soft-spoken request from Shi Junhe, Shi Qingxue knew that his father always remembered him, and he could no longer gather his anger towards Shi Junhe.

It disappeared in three or two clicks.

But she didn't let go easily, her red lips pursed, and she whispered for a long time: "I'll take a look!" ”

After saying that, she really left.

Shi Qingxue was in a hurry when she left Lanxun Courtyard, and she was also in a hurry when she came back.

It's not entirely to escape the things in the Shiguo Mansion.

Children are easy to get hungry, Shi Tianyou is like this, and of course Shi Qingmin is the same.

Moreover, Shi Qingmin does not drink milk and water, and the nutrition of sugar water is even more insufficient, so he is more likely to be hungry than other children of the same age.

Shi Qingmin was raised by Shi Qingxue to be 'squeamish' again, and would rather be hungry than drink sugar water fed by others, Qingxue hurried back to Lanxun Courtyard after agreeing on the relevant matters.

I'm afraid of starving her little baby.

In fact, this is also the place where she hesitated the most when Shi Junhe whispered to her to go back to the house just now.

She's not here, who is used to Shi Qingmin!

The first thing Shi Qingxue did after going back was to appease Shi Qingmin, and she was busy and relieved after she put people to sleep.

Just when Mo Junyang came, Shi Qingxue told the other party everything about today.

Qingxue was not satisfied with the result of today's negotiations, but she really couldn't think of any other way to make Dong Hui relax.

Her mother is stubborn, and she also understands it.

"Jun Yang, what do you think I should do?" Shi Qingxue's little head was against Mo Junyang's shoulder and asked sullenly.

Mo Junyang was happy to be embraced by the beauty, so he took the opportunity to sit in his arms, and retreated before he asked lightly: "Then it depends on what effect you want to achieve?" ”

Shi Qingxue was stunned for a moment and raised her head from Mo Junyang's arms.

She knew that Mo Junyang said this, which meant that the other party definitely had a way to make her 'make her wish come true', but just looking at Mo Junyang, she couldn't say a word.

Because she can't say what she wants now?

Do you want to give Shi Qingmin an identity?

Dong Hui has already admitted that Shi Qingmin is the eldest son of the Shi family.

Is it to give Shi Qingmin a more favorable living environment?

Shi Junhe has also made a guarantee.

So what else does she want?

"I am ......" Shi Qingxue pursed her lips into a slit and said with great difficulty: "I just want to take Qingmin back to the Shiguo Mansion, so that he can also enjoy the treatment of the eldest son of the Shi family."

Well, it's not just about material wealth, but I want him to see his biological parents too, and stop being alone. ”

Mo Junyang groaned slightly, and said, "If you want Qing Min to go back to live in Shi's house, this is simple." ”

Shi Qingxue's eyes lit up immediately, and she looked at Mo Junyang without turning for a moment, hoping and longing.

"But there's a problem you need to be clear." Mo Junyang said slowly.

He didn't sell Guan Zi, but continued in a deep and faint voice: "Your mother doesn't like Qing Min and rejects his existence from the heart, even if I let Qing Min return to the Shi family, he can't get your mother's sincere care, and he may even ......."

Being abused.

Mo Junyang didn't point it out clearly, but reminded: "Don't say that children don't understand anything, on the contrary, children's minds are more keen." If Qingmin knew what his mother thought of him, and even almost killed him out of disgust, do you think he would be happy? ”

No, absolutely not.

Shi Qingxue was dumbfounded by Mo Junyang's obvious but sharp questions.

She hadn't thought about this issue before, but now that she heard Mo Junyang mention it, she had to pay attention to it.

She really hopes that Shi Qingmin can enjoy the love of her parents, but this kind of thing can't be forced at all.

If she insisted on it, she might even push Shi Qingmin into another fire pit.

"But if you raise Qingmin in another courtyard, won't he still know that he is not liked by his parents and that he is not valued when he grows up?" Shi Qingxue asked dejectedly.

