082 Ten years of traces and ten years of heart
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The sky was bright, and the city had already woken up. A galloping carriage rushed out of the city gate and headed for Luoyang. At the same time, countless carrier pigeons were released and flew to Luzhou, Hangzhou, Luoyang and other places, announcing the changes in the rivers and lakes and the arrival of another round of power distribution.
A steady stream of knights rushed to Sanmenxia from all directions, wanting to participate in this feast of fighting and get a piece of the pie. In such a tide, the carriage rushing in the opposite direction was naturally very eye-catching, so much so that it was suspected of being a person from the "only medo" and was repeatedly intercepted.
Every interception did not end well, and the broken limbs showed the brutality and strength of the driver. It's unbelievable to say, looking at a young man who is scarred and dying, how can he have such terrifying combat power?
Puyang drove on the official road, but he hated not to put on his wings, faster, faster. In the carriage behind him, Su Jia sank into the thick cushion and whispered, "Slow down." β
Hearing this, Pu Yang slowed down his horse and turned around to ask her, "But it's upside down?" Seeing that the road ahead was quite straight, he simply put down the horsewhip and let the horse walk slowly, entered the carriage by himself, took her hand and entered a period of internal force, "It's almost to Luoyang." I have sent a message to Ah Qi and sent the best doctor to wait for us in Luoyang. β
"I said, you're still hurt. Running so fast, don't you want to die? Su Jia tried to make a neutral appearance, but it was not successful, but it caused the young man's eyes to turn red.
She couldn't see his sad appearance, her heart twitched, and she smiled: "Isn't it hurting so much?" Why are you crying...... Well, touch your head. β
The young man froze for a moment, and bowed his head to let her touch. She touched it twice and said in disgust: "Look at it, it's all dirty!" It's not as good as Chu Leiβ"
Halfway through his words, he died down in his cold gaze.
After a moment of silence, seeing that he was going out to catch the car again, he hurriedly grabbed him, "You stay with me for a while!" He had not slept for several days, and when he was seriously injured, he was still working so hard, she was afraid that he would not be able to hold on as soon as he arrived in Luoyang. Because of the sudden breath, it was a heart-rending cough.
The young man was silent, stroking her back while steadily inputting internal force. Su Jia rolled his eyes, smiled and asked him: "Lying to me for so long, do you hate me, or hate me, or hate me?" β
Sure enough, Puyang was stopped by her, and he didn't hurry up for a while, and said in a daze: "I'...... I'll tell you all about it. β
When he first returned to this world, the young man was filled with anger in his heart, and he hated to tell everyone he saw that what you have experienced and what you have lived is an illusion! What you care about, what you cherish, is just a momentary thought of someone!
He went to that real world and for almost a year didn't have to worry about being hunted down, sometimes forgetting his identity. In this world, the rivers and lakes are still rivers and lakes, and brutal battles and killings are staged every day. In the year he has been away from the rivers and lakes, the rivers and lakes have never completely forgotten him.
The mysteriously missing teenager was regarded as a betrayal by his master, and he fled all the way to Huashan, where he finally jumped off a cliff but survived. The boy who has not yet adapted to this illusory world soon falls into the hands of the "only one".
He had undergone the most rigorous training to ensure that he would remain sober in the face of torture and would never divulge important information. However, the master was familiar with his weaknesses, and under the influence of drugs, physical and mental torture, he muttered a name.
By the time he came to his senses, it was too late. "Only My Hall" got the word "Su Jia", and took this opportunity to pry open his heart little by little. They don't need his verbal confession, they just send the most skilled elites to change their faces over and over again before his eyes, changing the curvature of his eyebrows, the height of his nose, and the contours of his face......
Based on the subtle reactions and expressions that he couldn't hide, they gradually pieced together a face as pure as a lotus petal - believing that if used properly, they could manipulate him; If he rebels again, this look can also be an opportunity to eradicate him.
But the boy did not "rebel again", before the master confirmed his surrender, in the gap between the only soga hall to piece that face, he accumulated a weak strength, used his life experience, broke free from the cage in one fell swoop, and began a decade-long escape journey.
In the past ten years, sometimes the "Sowo Tang" had other important affairs, so they had to relax the search and pursuit of him; But they never stopped. A woman with that face named "Su Jia" kept approaching him, but he didn't know that every time he sneered in his heart: how did that person come to this world?
Even when his heart defense was broken and he was the most embarrassed and vulnerable, he clung to a secret and did not let go: the owner whose name he called out did not exist in this world at all.
She wouldn't care about it, just as he didn't care about the bloody storm he had gone through in his casual legends.
He was never fooled, but he never killed the "Sujia" who tried to get close to him. Not because of their names or faces, but because he didn't want to kill again.
The reluctance to kill no more was not because someone had stopped him - he was absolutely absolutely, and would not believe a word that came from her mouth anymore - but because he had been trained as a tool to kill for more than ten years, and he had to pay a terrible price to get rid of the control of his master, and once he killed someone, it was a victory for the "only one": it proved that the instinct they cultivated finally triumphed over his reason.
In the third year of his escape, he knew that according to the "arrangement", Su Qi should have appeared. But he did not fall in love with the soul from another world as arranged, but was full of pity for herβshe was also made by that person to come to this world to suffer from it.
This time, he wouldn't give Su Qi another chance to like him, and told her bluntly: "Be my sister, or die." The little girl was frightened by his ruthlessness, and since then she has left an indelible psychological shadow.
After teaching Su Qi simple life skills, he left some money and left away with the trailing pursuit.
After not getting news from Su Qi for a year or two, he sometimes can't help but wonder if it was without his participation, that little girl would fall in this cruel world.
Fortunately, there was soon new information about her. Sure enough, without his participation this time, Su Qi directly met the man who was destined, Li Yu, the king of Lu.
After that, Puyang continued to flee, dealing with this woman with that name and that face from various forces, planning his revenge. What is the love between Su Qi and Li Yu is no longer his concern.
Ten years of fermentation and taste of the once fiery hatred little by little, and gradually he thought that he had forgotten the hatred and all the feelings he carried.
Until she appeared in front of him, calling herself "Lingjiang" - two words he never leaked to others, because the memories they implicated were too painful.
After confirming that she was Su Jia, his first reaction was anger: Is she crazy! Alone in this dangerous world!
He was amazed at such emotions - he was still worried about her......
Immediately afterward, the hatred that had almost been forgotten regained his heart, and he tormented her with his own experience. But after the pleasure of revenge passed, he watched her fall to the ground, and realized that his hatred was like morning dewdrops, which were quickly evaporated.
After the fog and dew disappeared, his mind was clearly revealed to him: he loved her.
He fell in love with her as early as ten years ago.
Only then would he be angry, sad, and hopeless at her deception and play.
Realizing this, he became even more angry and desperate, but this time it was directed at himself: knowing that he was a fictional character in her fantasy, the difference in his thoughts was the sky.
He is her creation. Nuwa, who created man, loves human beings, but she does not belong to any one person alone. It's the same with her.
On the top of Huashan, she said that she was thinking about the dumplings with beef and leek filling, and subconsciously buried her head on his shoulder. At that moment, his mind was clearer than ever.
Yes, what he chases, looks up to, and longs for is not Su Qi as she thinks, but the person who gave him life and made this world exist.
The reason why she has a good impression of Su Qi is undoubtedly because - although in the process of creation, she did not substitute herself for the role of Su Qi, and the two have very different temperaments; But Su Qi's soul still inevitably brought her shadow.
Time has incredible power.
Ten years is enough for him to grow to maturity and see his heart clearly.
In the first year or two back in this world, he hated the man who had created him.
Then, the hatred gradually subsided, and if it was her in front of him, he would only treat her as a stranger.
Eventually, eventually, he began to miss.
He felt like the demon king who was sealed in a bottle in the story, but the difference was that the demon king's hatred gradually accumulated in the seal.
And he, when he didn't even find out about himself, turned his resentment into a love that went deep into the bone marrow.
In fact, that love has existed for a long time...... It's just that he was still young at that time and couldn't see his own thoughts clearly, and she only thought he was a child......
The second half of the words were swallowed back, and he had to touch his head just now, clearly thinking that he was his younger brother...... The young man just said, "Anyway, I don't hate you anymore...... "Now, I'm even more afraid that you hate me."
Su Jia understood what he meant, and said in a low voice: "Speaking of which, should I hate you?" She saw a hazy mist in his eyes, and didn't dare to tease it any longer, holding his slender fingers with her backhand, "I don't hate you either." You're alive, it's better than anything else. β
"You have to ...... too Alive! He knew that she was so badly injured that it was a miracle that she was alive and laughing with him.
Su Jia also understood some things after being injured, and comforted him: "Don't worry, I can't die." β
In this world, no one can kill her directly. This is the rule of creation, and it cannot be subverted. Otherwise, with Qin Zi's palm power, it would be enough for her to die three times and still have a surplus.
Although she is seriously injured now, she can't die for a while, because she is not anxious about her injury, but pays more attention to Puyang's injury - he is a person from this world and is bound by the rules of this world.
"Please, will you take care of your wounds first? I'm not going to die, I promise! β
"Okay." Lacquered eyes looked at her for a moment, convinced that she wasn't lying this time, and he finally nodded and began to examine his injuries.