Mo Junyang shook his head, his gaze became dark, "How can there be disappointment without expectations?" ”

If Shi Qingmin had never expected the so-called parental love from the beginning, the Guogong couple would have only given birth to him nominally as his parents at that time, and they would not have had any family affection, and they would not be sad because of the cold.

Shi Qingxue's breath was stagnant, and Mo Junyang's description made her feel chills.

She suddenly thought of what happened to Mo Junyang in her previous life.

Mo Junyang in the previous life was the one who was given up by everyone from the beginning, and he experienced hardships at a young age, and tasted the warmth and coldness of human affection.

Shi Qingxue didn't know if Mo Junyang had any expectations, and she didn't dare to imagine what kind of mental journey a man had experienced.

But she knows that this man's indifference to the world today is inseparable from what happened when he was a child.

It just confirms the saying 'there will be no disappointment without expectations'!

Shi Qingxue finally accepted Mo Junyang's words, and did not bother with the matter of letting Shi Qingmin return to Shi's house.

It's just that her mood didn't feel better, but became more and more dull and uncomfortable.

"Jun Yang, you ......"

Qingxue opened her mouth loudly, wanting to ask about the life she didn't know about the man's childhood, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't open her mouth.

Whatever the past? The consequences have already been done.

By doing so, she was tantamount to digging out Mo Junyang's already healed wound again, revealing blood.

Is that really good?

Shi Qingxue was reluctant, so she had to swallow her words back.

"What do you want to ask?" Mo Junyang's deep voice sounded in Shi Qingxue's ears.

Qing Xue was startled and looked up at Mo Junyang, but when she touched the man's deep eyes, she avoided it weakly.

"No, nothing."

How could she be embarrassed to tell Mo Junyang that because she selfishly wanted to understand the man's past, she had to dig open his wounds.

Mo Junyang forcefully turned her face over and looked at her seriously, "If you want to know, I can tell you." ”

He paused for a moment and added, "Not reluctantly. ”

"Really?" Shi Qingxue was not sure.

She always felt that Mo Junyang was accommodating her.

She felt this way from a long time ago.

At that time, she would be very happy, even a little proud.

But now she was not happy, and became more and more honestly afraid.

Shi Qingxue couldn't help but think, is she really worthy of Mo Junyang treating herself like this?

What did she give in return?

Mo Junyang gently wrapped his arms around Qingxue's shoulders when she fell into the dead end of her self-entanglement.

The two pressed their cheeks against each other and leaned together in the most intimate way.

"Whatever you want, I'll give it to you. Sweet. ”

Shi Qingxue was even more speechless, her heart seemed to be stuffed, full, but she was panicked.

Mo Junyang smiled at her and continued, "I just want you...... Love me a little more, okay? ”

This is the first time that Shi Qingxue has heard Mo Junyang tell her her thoughts so frankly, but it is so simple.

As long as she loves him?

Shi Qingxue couldn't bear it anymore, put her arms around Mo Junyang's neck, hugged each other tightly, and shouted almost with a cry: "I love you, I only love you." ”

In the place where Shi Qingxue couldn't see, a slight smile finally appeared in the man's cold eyes.

But he continued, in a faint, emotionless voice, "Do you want to know my past? ”

Shi Qingxue nodded at first, and then as if she had thought of something, she quickly shook her head, "Actually, I don't think much about it." If it makes you uncomfortable, don't say it! ”

"Actually, I kind of want to tell you." Mo Junyang spoke with a little regret.

Shi Qingxue's eyes lit up immediately, "Then you say, I want to hear it." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she regretted that her heart was straightforward, why did she say it all at once?

Mo Junyang really showed a little smile, but he only said, "Well, I can tell you anything." ”

He gently held the person in his arms, as if he was holding the only treasure in the world, precious and precious.

"Actually, it's nothing, I knew from a very young age that I was born to Princess Rui and the emperor, and I heard that woman talking to her confidant secretly. She wanted to take advantage of this to live a better life in the palace, and even ......"

Shaw thinks of something that doesn't belong to her.

Mo Junyang knows that his mother's ambition is not small!

It's a pity that his life is not good, and he died before he got his wish.